对

对, 就是要这样

我明白

如果不这样
永远都不能解决

谢谢你明白我

还有很长的路要走

我等你复原


如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉

廖.彩.莹

本来真的打算一觉睡到天亮
什么都不想去管不想去理不想去想

怎知, 竟被一通来电, 搞得我睡不回去了

不想去看fb
其实水真的能载舟,亦能复舟
有时, 就是网上的一张照片, 或许只是一句话
就可以让你在一天之内, 知道许多你不知道的事情
大家要言行谨慎哦
当然, fb可以让我得到一些我没想过会支持我的人..
谢谢你们
我也不想去猜想大家是否是真心的,
因为
你们的一句嘘寒问暖
切实地温暖了廖彩莹的心

今天
我失常了
竟然去错考场 哈哈
想不到我廖彩莹也会发生这样的事情吧?
当时的我,
突然想起昨天说playful的那个人
我觉得, 他说得对耶

我坐在走廊
反复地听着情歌王子
想了许多事情

我真的变了?

还记得
玲说'彩莹以前不是将想的..彩莹变了!'
焉说'我没有跟彩莹将亲密过咯,她以前不给我摸的咯'
善说'长大了,改变恋爱模式了,知道不需要一直见面'
锈说'变了,实际了,好事来的'
姐说'变得容易放弃, 够了'
健说'彩莹变了,她择偶条件不是将的'
胜说'我知道你变到将,是我..'
忍说'变成熟了,女人味重了'
hs说'变了,可是爱情憧憬还是那么深,天真'

变了..
那时我脑海里,
漂浮着他们的话
每一字每一句
我都记得

再深层想想
我觉得我变得...
妮说得对,
自我保护意识超强
以前会为别人想,
可是现在知道为自己着想
才是最重要的

也许..你会觉得我自私吧
可是,我已经决定这样,就这样去寻找我的另一伴
一个明白我为什么这样的另一伴
=)

突然, 好想唱刘力扬的<我就是这样> 哈哈

那天看到aaron的留言
拜托
我从来没阻止过伟健去他的派对咯
不要一直讲我

除了抽烟嫖妓和劈腿
我没限定些什么咯
clubbing我都没反对呢
算吧,我以前那副认真样就是会让人这么认为我.
所以,
人生何必将认真叻

可是往往我认真时, 人家不认真,
我不要认真了, 人家才开始认真,才要求我认真..
我廖彩莹不玩了
大家慢慢玩啦

我好开心
每当我不开心时,有人一直在我身边
听我hihihaizhaiz..你对号入座吧 =D

我没想过我们关系会这么好
我相信我没信错你,
真的
别辜负我,
我也不会辜负你.
友情, 就是这样!

有时, 真的别轻易改变你和别人之间的关系
今天one FM
说好朋友之间的暗恋
然后播着陶吉吉的暗恋
其实, 我觉得那个dj 都傻的,
SHE 的恋人未满不是更为贴切吗?

哇, 日头不要说人, 有人唱<暗恋>给我猜歌名哦msn..哈哈..谢谢你

Playful

This is the so-called 'playgirl' 's look


this is my so'called 'serious' look

This week is really a holiday week for me

nothing to do..
sleep
sick
sms
surfing net

all Ssss....

Haiz

yesterday got someone said i have a playful look

Hmm..
i admit that i'm now imposing a look of playful
but i'm not a playgirl lo ..

dun criticise me like tat =(

I know i owned vy serious look last time..
much more serious compared to now
But.............

Ps, u r right
it symbolises single life
Single life shud be like this!

''You make me free.. u make me happy..''

too free..
one day dunno update how many blogs..
haha
u 5 dai dak meh? i got lot stories to write ma

later econ exam..
aiks
=D
u know what i 12 say

Tmr no exam..
sleep whole day
i really dunno whats wrong with me!
i slept all the time
but i reluctant to wake up
always 12 vomit
but also cant see i getting fitter pun!!
=_____=

Back to yesterday
sorry mummy..
sorry grandma
sorry elaine liew
n those who sms to pay me concerns
for making u all so worry bout me

kept asking me whether i kena shocked
so touched T__T

Though i was not shocked at all!! HAHA

Yesterday
i felt vy san fu
called 79
wuwuwuw
i 12 see u..
friday
i will find u
no matter how sick i am =( >___<

Ms V said Ms Lee talked bout my result again
sometimes
i dun like ppl c me as a smart one
cuz
i'm not smart in all way
only in academics actually
ONLY.. =(
i rather being smart in more ways
i hope so..
=(

i'm glad tat my face getting better
so bad la de atmosphere in hostel
always feel hot hot
til face red red
head faint faint @...@

Luckily i got my lovely housemates with me
but they hasut me no need to study econ huh!
LOW HUT HUT JEN CHAN LOW WAN YU
evil u!!

My sony hp gonna crack =.=
juz only i realised it
ishh!
what happen to u?
i din abuse u aa...
i so sayang u leh
dun spoil pls

Next week.. result wil be released!
HAHA
i dunno er..
i did, i felt ok
but
dunno la
feel so tired again..
have a rest 1st

to be continued after exam..

Good Bf?

Juz now chatted with a guy fren

haiz...
such a good bf

I know i know
i also owned good bfs b4 ma
but it was past tense
n i wil own the best bf for me in FUTURE!
=D

today jeanne asked me a vy funny ques

ei, chloe, why u called yr xbf for help but not de current one?

Huh..........my current one d became my x...

Ms VV

Yesterday i had a chat with Ms V ( hehe, u r reading my blog, v)

Hmm..
she is becoming more mature
i'm glad for u V

Haha

She told me something
which i realised it since long time ago

A guy kept asking her for another chance to be her bf again
( V, u shud be happy cuz he gave u face, he told av1 tat u were de one who gave up de relationship, be optimism =) )
When they really come to a serious talk,
she rejected,
he said dun12 be fren anymore=.=

V, u r right,
he is stupid
n for me, he is childish
vy childish

Y 12 end up your relation like this?

V, be proud of making a good decision for not accepting him back!
hehe

N..V, we wait n see, whether wat u said is coming true next year?
haha

Only between me n V =D

Today..we chatted again

V, college life is much more different, u r right
En, feeling is not the biggest matter!!
hehe Gimme 5 dear!

Bad Day but Good Night

Ishh!!!!!

Pantang pantang pantang!!

Early in the morning encounter my 1st ever car accident!! >___<
Sorry for my fren who tumpang my car
wuwuwu..

I was blank..
huh??? i crash ppl's car aa?
STill blurr.. @@
Then the person called her fren
then we led her to a road side
get down from car...

She asked me to go to police station, she 12 claim insurance
=.= miss, i got exam.. u go report 1st k?
she said she ask her fren 1st..ask me to ask my family
Aiyoyo....

SES, help......

settled i think..?
dunno la
a bad morning..
frightened too many ppl
afterwards i called my mum
she said huh? then let sow eng seng settle la.=.=
U see, i told my fren, even i call her at de 1st place, she also dunno how de
I know her vy well!!!!!
Mu mum=.=
but love her so much..for not scolding me haha


Juz finish my spec math!!! yeah!!!
1st time having real final in taylors
wow..
so formal=.=
besides take out cover of calculators,
BODY CHECK summore!!
stand up..
check check check
luckily, i bring ntg haha
my habit
money also dun bring haha

Tonight gonna be a good good night

Dun worry, not injured =)

Finally, finish accounting!!!
Wakaka
What i dunno, really came out for the exam=.=
chill..
An A

Whatever

Argh...................

I dun12 study
for tmr exam
argh.......
whatever la,
no A then no A la
i got no exam mood!
what i want is juz FUN!
not FAN!

>___<

Argh...............
I dun12 care what ppl saying la
whatever la
What i want is juz HAPPY!
not DIZZY!

Argh................
i hope time can pass faster!
i want to see u!
lot thing to tel.. =(

Argh...........
I want steamboat!!!
whatever la..
fat then fat la
after that only keep fit la!
>____<

Argh.........
i dun12 fall sick aa!!
i 12 be healthy!!
why my body goes so wrong!! ><
wuwuwu...lot problems