Jennifer's Body

Oh no..

One of the worst movie which i ever watched
=.=

Y.U.C.K.S

A dream-良心发现

I slept at 12.
I woke up at 2.33am.
I cried non-stop.
I knew who i dream about,
but i forgot what it was about.
I felt lost..
n i was so scare.
I held my hp tight,
i wish to cal someone, but i din.
I knew i shouldn't rely on the one anymore.

Why everything turn out in this way?
I wish.. everything remains unchange,
but it had changed.
I know i always say
'If it meant to be,
Just let it be.'

Actually,
i doubt with my own words..

I thought about this song..
>______<

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oqvIW1gZ-h0&feature=related

G:若是能回到旧时
但愿 谁良心发现
彼此 重头再爱
错误也会早些去医
K:怪我 太过不智
忘记 体恤关注
强令对方配合自己
K+G:不会退一点
K+G:难得相爱
却没法抛弃自由
G:你太自我 如何侍候
G:你太自我 如何忍受
K:到底如何奉献才足够
K+G:承认有错我(你)不想讲借口
G:遥望并无惑星
K:闪过宇宙
G:牵你手 (K:拖著你)
K+G:而欲语还休
谁勉强压下对方
彼此都不会得手
伤害够
G:自问 从前太霸道
像是 蛮横的细路
今天是现眼报
要独个去走这长路
K:你我 没法相处
谁有罪也不懂宽恕
强令对方配合自己
K+G:不会退一点
K:你我亦有无穷愿望
G:彼此也只盼成全自己
K+G:而伴侣从来未设想过
私心太多
G:求让我再用百倍温柔
K:留住你 我愿意无限迁就
K+G:都不想你远走

@ the same stage

Just only,
i saw a couple dating in another taylors campus
i was there
seeing them being so sweet
I was envy but not jealous
cuz this is not what i hope for n look for now
=)

Last time
i used to having a bf around in skul compound
can see each other most of the time
hehe
ya, it was so sweet n happy
but it was hard enough to maintain once we leave the stage

Hard but not impossible la hehe
those couples who able to date from lower secondary til de stage of marriage
i really gotta say ' Great!!'
I have an uncle,
who juz got married last year
he n his wife have been dating for 12 years!
i have never seen them quarrel b4
vy seldom i hear they argueing
i mean for big matters, haha
it's normal if they sweet fight over small matter
hehe
i'm glad that they r spouse now,
sweet n hangfook! (n_n)

Hmm..
back to the couple i saw juz now
i remember there was a guy telling me that if he were studying in the same skul with me,
it'll make some changes in our relationship

NO.
I dun think so
cuz i dun12 maintain a relationship by meeting each other avday
i know it will come to the end when i leave for Australia

I think there is a changes in my thinking this year
a big change in this 2009 =D

I dun1 a bf who being at the same stage with me
dun really want this realationship
as what me n wk were

I hope for a guy who can resist distractionSSSSS n give me security
from all aspect
wakaka!
sounds so hard to find right?
I think so too!!
XD

Nvm,
Mr Right,
I'm right here waiting for you!

hehe

Dunno dunno

I dunno many things

I dunno what to do

i'm confused

I dun12 fan

I dun12 know

Don't let me know

I dun 12 know

Dunno

Dunno

A.K.O.N

A painful saturday!!! T___T
My stomach was pain like ...ishh!!!
Pain..summore so unlucky
no car to find my sevinni ,
have to ma fan ppl le lo
hehe
luckily he was willing to fetch me there

A long chit chat with her
hehe
i love to entrust her my thing n same goes to her =)

Left for sunway at 1pm.
Dressed in WHITE
our favourite XD

Sushi Zanmai deska
yummy yummy!!

Gong Wo Tong guali ling gou T__________T
vy vy BITTER!!!!
i was forced to eat n was taken pic for my ugly expression!!!



then then ice cream ice cream.. hehe

A chit chat on de trip after my final exam
dunno whether he bluff me anot=.=
as he used to do tat..haiz

Sunway Lagoon!
A long long Q!!!
He bought me a mickey akon hairband..
haha
i bought him one to be crazy with me!
=P
then, childish move that we did, we xchg with de seller for the evil horn hairband haha
Green n Blue
Nice leh

Packed..
like Sardin
de stupid akon was so so so late!!
Summore de concert started with the singers who we dunno even know!!!!
=.=
Raining summore! Luckily got cap =D

Afterwards, when de famous songs were sang,
lagoon turned to be a huge clubbing place haha
ppl danced here n there
summore got ppl drunk=.= ( he said mayb she drank chivas too much haha)

Akon had After Party @ MOS
sot la, i was hungry..ahead to Murni XDthough we din know quite many songs at 1st haha

A wonderful night

Packed ><

the coming 3 weeks make me packed! ><

Why things come when i'm so busy?
I not yet settle down myself
i hope i can
but things always happen in the other way round =(

This saturday
my last day to enjoy
i hope i can enjoy the whole day!!
Then have to come back to hostel to do my stuff =(
I dun1 la..
so tiring

haiz

IELTS
FINAL EXAM
MORAL

i think the most killing one is IELTS
I'm gonna die!!!!!!

2009

我一直认为2009是最倒霉的一年

从工作上被人冤枉,
受同性同事无故排挤
无良老板

到家里经济问题不断
弟弟叛逆
公公健康出现问题

到和朋友为了些不是问题的问题而吵架翻脸
幼稚得再也不想见面

再到和伟健分手
结束了两年多的恋情
跌破了好多人的眼睛

再可怜得得住宿舍
自己煮饭
没有冷气的享受

没得工作
什么都得省着用
辛苦死了

再直到最近
和荣胜闪电式的恋情
让我提不起劲儿来了

真的好累
我真的觉得好辛苦
可是当我觉得自己处于最低谷的状态时
我学会了更多更多

真的..

工作上的经验让我懂得人性险恶
人人都戴着假面具做人
比phantom更恐怖耶

有人劝说过我
为什么不正面思考?
我得到了自己从未预料得到的好成绩
得到了一直梦寐以求jpa
入学了Taylors
认识了一大班思想相近的好朋友
学会了独立
天天吃我最喜欢的生锅
是我的最爱!

朋友
失去了的还是回来了
谢谢你的主动,
无论是谁对谁错
也不需再计较了
还有今年才发现到我和franciska那么的互爱互惜


而今年
我最感谢不过的是他
真的..
他让我知道我原来可以很坚强
他让我得我曾失去的好朋友
他让我知道机会只可以给一次, 不必多

他让我知道不必去理别人的闲言碎语
他让我知道原来世事无绝对
谢谢你那样对待我, 我成长了很多

当你认为你失去的时候,
正是你得到最多的时候

有时, 失去一些些, 获得的却是数不尽的

我真的知道我要的是什么
或许.. 将来会改变
起码, 现在我没失去对我很重要的人, 已经足够了

2009
我学会了很多
我最美丽的18
快结束了

快点过吧2009
我要出国啊
嘻嘻

A talk

Yesterday i went out with my sis
to Sunway Pyramid
i recalled many things there
i remember i went there last thursday =(
It was a vy bad date for me
I saw kimgary
I saw Ripcurl
I saw Maxis
...
a memorable place

Afterwards, we went for a talk
haha
i still remember why i wanted to go for it
n now, my purpose was still de same (n_n)

The man was so funny
he said
Women will be success if she CHEST UP
Men will never be success if he CHEST UP
haha
cuz men cannot lower down they self=esteem to do things

SOmehow, i love men being so confident by chest up
He is the one that i feel so MAN so far
really! i know he knows this too

hehe
tiring day
tmr got test aa ><

Yesterday

i woke up early in the morning at..4.22am haha

dunno why

mayb is juz bcuz i not yet complete the thing?

i woke up n completed it, finally i had done! wakaka

Though the process was quite...hmm...down??



Got ready to Genting lo!!

hehe

i was so excited n looking forward to it!

same goes o franciska hehe

In 1u, we went for wong kok,

oops, something sad happened

but finally,

franciska get to solve it hehe

thanks dear, u're always there, truly



After tat,

departed for Genting!

the driver was kinda skillfull one haha

kept on cutting cars=.=

When queueing up for cable cars,

two china men came to us n asked me whether i from china (=.= i look like china girl meh! siao eh!!)

then i said no..

Then aingapore??

=.= NO! i'm local.

then they insisted to sit the same cable car
took out email address...
oklo..
know two old frens haha

Top it all in THEM PARK!!!!!!!!!!
Space Shot
Cockswrew
Pirate ship
wow wow wow!!
we made a vy cute keychain there!
tat time,
i really tot of making one with him if he were there!
Sweet n memorable enough=)

then we ahead to the French Village
nice clothes were sold there
but the price were so so SO unreasonable! =.=
i tried on a ring..
love crown one hehe
omg, cant take out>________<
my finger is too fat !
aiks!
i bought it lo hehe
fran bought the same with me hehe
bestie ring =P

watch the pageant LIVE!!!!!!!!!
nice leh!!!
the scene was so fanstasy!!
hhe
i was so so so tired.....................

finally get back home..
sleep
BOOB!!!

3am..


=(

SeS n me turned to be best friend, again.

Y OU R A N NO Y ING YI NG

Yup, u are!


ishh!!

S-A-M-E

I found her n she found me at
the same night
same time
as we were both same lying on the bed
reluctant to online
however,
a simple message from each other made us switch our computer on IMMEDIATELY
this is what a fren shud be
always there for u whenever u need her =)

MSN
**********************************

Surprisingly
we were facing the same problem!! >_____________<
aiks!
how can thing happens in this way?
Is it an coincidence?
Or tats an arrangement?
To make us see the thing clearer when u're advising each other
n we can see what we were doing actually

After the chit chatting
we both felt more relieved
she knows how to settle hers
i know how
but i..chose not to..
cuz i 12 protect something n remain it the same in the very future..
Just make it remain the SAME
hehe

TQ for yesterday
i understand myself better

=(

Dunno why
feeling so upset since i heard that yesterday

First time
the ever 1st time i heard this in my life
=(

Cheer up la lcy!! >_____<

Going into more n more serious huh!

I'm falling in love with u
which i never expect it to happen in this way
however, i'm addicted =D

I appreciate every little thing that u have done for me
Even juz bringing me a sweater,
it's sweet enough
for US, which is ME n YOU =)

I'm going more n more serious
I dun12 be jealousy but i was n i am! ><''!!!
Pls la..
Dun be like this k?
=(
I hope we are always the best fren n couple
I want the best of us but not the best in the world
This is what we know n what we love of each other =)

I dun need your gifts
which are juz to replace the love n time that u cannot devote for me
What i need is juz you
So fake but TRUE =P

hehe
Stay happy with me..
n i'm serious!

有戴眼鏡的人注意 !!!

FORWARD

現在大家都會為了美觀及方便而選擇配戴隱形眼鏡。
本人上週四因隱形眼鏡有缺角，造成眼睛不適而就醫。
還好，當時聽從Kim的建議，馬上把隱形眼鏡摘下，只是角膜破皮，沒有更大的傷害。
昨日回醫院複診，醫師告知我，我不能再戴隱形眼鏡了，因為「新增血管」的現象很嚴重。
現在開始停戴的話，也不見得能完全回復之前的狀況。
聽起來很慘吧！

１、什麼是「新增血管」？
　　－－顧名思義就是新長出來的血管。

２、長在什麼地方？
　　－－黑眼球的周圍（與白眼球交界的地方）

３、什麼原因造成？
　　－－因為眼球缺氧，所以眼睛自力救濟，藉由新增血管的方式來補不足的氧氣。

４、會帶來什麼後果？
　　－－老的時候視力會非常不好，醫生告訴我，隱形眼鏡就像一塊塑膠布覆蓋在眼球上面，
如果長時間配帶， 就容易造成缺氧的問題。


醫生回答我， 拋棄式的隱形眼鏡 更糟糕。
因為它大量製造，根本沒有做拋光處理（大概這就是透氧率不高的緣故）。
它唯一的好處就是較沒清潔上的問題。
所以，長期以來，我一直有個錯誤的觀念，以為拋棄式的隱形眼鏡比長期配帶型的好 ..
（你們是不是也這麼認為）。
其實，如果那天眼鏡沒有破掉，我就不會發現我有新增血管的問題，因為它完全不
痛不怎麼癢（偶爾癢一下以為是正常的）。
還有本人配帶的時間原則上是早上七點到晚上七點，如果有活動的話就延到晚上十點過後。
相信有很多人每日配帶的時間與我不相上下。



可見，不見得每一個醫生都檢查很仔細，他們可能只會對症下藥，針對就診的原因治療，
而忽略了其他相關的病變毛病。
建議各位，如果下次去檢查眼睛的話，不妨向你的醫師提一提，是否有新增血管的現象。
以免老了產生視力障礙的問題。


戴眼鏡的人要注意接聽大哥大要把眼鏡拿下來！
這可不是危言聳聽。

專家研究發現，電磁波碰到金屬鏡框會折射，導致戴眼鏡的人眼溫和腦溫上升進而可能使得罹患白內障
或基因發生變化的機率升。

您或許已經知道，大哥大響起的那一瞬間電磁波最強，不過您可能還沒聽說，帶著金屬框的眼鏡，
會增強電磁波對您的傷害。

一份國外的研究顯示，帶著金邊眼的大哥大用戶所吸收的大哥大電磁波能量，要比其他人多一到三成，
原因在於電磁波碰到金屬會折射。

已經找出金屬鏡框與電磁波之間的關連，我們以測量電磁波儀器當做人頭，在前方掛上金屬框眼鏡，
當一旁的大哥大響起，我們可以看到測量器上的數字立刻從五十跳到一百五，顯示金屬鏡框的確讓電
磁波變強了！

而這也可能讓眼球和腦部溫度升高，進而使得罹患白內障，甚至是基因發生變化的機率升高，
因此如果您不嫌麻煩的話，下回接大哥大時，還是先把眼鏡摘下吧！

October

Unwittingly,
October has arrived..

Time passes so fast..
My 18 wil be end vy soon
T___T
i wonder what would my next birthday be? hehe
I hope it wont be like this year
too busy with works til i had to postponed the celebration aiks!

That day i went out for fran's birthday
hehe
this is what i must do in the early of Oct every year!
It was great
i felt it seems like my birthday
my lover n bestie were with me
taking photo
eating cakes
chit chating
he was joking around
making the birthday girl laughed non-stop ^O^

Sometimes i really have to listen to fran's advice
she sees this thing of me clearer than everyone does!
Anyway, i din regret of ignoring her advice n i accepted him.
It was a great time n lesson for me, to grow better hehe
N now,
i'm glad that she din stop me from being with him
i tot she would but she didn't
i wonder how the way we end up ? hehe
fran, i hope what u said would come true.
hehe..

Last week,
he brought me to feifei's house
Sometimes, i found he is really special from others
The way he showing off his gf's result, caring for his gf, introducing his gf, n giving his gf his schedule.. are totally different! quite SPECIAL hah..wakaka
chuicheng can see him clearer than what i do
She says he is really serious n good though she n he is not close at all haha
Wait n see! haha

This is de 2nd week of Oct
ntg much for this week,
only an Accounting paper haha

Next week i wil be having a Spec Math test ><
I hope it wil be fine
I can go home on Thurday for next week!
As deepavali falls on friday hehe
Next thursday, steamboat day
wakaka

I feel it is quite good dating with him
No comparison in academics
n yet he is proud to say that his gf is a scholar..hehe ( i think so?)
However, one coin has two sides
He works, he faces more distraction
Anyway, i'm tough enough to face any changes in love hehe
of'c i hope he wont disappoint me
SeS, i really hope so..
=)

I saw wk's mummy quite often
everytime i see her,
her face tells me something.
I know she feels sorry cuz of what her son did to me
Actually i really like his parents vy much!
I'm glad that wk did tat to me,
n now i have found a better one =)
I dare not to reckon anything for me n ses hehe
Happiness at this moment is the most important thing for me!

Sick ><

Sick of many things..

Finally, i fell sick!

Being alone in the hostel..
so boring n lonely T___T
Miss everyone..
but no one to text with
as everyone is busy studying n working
aiks
>__<

HELP...

For Franciska Kim Hui Sim

Bestie, Happy 17th Birthday!

Still remember?
We knew each other at the year of 2005
at SMKTBM
tru the Prefectorial Board
tru Jonathan Lee Jian Ren
However, we got close bcuz of our mutual interests n personalities =)

Still remember?
The first date we hung out was one day in the March of 2005
Times Square was the place we had fun!
Roller Coaster..
Neway..

Still remember?
I was in pink n white
n
You were in red n black

2 girls dressed in doll looks XD
That showed how colorful our life was n is

Still remember?

We always ahead to 1utama

Had fun in Nando's n Neway

Still remember?

Everyday b4 we went to school

we had our brunch in mamak stalls

Skipped briefing n i always sided u =P

How naughty we were XD

Still remember?

We went for the trip on Cucup Island

It was so unforgetable

Still remember?

We put on Sasa's masks always

We slept overnight at each other's house

as we are d not juz only friends, but a family =)

Still remember?

We bought the same t shirt in izam

the pink one with white stripes

I love it cuz of u

Still remember?

We permed hair together

we kept fit together ( but we failed! haha)

We made up together

We studied together

We played ktm together (sHhh! haha)

We fell in love together

We gained weight together (><)

................

We grew up together..

We're always together, as ONE!

I remember everything vividly...

We laughed

We cried

We argued

We smiled

We annoyed

Nothing's gonna change our relationship, NEVER!

Our relationship is undescribable

More than Best Friends..

More than Family

More than Lovers

More than everything..!

It is irreplacable! T____T

Fran, thanks for being there for me always..

of'c i'll always be there for u too!

We're besties n

we ALWAYS be!

Fran,

Happy Birthday n wish u have an enjoyable birthday

I promise u,

from this year onwards,

i'll always be reserved for your bday =)

2nd Oct! hehe

Bestie, i love you..

Happy Birthday !

from me n my boy(he shud be man? haha) ses as well ( in case he forgets to wish u =P) hehe