20091129

在树上唱歌

你说的每个笑话我都笑了
是你变幽默还是我变快乐
好久不见你说我大不相同
偷偷告诉你我的兴趣 真心了

不想把每件事情都那么严格
弄的全世界好像只剩挫折
爱一朵花不在看它能开多久
放宽了心情 把什么都变美了

想要光着脚丫在树上唱歌
好多事物全被缩小了
心里不想放的 就去了 算了
让太阳把脸庞给晒得红彤彤
想要吹着口哨在树上唱歌
遥想开往远方的火车
可以那么轻快的穿过山洞
当树上还很空 你要不要陪我

你说的每个笑话我都笑了
是你变幽默还是我变快乐
好久不见你说我大不相同
偷偷告诉你我的兴趣 真心了

不想把每件事情都那么严格
弄的全世界好像只剩挫折
爱一朵花不在看它能开多久
放宽了心情 把什么都变美了

想要光着脚丫在树上唱歌
好多事物全被缩小了
心里不想放的 就去了 算了
让太阳把脸庞给晒得红彤彤
想要吹着口哨在树上唱歌
遥想开往远方的火车
可以那么轻快的穿过山洞
当树上还很空 你要不要陪我


想要光着脚丫在树上唱歌
好多事物全被缩小了
心里不想放的 就去了 算了
让太阳把脸庞给晒得红彤彤
想要吹着口哨在树上唱歌
遥想开往远方的火车
可以那么轻快的穿过山洞
当树上还很空 你要不要陪我

期待爱

JJ:My Life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放 一份爱
Why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我 实实在在
不管帅不帅

JJ:想要找回来 (莎:想要找回来)
JJ:自己的节拍 (莎:自己的节拍)
JJ:所以这一次
合:我要勇敢 大声说出来

合:期待 期待你发现我的爱
合:无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
JJ:你的存在 (莎:你的存在)
JJ:心灵感应的方向
合:我一眼就看出来
合:是因为爱

合:我猜 你早已发现我的爱
合:绕几个弯 靠越近越明白
JJ:不要走开 (莎:不要走开)
JJ:幸福的开始 就是
合:放手去爱

JJ:想要找回来 (莎:想要找回来)
JJ:自己的节拍 (莎:自己的节拍)
JJ:所以这一次
合:我要勇敢 大声说出来

合:期待 期待你发现我的爱
合:无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
JJ:你的存在 (莎:你的存在)
JJ:心灵感应的方向
合:我一眼就看出来
合:是因为爱

合:我猜 你早已发现我的爱
合:绕几个弯 靠越近越明白
男:不要走开 (莎:不要走开)
男:幸福的开始 就是
合:放手去爱

合:幸福的开始 就是放手去爱

有人点过这首歌

侧田 - 三十日
逐晚倒数为见你准备
愿你快点又与我一起
治疗足足一个月 由电话减少距离
而偏偏竟不知怎说起
是太想念你 超过了预期
只想可拥著你 然后吻你 让你惊喜
由这一分钟我一生就只有你
明日纵使不堪 阻不到我用心爱你
让我终於都明了 明白你比生死重要
连话语也没法盛载得起

I'll give my life to be near you in every way
For I have nothing left to be here on this earth today

让我终於不动摇 这改变因你
原谅我却试过伤害你

逐秒扩张 惦记你滋味
合上眼睛像与你一起
为何分开一个月 如像孤岛给隔离
寻不到 飞得走的客机

是太想念你 超过了预期
张开手保护你
游历世界 让你惊喜

由这一分钟我一生就只有你
明日纵使不堪 阻不到我用心爱你
让我终於都明了明撩 明白你比生死重要
连话语也没法盛载得起

I'll spend my life here beside you in every way
For I have nothing left to be here on this earth today

让我终於不动摇 这改变因你
如若你欠信我的力气
我唱这首歌 为你

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6228MM9WsRQ


人啊
总爱在失去后才懂得珍惜

有人每早morning call时
你嫌麻烦
当你迟到时
你才愕然发现 电话静得好可怕

有人一直问你在哪里时
你觉得被束缚
没人理你生病请假时
你只能看回以往的信息 想念那个唠叨你的人

有人要知道你的每件大小事时
你觉得像似写每日报告
没人要理你的琐碎事时
你才悲恸 为什么没人关心你

有人主动牵着你粘着你时
你却不屑一顾
没人在你身边时
你才发现 没牵手的孤单

有时
过去了的
就回不了头 也让你不想回头

有时
说出口的话 真如泼出去的水
不可能收回

有时
决定了的事情
不是三言两语就能改变

有时
流过了的眼泪
不代表带走了全部的伤悲

要知道
伤心的泉水总流得比开心长。。久。。

有时
连自己都不想做决定
不知从何时开始
我已经不想也不喜欢做决定
是懒惰? 是懦弱?

随便吧。。


sevinni在面子书写我在任何时候都很理智

呵呵

我也希望我是,
庆幸的是我most of the time都是
=)
我也没想过我可以
多得那几个人的支持与鼓励吧
哈哈
你们默默地在我背后
让我知道我不应退后

Days in Nov

Din update my blog for days hehe

So fast, nov is coming to the end..

i stopped on last tuesday right..
to be continued now hehe

WEDNESDAY:
Ate ketam..yummy!!!
Watched Twilight n Poker King(again) cuz we got free tickets
so rush..from 1u to the curve n from de curve to 1u again
faint @___@

THURSDAY:
I straighten my hair!
hehe
for renewing IC
the look was quite fresh!hehe
franciska went with me =D
afterwards we went 1u for BBQ plaza haha
went ketam with ses at night
watched A Christmas Carol @ Pavilion
wow.. he wore so cool tat day
upload all de pic soon
cuz i dunhav cable right now haha
=P
I met my mum twice today haha
funny right..
i met her in 1u carpark when i was searching where my car was haha
n i met her at steamboat!
got fate~

FRIDAY:
back to EH le!hehe
again with de apron
(n_n)

SATURDAY:
franciska n ses gave me a big surprise today!
huh..
naughty la u two!!!!
but love u so so much XD

SUNDAY:
went Kitschen to shop shop shop!
went Ketam to eat eat eat!
came here to blog blog blog!

Haiz..
many ppl say i gained weight le
wuwuwuT_T
mummy lo, say i fat like a pig =.=
elaine liew lo, say i fei po
ses lo, asks me not to eat le
hau's maid lo, say i vy ROUND
my collegue lo, say i double size d
even de so-called admirere, also say i chubbier le T_T
cham mou??
i'm putting effort!!
dun call me to eat anymore!!!
i dun12 be feipo ying..
wuwuwu

20091125

PD trip

I'm sure u readers are clear that i always post something different n special in my blog =D
here u go! hehe


He likes this.. i snapped one! wakaka



Coincedence both in bluess


The skies are blue.. the clouds are white.. the people are sot


only we two were there! hhaha


on the boat


yee.. doesnt look like ses right? even he himself also thinks so..


so fat!!! i, lcy, swear that i wont let myself get fatter than this forever!!!


In the chalet.. nice er...


waiting for checking-in

20091120

钟意了知己

和你天天见
从未专登想太多
何事每次见到你时
如此 庆贺
纯粹的好友
陪住会愉快得多
你是快乐打机的拍挡一个

望你的笑容时
才骤觉你最好
其实想抛开那手掣和你拥抱
我怕我忍不到
发现我钟意你
但我怎能迷恋你
怎会是对象
一早经已成为我知己
问我怎爱你
若我公然迷恋你
可会令你害怕不敢与我一起
我惊转变不起

陪你几多次
从未估得到这麽
谁料这可爱的眼神
卒知 杀死我
望你的笑容时
才骤觉你最好
其实想抛开我所有和你拥抱
我怕我忍不到
发现我钟意你
但我怎能迷恋你
怎会是对象一早经已成为我知己
问我怎爱你
若我公然迷恋你
可会令你害怕不敢与我一起
我害怕分离
是太珍惜你
至未讲喜欢你
最起码 觉得我自己
已拥有你
发现我钟意你
但我怎能迷恋你
怎会是对象一早经已成为我知己
问我怎爱你
若我公然迷恋你(太喜欢你)
可会令你害怕不敢与我一起
我惊转变不起
很想爱这知己
搜索 "钟意了知己"mp3
LRC歌词下载
我要打印

七年 方力申&鄧麗欣

s:甜美地邂逅 十指想紧扣
为何今天掩着耳走 不敢深究
a:最初的迷恋 在暗中化作了忍受
a&s:这经历哪位没有

a:从前的炽热怀恋 何时冷却变生厌
s:当感觉变旧 彼此早有意逃走
a:是惯性 s:是欲求 a:若不舍 s:想补救
s:怎么总是慢慢放手

a:如相处 闷透后 如相爱 没永久
人总贪心 满足一切都不会够
s:倒转了沙漏 不见得可改写春秋
a&s:还是要 承受路上气流
a:如天意 未接受 如相信 是永久 求可忠心 纵使经过不少引诱
s:拥抱的感受 不带半分的担忧
a&s:罕见但也许还有

s:曾看重自由 便解开手铐
为何今天竟在颤抖 担心所有
a:明明没出错 无缘无故也要迁就
a&s:这考验哪位没有 从前的炽热怀恋
a:从前的炽热怀恋 何时冷却变生厌
s:当感觉变旧 彼此早有意逃走
a:是妥协 s:是尽头 a:若不舍 s:想补救
s:怎么总是万样借口

a:如相处 闷透后 如相爱 没永久
人总贪心 满足一切都不会够
s:倒转了沙漏 不见得可改写春秋
a&s:还是要 承受路上气流
a:如天意 未接受 如相信 是永久 求可忠心 纵使经过不少引诱
s:初见的温柔 失散于几多山丘
a&s:肯找寻也许还有
a:恋爱 s:穿过岁月后 a&s:怎保存到死还有

it's HOLIDAY!

My holiday is officially starting from tmr!
yeah~!

I have started my holidays with a super duper good news!
i had pass my IELTS with band 7!!!!!!!!
hehe
I lied to my mum tat i have failed, need to resit
she was like '' HUH!!!!need to pay?!!!!''
wakaka!!!!!

I lied to ses also =P
a very very warm sentence
'' i dun12 see u being so upset, i'll bring you to eat whatever u want''
huh! 12 make me fatter again!!!
fortunately, i have passed =D

tonight i'll meet my darling franciska!
din see her for quite long time d!

tmr, i'll go sg wang with my mummy hehe
shopping again ~

sunday,
dunno er..
see whether ses is off,
or else, find my sevinni n watch gong sam gai lo

monday n tuesday
are PD days!!!
muahaha!!!

i plan til here only hehe

oh no, left out yan n ling,
see when la =P

i start missing my college mates..
especially shangqi,
dunno how is she..
=(
dear,i'm always here for u
See u all in Jan!

Wish me a happy holiday o!

开心人

刚看完一个好友的部落格
虽然写得她过得还可以,我知道 她内心是很难受的

面对着这么的一个男生,
喜欢 却不能不要不可以或不想一起
是蛮伤脑筋的

有时 我们旁观者一直劝说她要放弃 别理会他 不值得要这样的男生
其实 是听不进耳的
因为,对她而言 feeling大过天
哈哈对吧??
我倒不行,我需要考虑很多因素
嘻嘻,这样,才是你们认识的廖彩莹嘛!

可是,做人,开心就好
看了她写得每一字每一句
我觉得她很辛苦
做人,开心就好了阿
想找他就去找阿
想问他那些personalmessage是给谁的 就去问阿
即使答案不是你,也至少知道自己输给了谁 毕竟好过自己胡乱猜测一通
也许,答案是你呢?
就算真的不是,那也许会更快让你死心,快点喜欢上另一个 更开心!
才18岁 顾虑不了那么多的啦
青春就是要轰轰烈烈嘛!哈哈(除我在外 =P 我老了)

我觉得现在过得很开心耶

如果那时我在那里猜他是不是对她有好感,而不是直接问
现在,我可能真的正式被劈腿了耶
傻的,想劈我腿,下世啦

如果那时我真的猜测他是否愧疚,而不是这么坚决
现在,我根本不会有那么多人,陪在我身边,让我做个开心人!

有时,事情不要拿来猜
有时,赤裸裸的事实摆在眼前
面对它 更好

人生有几多个十年!
做个开心人吧

20091118

1118

A significant day..

=(

Anyway, it had past

Today went to pavilion with ses
2012, full til..
nvm la..still a nice view even we sat in front

went to Dragon-I to have.. brunch
yer..de la mian not vy nice
but i like de xiao long bao hehe ^^


i think he likes to make ppl fatter=.=
kept wanting to buy this buy that..
luckily, i got self-control this time!! haha
we went to starbucks..
mmm... nice! though bit bitter hehe (n_n)

went for 2012 le.. not vy nice i feel..
i prefer tsunami
even touching n meaningful!

haha
afterwards
got someone wa trying to cheat me
hmm..shud say surprise me?
he said going for thai food wor..
haha
we went to Look OuT Point
=)
dunno why so many ppl birthday
a nice view there..but din take photo
haha
y?
cuz...juz dun feel like taking lo!
=D =P

arh........wht a long journey from ampang back to subang..!!!
i was so so so sleepy n i slept all along the journey haha
pity him for driving lo..>___<
summore have to carry me to upstairs haha
sry

the end le 1118..

20091117

Shopping Day

Today skipped class n went to Time Square with qing , qi n xandra
hehe

kena kacau in bus stop by Arabian=.=
never die b4 ke!~!!?

went to TS n we bought quite lot stuffs
Blouse, Skirt n Dress
woohoo~!
Everything!

Then i went to Pavilion n find SeS
Funny huh!
They ask why was i there..
takkan find u all meh? haha
Kim Gary with Ses..
full til...
N i bought another blouse in SW..

Tired....
but Happy...
(n_n)

Vy simple i know, cuz i'm tired

Tmr gonna having a choral speaking! hehe
i know we can do it..
''i'm taking back my love..''

2012, i'm coming soon! XD

20091115

Songs i love recently =)

爱一直存在 by 梁文音

那天我扬起帆
想看看未知的海
心里很多话想说说不出来
虽然我脸上看不出来
天空一样蔚蓝 却换了多少云彩
那时的你让我幸福百分百
是否为我等待
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say googbye
我痛说不出来
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在
站在你的门外 我却幸福在徘徊
心里很多话想说说不出来
但我想你一定都明白
时间过的好快
想念却不曾更改
现在的你是否幸福百分百
我应该怎么猜
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say googbye
我痛说不出来
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say googbye
我痛说不出来
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在
爱一直存在

画沙 by 周杰伦 袁咏琳

午后的风摇晃枝桠 抖落了盛夏
我对着蝉认真说话 在对你牵挂
玩风琴就是爱瞎闹 堆积着无暇
我跟着站在壁沙岸 让你放不下

这风景如画 院子里画沙
等最美的晚霞 等故事长大

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远 我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中的流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来 全部会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀
挑上脸 挑上花 有你的记忆干燥成瓶中沙
傻傻的 还想着你滴滴答答
擦美丽的指甲 喝你泡的茶
原来幸福可以这么优雅

爱过你的风沙 我也一样值得你爱
管他风怎么刮 管雨就怎么下
回头过去原来 别说傻
回头不说一次 值得吧
我爱上这泪光 问你会不会爱我

这种景如画 院子里画沙
等我们的童话 等誓言落下

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远 我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中的流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来 全部会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀

The days after exam

Friday
I went genting with m classmates
Oh no..
the only way we know how to go 1u from sunway was blocked!!!!!
Die la die la..
n the way ses taught me to go, was blocked too cuz there was a traffic police!
We all were in a panic..PANIC situation!
''how aa? how aa?''
As i'm the only KL ( wuwuwu.. i'm road idiot!!!) ppl..
i chose to follow Mont Kiara..
wow..
we were so so in rush!!
Then when we reached a split road either to Dmsr Utama or Kepong
they all kept asking me to ask ppl
n the ppl replied me vy slow..
ah..
how!!!!!
Finally , Xandra chose kepong ( she tot 1u in kepong area haha)
n we saw 1u!!!
yea.. finally reached n we got onto bus in time!
Xandra, gimme 5~! a suepr duper adventuous journey!
wakaka

We had fun there..
i was so lucky tat day!
i almost lost my hp
n luckily no one pick it up wakaka!!!
geng
wanyu made us laughing non stop tat day
she was so scared playing every single thing
haha!
Pic, check out @ fb soon
cuz i lost my cable
><

There r lots to be paid to have such fun with them =(
My lips first time suffering from bledding n being so so dry!
T__T
i drank lot.. sevinni also forced me to drink
lips ache >__<
n now..still pain
i went to sevinni's place
i knew lot things
sevinni, u r so great =)

Saturday
I woke up early in the morning n had brunch with fran
pan mee pan mee pan mee
i drank so much liong sui
really lot!
i scare my lips wil break break break ..i dun1 to be so ugly
dun1!!!!
in the evening, i slept, as i was so sick
but was forced to accompany my sis to set her hairdo
wakaka! who ask me having so good taste??
finally..she went to her prom in a vy nice dressing!
i should have went the prom, but i didnt 12..sick ma..=(

Night..steamboat hehe
my darling!!!
then went for poker king with...hehe him.( not convenient to be revealed, p&c)
he had watched for twice d, n now it's de 3rd time for him
haha
he was so pity
always pui me for the movies that he had watched.
thanks ya!
haha
we went to 1u..
he was so so glad to watch movie with me, cuz he dinhav to queue up
haha
i used my killing technique to buy tickets again though the queue was so so long!!!
wakaka
sot blak, LIEW CHOI YING will never q up so long juz for two tickets!!
u know i know, we all know =)
ah..louis ku was so handsone in whole white dressing!!!!!

wow..til midnight..
he gave me gong sma gai dvd..thanks again!!!! really a big thanks for u =)

Sunday
haiz..
sleep til 3 pm haha
nice nice
but 38 siewking woke me up juz to ask whether i had watched my 2012=.=
--Not yet..
why?
--i watched poker king lo
why?
--ah...i dunno!!!! =( tel u tonight la

my sis didnt let me to drive to hostel =.=
grr!!
my mum was grr at her too!!
cuz she had to fetch me there
haha
anything, unless i can go night market n back to hostel
hehe
later i'll be having dinner with my lovely grandpa..
yor..miss him much!!!

Wish i get well soon..
i wanted to see doctor
but yesterday was raining..
today was lazy
c 1st la..
i think i can self-recover
=)

A Dedication

The day u went away
i said please dont go away
How can my life go on without you..No way
You chose to leave me and this is the way
We ended up in this way
A miserable way

hey i thought we had made the best decision
An irreverseable decision
it was a painful procession
two weeks time a fornight a half month time
You begged me to back to your side
You said you would wait for me to decide
We started to disappear from each other's sight, each other's life
I gotta say goodbye

One couple had turned into two people
One heart had broken into pieces..pieces..pieces of us
We're apart

We thought we cannot live without someone
The fact taught us no one wil die without anyone
i thought you were my anyone
Now you're the no one..

Promises are meant to be broken
you made my heart to be broken
No words can be spoken
You said you would make me to again have confidence
The so-called confidence

Girls are materialistic
Guys are realistic
It is so sarcastic
I was so pathetic
You forced me to accept my fate

You claimed tat it was all your fault
You will change the flaws
To make our love again perfectly flows

Lies are easy to be told but hard to be hold
When you found you're no longer the one who shares my sorrow
You again broke your promise, you though i dont know
Sometimes. i know, but i choose not to know

Should i be glad?
or i should be sad?
No, u 're nothing for me, for god sake!

Loving someone who no longer loves you is hard
Hating someone whom you loved for so long is the hardest
It's hard..
You had given me a hard task
A very hard task

Everytime i try to miss you away
Everytime i try to give you away
I cry, i lie, i hide
i'm not i good liar, i find

Why dont appreciate the way u chose?
Why stalk me check me see who is my latest goose?

You miss me you recall me you think of me when you're being with another bitch
I know i've won, much more than what i've lost
But the new one you own, makes you losing everything you owned

Thanks for being caring, though it's at the wrong time
Thanks for being there, though it's d not the time
I dont want you to be mine

I wonder how , how you bear others' eyesight
i wonder why, why you can be so hipocrate
Time can heal everything but not everyone,
n i am the one

Things're forgotten
You're forgiven
bcause i had put everything to heaven
I dont want to see you as a stranger cause you were once my lover
As time goes by, we might be again saying Hi



I know you view my blog,dont think i know nothing
it's for you

20091112

尽情. 尽兴

终于, 终于, 考完了.

考完道德的那一刻, 真的好想把地板跳烂! 哈哈
虽然不会做,因为没有读,
管他的, PASS了咯, 单单Assignment那些就52.5分了!
哈哈

一考完, 做了很伤心的事----提款 T___T
真的, 看着银行户口的数字越来越小,
心..痛啊!!!!!
可是, 今天该尽兴尽情地玩的!
太多东西, 无法释怀.

哈哈, 我这个KL人,
跟不到车, 去1U, 竟然迷路.
兜来兜去,
幸亏,
整车的人都有个共同点,
就是很会猜!!
哈哈
我们假假地objective 乱射都很高分的咯
终于..到了.

我今天很病..
我眼睛超红, 人热热的.
我知道为什么..
因为..
没吃火锅..两个星期了..
本来今天是班级派对, 吃自助火锅
可是,臭老师, 延迟至下星期..><
哈哈, 可是我们照吃!
下星期再吃!

唱K哦今天..
和演珊谈了很多..
原来,我们两个的爱情遭遇,蛮相似的
她也是拍三次拖, 她最难忘的是第三任,而且还每个星期见
很痛苦, 我明白
她说,想复合,但很怕,怕再痛..很痛..=) 我明白
她发觉,我竟然那么明白她..呵呵 太像了

我的忠告是:他们看起来很真心诚意地改过, 可是,要想回,当初他也是这样,结果还不是伤害了你? 看清楚吧,我们的心,承受不了那么多.. 她点头, 嘻嘻

没关系啊,单身吧.是你的,怎样都是你的. 不是你的,天天拜神,神都帮不了你 哈哈

我们很好奇
为什么拍两次. 不觉得多.
三次, 全部人觉得很多..
我下一次,就是第四次了..Oopss..
她们说小狗恋爱别算啦
我发觉
我没有小狗过耶
我真的有打算和他们有将来,才开始的咯
算吧,四次也好,四十次也好
我是认真的就对了.

哈!eunice 说我Complicated.
也许吧.
FB我昨天真的放complicated 了哈哈

今天晓琴唱了首让我感触的歌.
后来-刘若英

珊说ktv是她和他最多回忆的地方
唱回和他合唱过的歌曲, 都会有流泪的冲动
我..未至于那么眼浅
今天第一次没人陪我唱我的回忆不是我的!!!!!!
她们的广东话, 有限公司
美玲赞我厉害,会完整首劲歌金曲2
当然,我天天听的..真的是..天天.

今天很多人找我,奇怪!
连妈咪都找我!!!!真的好出奇哦!
给他们call到电话没电
今天 看到大苹果,想吃,可是没买 哈哈
他们买耶 引诱我 哼

今天连续几首压轴high歌,尽情地跳!
i gotta feeling
hot n cold
我要飞
你的微笑
You belong with me

没声了

热气到...
><


明天,可以见到她..
我想告诉我的她: im feeling better


后来

后来,
我总算学会了如何去爱。
可惜你早已远去,
消失在人海。
后来,
终于在眼泪中明白,
有些人一旦错过就不再

栀子花,白花瓣,
落在我蓝色百褶裙上。
“爱你!”你轻声说
我低下头闻见一阵芬芳。
那个永恒的夜晚,
十七岁仲夏,
你吻我的那个夜晚,
让我往后的时光,
每当有感叹,
总想起当天的星光。
那时候的爱情,
为什么就能那样简单。
而又是为什么人年少时,
一定要让深爱的人受伤。

在这相似的深夜里,
你是否一样,
也在静静追悔感伤。
如果当时我们能不那么倔强,
现在也不那么遗憾。
你都如何回忆我,
带著笑或是很沉默。
这些年来有没有人能让你不寂寞。



后来,
终于在眼泪中明白,
有些人一旦错过就不再。
后来,
我总算学会了如何去爱。
可惜你早已远去,
消失在人海。
后来,
终于在眼泪中明白,
有些人一旦错过就不再。
永远不会再重来,
有一个男孩爱著那个女孩。

20091110

对, 就是要这样

我明白

如果不这样
永远都不能解决

谢谢你明白我

还有很长的路要走

我等你复原


如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉

廖.彩.莹



本来真的打算一觉睡到天亮
什么都不想去管不想去理不想去想

怎知, 竟被一通来电, 搞得我睡不回去了

不想去看fb
其实水真的能载舟,亦能复舟
有时, 就是网上的一张照片, 或许只是一句话
就可以让你在一天之内, 知道许多你不知道的事情
大家要言行谨慎
当然, fb可以让我得到一些我没想过会支持我的人..
谢谢你们
我也不想去猜想大家是否是真心的,
因为
你们的一句嘘寒问暖
切实地温暖了廖彩莹的心

今天
我失常了
竟然去错考场 哈哈
想不到我廖彩莹也会发生这样的事情吧?
当时的我,
突然想起昨天说playful的那个人
我觉得, 他说得对耶

我坐在走廊
反复地听着情歌王子
想了许多事情

我真的变了?

还记得
玲说'彩莹以前不是将想的..彩莹变了!'
焉说'我没有跟彩莹将亲密过咯,她以前不给我摸的咯'
善说'长大了,改变恋爱模式了,知道不需要一直见面'
锈说'变了,实际了,好事来的'
姐说'变得容易放弃, 够了'
健说'彩莹变了,她择偶条件不是将的'
胜说'我知道你变到将,是我..'
忍说'变成熟了,女人味重了'
hs说'变了,可是爱情憧憬还是那么深,天真'

变了..
那时我脑海里,
漂浮着他们的话
每一字每一句
我都记得

再深层想想
我觉得我变得...
妮说得对,
自我保护意识超强
以前会为别人想,
可是现在知道为自己着想
才是最重要的

也许..你会觉得我自私吧
可是,我已经决定这样,就这样去寻找我的另一伴
一个明白我为什么这样的另一伴
=)

突然, 好想唱刘力扬的<我就是这样> 哈哈

那天看到aaron的留言
拜托
我从来没阻止过伟健去他的派对咯
不要一直讲我

除了抽烟嫖妓和劈腿
我没限定些什么咯
clubbing我都没反对呢
算吧,我以前那副认真样就是会让人这么认为我.
所以,
人生何必将认真叻

可是往往我认真时, 人家不认真,
我不要认真了, 人家才开始认真,才要求我认真..
我廖彩莹不玩了
大家慢慢玩啦

我好开心
每当我不开心时,有人一直在我身边
听我hihihaizhaiz..你对号入座吧 =D

我没想过我们关系会这么好
我相信我没信错你,
真的
别辜负我,
我也不会辜负你.
友情, 就是这样!

有时, 真的别轻易改变你和别人之间的关系
今天one FM
说好朋友之间的暗恋
然后播着陶吉吉的暗恋
其实, 我觉得那个dj 都傻的,
SHE 的恋人未满不是更为贴切吗?

哇, 日头不要说人, 有人唱<暗恋>给我猜歌名哦msn..哈哈..谢谢你

20091109

Playful


This is the so-called 'playgirl' 's look


this is my so'called 'serious' look

This week is really a holiday week for me

nothing to do..
sleep
sick
sms
surfing net

all Ssss....

Haiz

yesterday got someone said i have a playful look

Hmm..
i admit that i'm now imposing a look of playful
but i'm not a playgirl lo ..

dun criticise me like tat =(

I know i owned vy serious look last time..
much more serious compared to now
But.............

Ps, u r right
it symbolises single life
Single life shud be like this!

''You make me free.. u make me happy..''

too free..
one day dunno update how many blogs..
haha
u 5 dai dak meh? i got lot stories to write ma

later econ exam..
aiks
=D
u know what i 12 say

Tmr no exam..
sleep whole day
i really dunno whats wrong with me!
i slept all the time
but i reluctant to wake up
always 12 vomit
but also cant see i getting fitter pun!!
=_____=

Back to yesterday
sorry mummy..
sorry grandma
sorry elaine liew
n those who sms to pay me concerns
for making u all so worry bout me

kept asking me whether i kena shocked
so touched T__T

Though i was not shocked at all!! HAHA

Yesterday
i felt vy san fu
called 79
wuwuwuw
i 12 see u..
friday
i will find u
no matter how sick i am =( >___<

Ms V said Ms Lee talked bout my result again
sometimes
i dun like ppl c me as a smart one
cuz
i'm not smart in all way
only in academics actually
ONLY.. =(
i rather being smart in more ways
i hope so..
=(

i'm glad tat my face getting better
so bad la de atmosphere in hostel
always feel hot hot
til face red red
head faint faint @...@

Luckily i got my lovely housemates with me
but they hasut me no need to study econ huh!
LOW HUT HUT JEN CHAN LOW WAN YU
evil u!!

My sony hp gonna crack =.=
juz only i realised it
ishh!
what happen to u?
i din abuse u aa...
i so sayang u leh
dun spoil pls

Next week.. result wil be released!
HAHA
i dunno er..
i did, i felt ok
but
dunno la
feel so tired again..
have a rest 1st

to be continued after exam..

Good Bf?

Juz now chatted with a guy fren

haiz...
such a good bf

I know i know
i also owned good bfs b4 ma
but it was past tense
n i wil own the best bf for me in FUTURE!
=D

today jeanne asked me a vy funny ques

ei, chloe, why u called yr xbf for help but not de current one?

Huh..........my current one d became my x...

20091108

Ms VV

Yesterday i had a chat with Ms V ( hehe, u r reading my blog, v)

Hmm..
she is becoming more mature
i'm glad for u V

Haha

She told me something
which i realised it since long time ago

A guy kept asking her for another chance to be her bf again
( V, u shud be happy cuz he gave u face, he told av1 tat u were de one who gave up de relationship, be optimism =) )
When they really come to a serious talk,
she rejected,
he said dun12 be fren anymore=.=

V, u r right,
he is stupid
n for me, he is childish
vy childish

Y 12 end up your relation like this?

V, be proud of making a good decision for not accepting him back!
hehe

N..V, we wait n see, whether wat u said is coming true next year?
haha

Only between me n V =D

Today..we chatted again

V, college life is much more different, u r right
En, feeling is not the biggest matter!!
hehe Gimme 5 dear!

Bad Day but Good Night

Ishh!!!!!

Pantang pantang pantang!!

Early in the morning encounter my 1st ever car accident!! >___<
Sorry for my fren who tumpang my car
wuwuwu..

I was blank..
huh??? i crash ppl's car aa?
STill blurr.. @@
Then the person called her fren
then we led her to a road side
get down from car...

She asked me to go to police station, she 12 claim insurance
=.= miss, i got exam.. u go report 1st k?
she said she ask her fren 1st..ask me to ask my family
Aiyoyo....

SES, help......

settled i think..?
dunno la
a bad morning..
frightened too many ppl
afterwards i called my mum
she said huh? then let sow eng seng settle la.=.=
U see, i told my fren, even i call her at de 1st place, she also dunno how de
I know her vy well!!!!!
Mu mum=.=
but love her so much..for not scolding me haha


Juz finish my spec math!!! yeah!!!
1st time having real final in taylors
wow..
so formal=.=
besides take out cover of calculators,
BODY CHECK summore!!
stand up..
check check check
luckily, i bring ntg haha
my habit
money also dun bring haha

Tonight gonna be a good good night

Dun worry, not injured =)

Finally, finish accounting!!!
Wakaka
What i dunno, really came out for the exam=.=
chill..
An A

Whatever

Argh...................

I dun12 study
for tmr exam
argh.......
whatever la,
no A then no A la
i got no exam mood!
what i want is juz FUN!
not FAN!

>___<

Argh...............
I dun12 care what ppl saying la
whatever la
What i want is juz HAPPY!
not DIZZY!

Argh................
i hope time can pass faster!
i want to see u!
lot thing to tel.. =(

Argh...........
I want steamboat!!!
whatever la..
fat then fat la
after that only keep fit la!
>____<

Argh.........
i dun12 fall sick aa!!
i 12 be healthy!!
why my body goes so wrong!! ><
wuwuwu...lot problems

20091107

FINISH!!!

Finish IELTS le!
it was vy hard
Anyway, finish d, even fail to achieve de minimum requirement,
i also got no choice >__<
Let's enjoy! wakaka!

went for BarBQ plaza!
ate so so so much la!
wakaka
still feel stuffy
XD

Bought t shirt =D
white n green
hehe

Krispy Kreme
so sot..
1/2 dozen for 16.80
1 dozen for 23.90
=.=
of'c 1 dozen lo!!
wakaka

I really gonna fall sick=.=
today after test,
my face n eyes were so so red!
T___T
i dun1...
i din wear contact lens for days le
duno what happen to myself

=(

So happy receiving your message straight after my exam!
thanks fren!
ur concern made me touched haha

I miss my mummy today
i called her n she said she 12 see me too
T__T
next friday!
i'll be back!

Ohya.. 2012 wil be on screen next week
woohoo!

vy tired er..
>__<
next week wil be my final exam
cin cai la
wont fail
haha
start revising tmr la den
XD

today de ielts test speaker was too soft,
i couldnt hear well
but av1 said it was too loud==
am i deaf??

Franciska Kim,
you were so funny juznow
of'c u r my close close fren!
haha
u r de 2nd one who knew it!
=D
No doubt k?
n stop facebooking n start studying la u
No straight A's, u treat me for steamboat
With straight A's, i bring u for steamboat haha
I pay la of'c =P

Miss u lotz
See u next week =D

20091106

Good NewsSsssss

Phewwww.......boom!!

Tmr is saturday!
saturday is IELTS day!
IELTS day is a happy day!!
wakaka!!!
Tmr after IELTS,
we wil be going to Sunway!!
yeah yeah..
BBQ Plaza..i'm coming! hehe

Shangqi wanna shop for clothes
wuwuwu..no money
dun12 buy
T____T

Next week is packed with exam n FUN as well!!!
^O^ ^O^ ^O^ ^O^ ^O^ ^O^

Thursday is the end of final exam! yuppie!!
^O^^O^
Going Neway afterwards, so long time never sing k le..
wakaka
actually not even one month =P
the last neway was..1018
hehe
then steamboat buffet with my fellow classmates!
it's ba class party!!!
eat my vy vy favourite steamboat!!
My LOVER
MY SOUL
My DARLING STEAMBOAT
haha
=P

Then genting..shud be on i think??
hehe
Hopefully it wil be on (n_n)

Then..................
saturday n sunday..
sleep sleep sleep
wanna find grandpa..
long time no c..>___<
so sorry
DUnno what to buy for him..
hmm...Donut wakaka
tis is what i want
not him =P

then de following week,
result wil be released! anything la..
Not getting straight As also nvm haha
not spm anymore wakaka!
then got games lo...haiz
tot of not coming back de
no choice..
but i hope to spend time with my classmates too hehe
7 weeks of holiday leh!
i'll miss u all!!
hehe

OHYA!!!!
super happy..
my next sem wil start on 14th January!!!
SES, i'm glad that u knew what i was thinking, a big thanks for u! hehe

N holiday..
luckily i got things to do..
wahaha..
dun tel u ..
shh...
it's illegal =D
only my close frens know..
hehe r u one of them??? =)

tmr..pray hard !!
BAND7!!!!

Hope i can do it well..
Baba, bless your lovely daughter!!!
hehe


wil be back here after sunway tmr..
hehe
update quite often hor this week wakaka

20091104

Sweet

It's really sweet ,
when someone tells u,
he comes to find u juz bcuz he 12 see u

Don't u think so too?

(n_n)

Obsessed

Sometimes,
when u r reluctant to think of somethings
they wil appear to your mind automatically
same goes to the someone


Whenever u say u *i** me,
i feel upset,
weird right?
I dunno why eventually
Perhaps, it brings me to the past
the 26th 27th 28th n 29th day
u know what i meant

Haiz

Anyway,
we still have to carry on with our life
this is what we both know n agree with
No one wil die without anyone
Just, life is not as happy as the life with that someone
hehe

Yesterday was my speaking test
I think it went quite smooth??
SHe asked me about trips
haha
i thought of the trip that i going to go on!
XD

Yesterday wasnt feeling well
after dinner,
i slept..
from 7 pm til 3 am!!!
headache la
i wanna go home T___T

Finally i know the song's name tat i like!
I WANNA..
I wanna i wanna i wanna touch u, u wanna touch me too~
The song is so nice
hehe
forgot to ask it from hunter

aiks!

Saturday wil be IELTS test
Hopefully avthing go smoothly
result wil be released on 20th Nov=.=
so fast
Hate la
No matter how,
pray hard for me!
i want band 7!!!!!

Now only i realise
quite many ppl concern bout my **c*b**k
u had cancelled your account??
R u ok?
What happened to u?!!
Thanks for ur concern my frens
i'm ok
Juz tat,
i hope to fan less
Control myself abit

Yesterday went to a Digi booth with my fren
the salesgirl promoted Digi Campus to me
=.=
sot la her
call RM2 avday
i also seldom make calls
if i have a bf then the story would be different la haha

I gained weight leh
>______<
eat then sit then sleep then eat again
yor..
how am i going to beach?
keep fit keep fit keep fit

I have just changed my playlist in blogspot!
hehe

check it out

but i'll chg back soon or later
cuz
i love my cookies can!
My Cookies Can~ Hey u..say love me til the end
My COokies can~ Hey u're the only one i call my Man..
WOnder whether my incoming call stil this song?????
DUnno...

I went 1u on sunday with my mummy n aunty lily!
Vy VY FUN!!!
dun need to spare a thought to buy thingS haha

Finally i can drive to hostel le
so convenient
stil remember, it was a sweet sunday =)

i tend to eat bread this week
dunno why
eating biscuits makes me feel sanfu
=.=
weird right
i think so too
haiz

Cannot go back this week T__T
i dun1..
i wanna see u all..
wuwuwu..sob sob **

so fast,
tmr is friday
n one week had past!!
one more week to go..
i endure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T____T

20091102

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.Sssss

After two weeks, my one month holiday is coming!

Lotsssssss thingsssssssss to do

I want to
watch gong sam gai
play The Sims
Go for a vacation! ( i think so?)
work
sing k
eat Tenji
keep my hair long
keep fit though i fail always haha
sleep zzzzzzzz
eat steamboat av week
buy dresses
hang out with the ppl who waited for me to have holidays!

Holidays..!!!!

2 NOV

Today is a significant day
which one one awares of

4 months d

I'm glad i am still here blogging

Today's mood swings continuously

I'm ok but i hope to be more ok

I know u're still there for me always
no matter what u have done on me
both the good n bad one
i wont forget
=)
hehe

20091101

Memories of the MEMORIES

Memories is adding to your life from day to day

However,
we dun seem to forget the previous memories that used to occur in our life

Memories are the words u write on a piece of blank paper with pens
no matter how u erase it by using liquid paper
the stains are still there, always n forever

When others try to dig n see what is underneath
the paper wil be torn
as how our hearts are broken

Memories..
are something we intend to forget when they are sad one
but we always cant

Memories..
are something we would like to keep when they are happy one
but we always fail

A scratch on your memories,
makes u bleeding in your hearts