Sow Eng Seng, if u leave me in this way

Finally, my class tests, quiz and DI have ended.
thanks for leaving me
but 2 weeks later
Mid term exam is coming
You see, this is what called comes around, goes around
haha

Finally i know how to say ' I love u Mr David'
he gave us a test which all de questions are taught before
no tricky questions at all!
We love u Mr David!!!

Juz finished my Computerised Accounting Assignment
i knew how to key in everything
de only prob is i din know how to print!
de teacher din taught us how to print , where to find the doc to print b4
hey, thats a new software for us leh!
Anyway, i think i have done well =) yeah~ ;-)

I'm not going back tonight
have to stay back n get my Investigative Studies done!!!!!
i must!
I know i din spare much time for u, my dear..
i'm so sorry
but i know u shud und me..
=)
unlike last time, someone din und why i was so busy

hey! i'm a scholar ok?! i have my own pressure from my sponsor, damn u!

really got pissed off for that
Should we put everything aside for the sake of accompanying our partners??
Absolutely a BIG NO NO!!!
I choose to finish everything asap n spend my time with him
=)

Juz on fb..
saw a link there
http://gigikissu.blogspot.com
i viewed this blog
i felt.......so sad
i imagined what would i do if my bf leave me like that..
just infront of me

I think, i'll not be able to write any single word to express myself
though blogging is one of the ways for me to release everything
but if come to this, i dun think it works anymore..


Sow Eng Seng,

If i lose u in this way
i'll cry..
non-stop crying..
u know,
i can cry for days n nights, if u leave me..

Bcuz i know i wont have myself in your arms anymore
i know i wont have a goodbye kiss from u anymore..
i know i wont have someone pamper me like u anymore
i know i wont have a funny bf like u anymore
i know..
i know i wont have u anymore
no matter what i do..
i wont have u anymore..

i'll cry..
whenever i sing k..
i wont select Ngo dik wui yik bat c ngo dik anymore..
i wont select 10 fan ngoi anymore
i wont select ngo dik zui ngoi anymore
i wont select ging gor gam kuk anymore
Bcuz..
no one can duet with me like how u do..
no one wil scare me suddenly while i'm singing like how u do..
no one.. u shud know u r de only one..

i wont put de chorus of ' yan bei yan' in my hp anymore..
i know, my hp wil never ring with this ringtone anymore
bcuz the owner of this alert wont call me anymore..
even juz a miss call..
i know..i wont have your call anymore..no even a msg from u anymore..
i know..
i really know..

Sow Eng Seng
If u leave me in this way
I wont forgive u
n i'll angry at u forever..
bcuz..
i'll remember u forever...

Say i love you

Even i'm by your side

Say i miss you

Like we gonna say goodbye

Cheer for being together

Yell for 919 our love

想谈一场永不分手的恋爱

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱
就算吵架
就算生气
也会再在一起

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱
就算我们很忙
就算我们很累
只要见到彼此就会温馨一笑

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱
就算我们结婚
就算我们有孩子
就算我们在一起很久了
我也会想让我在睡觉前抱你一会儿

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱
在那场恋爱里
只有彼此
没有背叛
没有分离
没有心痛

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱
那场恋爱
我们都会长大
都会懂事
都会成熟
但也会在只有彼此的时候幼稚一下下

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱
那场恋爱里
我们懂得彼此
熟悉彼此
习惯彼此
依赖彼此

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱
我们的恋爱中有一个自己的家
有一个我们的宝宝
孩子叫你爸爸、叫我妈妈

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱
我们会一直牵着彼此的手
陪着对方渡过每一天
快乐、忧伤
首先会想到对方
彼此的感情
不会随着时间的逝世而随波逐流

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱
我会称呼你为猪八戒他爹
你会丢我一个白眼和作势打我
却停在半空的手
像孩子一样
照顾我、抱着我、陪着我
尽管有时你自己也会有点孩子气

我想谈一场永不分手的恋爱
我们会一直走下去
蹒跚漫步夕阳西下
白头到老相濡以沫
然后轻抚着你的脸庞、轻声说句
“对你的感觉一直都在”

Running out of time

seriously, i think i'm running out of time
I have to cope with my studies which i cant afford to fail
I have to stay at home as i love my bed n my family
I have to spend time with him cuz i know the time for me to leave is getting closer n closer
I have to meet my besties as i got lot storiesss to entrust to

This week will be the 2nd time that i dun go home right after school on friday
I have to stay here n complete my final report
sigh...
if everything is going smooth, i think i manage to go back on saturday night
though mayb juz for around 24 hours, or even less than that
i hope to go back =(

My mid term exam is around the corner
oppss..
after this week, i'll have a hard time!
to go thru all de formulaes...theories...n essays! >__<
but i think i can do it, cuz i'm LCY! =D

i was so sick during the last weekend

slept for whole day n night

until my bro woke me up n asked me to bring him for dinner

it was so ROMANTIC that there were only we two having dinner together in McD

hahahahahaha!!!

i love McD french fries with vanilla sundae cone!

i dun care how de videos in fb revealing the facts about McD

Just lovin it! =D

he wanted to bring me for a movie

i know, i have SLIGHTLY neglected him as i was pretty busy lately

we watched Date Night

as my col mates were shouting here n there to promote this movie

WOW! It was really a great DATE NIGHT with my bf..

****NICE**** n worth watching

the next day

we went on a date

not only we two but with a gang

Neway! yeah!~

sang til we lost our voice n they not yet bill us up=.=

haha

anyway, it was fun

we went to the branded 2nd hand shop

My Milan Milan

i wonder why..really really wonder why,

why are ppl dying hard for branded?

Are they really that nice?

Btw, they aren't in my eyes

I remember, i have only seen one burberry bag is worth buying

in KLCC haha

it was really nice!

We went for KICK-ASS ( sevinni, i was so surprised that u too! haha)

Awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!! though bit over brutal n violent

but it was so funny! haha

i was shouting here n there! so scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Once again, back to col

i enjoy my life but i hope my col life can be abit more interesting haha

Counting down to fly.. 10 more months to go!

my mum almost cried when she talked bout this in car yest

haha

she is exactly the same as me n my sis

we tear easily =(

her genes la of'c! haha

had a nice chat with him yest..

he wasn't sweet-talking but it was so sweet for me

he didn't promise me anything but everything is so true

he wasn't by my side cuz he 'was, IS n ALWAYS' in my heart

If u think u can , u can

Stupid-nya

oh oh oh oh oh oh..
really oh my god
i've come to realise that how stupid i am!

i took a long nap on thursday..
a nice noon
nice weather
made me slept so soundly
then...............
i couldn't sleep at night!
til 3 something in the morning
i not yet slept
i knew i gonna accept the consequences d.

The next morning
i couldn't wake up on time
i wasn't late as i still managed to get the 2nd bus
went to skul
ouch, so hungry
bcuz i din take my breakfast

in all de classes,
i almost fell asleep
Mr David ( math lecturer) tot tat i couldnt get what he said
he kept looking at me n asking me 'yes??'
i shook my head
n i really wanted to sleep!!!!

n i helped momo long to buy his accounting text book at K.B.U
aka KEDAI BUKU UNIVERSITI
haha
oh my god
this stupid mo mo
i'm gonna kill him!
his book is so thick! i think about 1000 pages!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but it costs only RM95
quite cheap eh, original one summore
mine, aournf 200 pages d costs RM60++
i carried his book up to my classroom
EXHAUSTED~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! X______X
everyone looked at me =.=

finally i have finished my classes
the longest day that i ever had
only til 1pm
but it sounds like a 12 hours class for me
i was sooooooooo hungry!
i went to INTI to wait for fran
i stood outside
for around 25 min=.=
then only i know that INTI is not as strict as Taylors
the guard allowed me to go inside to wait=.=
no need la
she d on her way

finally cna have McD
yeah!
i din c her for 2 weeks d
miss her so so much!
same goes to her of'c haha
i longed for friday so much to see her
even my uncle wanted to fetch me earlier i also dun1 haha
i rather go back later
this is what really called MISSING n APPRECIATE someone u love
how often we can meet?
less than 3 hours per week T__T
so pity
but we wil spend quality time with each other ^^

Oh ya that day i got a msg from another bestie! hehe
thanks for your wishes
my test went smooth!
hehe
really thanks ya!

i went home
oh my god......
owen n melvin came to fetch me to sing k
so tired leh
but bo bian
cuz it's an ealier bday celebration for owen hehe
so bad luck, neway was fully booked!
we went to redox @ the curve
as what we imagine, it was really.......=.= lame
really
i tot ppl praise the only good thing about redbox is their updated songs?!
NO! NOT AT ALL!!!!!!
n they took bout 30 minutes to explain the billing term n take our orders=.=
so stupid eh
unlike Neway, a paper n a pencil, write ur self
haha
n their food! i ate springroll only, quite nice haha
the rest, is not edible
i have banned neway since i went to sunway one in 2008 i think
if not bcuz of owen, i die die also wont go! haha
anyway had fun

though they r all hokkien, n i selected a hokkien song
they all laughed at me =.=
said ' dun laugh die us la, u dun even speak hokkien, how u manage to sing?;
hmng ~.~
once i sang, owenn said ' turn the vocal off!'
my sis said ' no, it's her voice'
owen said ' huh! how come she can sing hokkien so fluent???'
i said ' cuz this is the only song i know =P '
heh heh heh
he beh tahan, as he was so faceless d
he selected a hokkien song
to PK
n he ended up covering his face! haha

aftermath, me n my sis went shopping
she bought a pair of high heels
champagne colour, i chose one hehe
nice eh!
the salesgirl who served us, was busy writing something for us
i kep asking my sis: eh is it after this then we leave to ikano?
she said: yes la! how many time u 12 ask?!!
i: i 12 confirm ma
salesgirl: hahaha ( laughing)
n after she gave us the paper, i went near to her n said
: miss, yyour zip..
then i went off with STYLE.......
this is why i kept asking we would leave after buying
cuz i dun1 make de salesgirl so awkward if she still sees us in the shop
haha

i cant bear it
if someone pant is not zipped
or her bottom is redded
or their face with dirt

would u hope u r not informed if u r the one?
absolutely i dun hope so!
tats y i wil let them know, even is a stranger
put ourselves into others' shoes pls =)

i remembered,
we were in skul last year
i saw a guy with his pant unzipped
his fren all knew but then juz laughed secretly=.=
i din know him
i knew one of his fren,
i went to his frenn n asid ' ask yr fren to zip la, so abd ar u'
=D
went off with style again ahhahahahaha!!

we went starbucks
i saw the cup=.=
haha
so familiar hoh!
we ate a blueberry cheese muffin there
nice eh
n i used my expired jusco card again haha
we got discount
i wanted to renew one but too LAZY to do so
unless i go Johnmmy's, i can get discount
then ok lo even it is expired
haha

Chocolate Lounge is having a great offer!
a vanilla icecream is only sold at RM1.20 after taxed!
it was so nice n creamy!!
i think i wil go 1u or Pav on sunday right?
i muz get one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehe

shopped til my legs half-broken
@__@
once i reached home, i slept til this morning haha
really exhausted
finally i und how stupid i was for not sleeping tat night

so tiring....
stupid-nya
n i'm gonna have exam next week
=(

Updatess

finally get all de pic done! hehe
last week was a BIRTHDAY WEEK
really
continuously...oopss
bankrupt T____T
de 1st one came -- my youngest bro's bday -my daddy-
-mummy n daddy-
-kit n chun-
-cousins n aunty-
-happy birthday handsome kit- wanted to write FATTY KIT! haha
i took taxi all de way down to maluri for RM30 juz for his birthday!
so great i am!!!!!!!!
but de cake was so so nice
worth~ hehe

another day
went to gov department
for renewing passport
hehe
but
we were so lazy to wait
so we went home XD
wil take it next time


-my pretty mum haha-
-kit-
-chun-
-look alike-?
n my mum dropped me at cousin's house as my sis would fetch me from there n we would ahead to sushi king!

it was de 1st time i saw de new born baby hehe

this is not de baby
he is de baby's bro haha

baby boy
so cute right? his name is shawn
u c his eyes!!! so big!!!! like wearing con

he said dun12 take=.= but he posed! HAHAHA
he played with his bro hehe

i went sushi king member promotion with sis

RM 2 per plate!

i ate so much unagi!

my fav

but i was stuffy

totally stuffed!!! >__<

n we ate steamboat at night haha

so fat leh...>__<

n went to grandpa house for his bday

my grandpa


hehe relativess

my sexy sis

david zai

2 cakes

i went back to hostel so late

i watched a video in fb, about a guy proposing to his gf in GSC lately!

so touching!

share it share it

i hope mine wil be more romantic

hmm

dun need to be so exp

but romantic =)

still a long way to go

wait la

haha

finally finished my testss!

we went to sunway!

hehe

i accompanied shangqi to padini

i couldnt control myself n tried on de shirt that i aimed for

but RM49 eh

for t shirt...not so worthy

=(

n i bankrupt d

cant simply use $ le

haiz

so sad

but she bought alot

BUT

i still can spend bit on BBQ plaza hehe

with spec VS without spec, which is nicer? ahha i think without spec

i met up with kam mui n sze ching, they went for sakae sushi buffet! RM 26 only! but i wasn't interested in it

haha

camwhoring

ei, vy fat leh tis pic



while waiting for sze ching to choose lingerie
she was choosing
we were waiting

still choosing

haha

she bought! haha

happy day

hehe

my fren asked to watch ice kacang puppy love tonight

but i rejected

cuz i wil date on this movie this sunday hehe

of'c with my love one ^^

n siew teng tagged me a video in fb

a couple went all de way to melbourne juz for the sake of wedding shooting!!!

so nice!!

awesome!! n romantic!

u all shud take a look there

stop here

初恋红豆冰

这部电影的题名
令人不禁回忆起初恋的当儿
或许很无知
或许很白痴
或许很单纯
或许很甜蜜
但却足以铭记一世

我的初恋
是家人朋友都公认能长久的一对

我觉得当时的我们
很可爱 很真

没有汽车 走遍maluri也不算什么
没有手机 天天通情信也不觉得累赘
没有收入 吃mamak档也觉得甜蜜
只要两个人在一起 什么都可以

毕竟都是彼此的初恋
教会对方的东西
是一生受用的

我还记得 考试前有人教我功课
我还记得 我不会英文他和我谈国文
我还记得 后门总有个人在等我
我还记得 放学都迟迟不回
我还记得 荡秋千谈心事谈上一整夜
我还记得 收到纸星星的喜悦
我还记得 被送戒指的幸福
我还记得 跪下向我告白的片刻

那么多的第一次 叫人怎能忘怀啊

想起自己为小事发脾气的时候
想起自己为不是问题的问题而哭泣的时候
想起自己因吃醋而默默伤心的时候
想起自己期待每个节日的时候

回想起每个时候 都让我哭笑不得

哈哈
那时的我们没有相片
却历历在目…

然而 相遇的最后 总是离别
即使我们性格思想上 再怎么相称
还是逃不过中学生的命运－为学业而分开

这是我一直以来都觉得最白痴的分手理由
可是基于种种原因
我们还是为了这主要的理由分开了

那是我廖彩莹第一次也是我最后一次
愿意 等
等我们有复合的机会
等我们有再幸福的机会
等我们实现为彼此许下诺言的机会

说到这
我真的觉得那时的我 很傻
却傻得蛮可爱
一等 就是那
一年四个月又十一天

我单身（却不承认单身）最久的一段时间
我哭泣
我想念
我拒绝
他知道 却扮懵懂
他绝情
他无情
他狠心
我知道 却装不懂

直到我受够了 明白了 不哭了
我说我不等了
他才发现 他失去了 再挽回
但 我决定了 要走了 就不回头了
虽然当时 我的心还是有他

说到这 告诉大家一个没什么人懂的事情
大家总爱猜测，却猜不对
我退出学长团 是因为他
也是我做的其中一件傻事
好傻，对吧？

可是初恋的对象真的很重要
初恋不一定是第一个牵手的那位
而是第一个让你觉得你爱他的那位 哪怕只是喜欢？
终于明白为什么男生总爱说“这个不算拍拖 那个不算女朋友” 因为他们没喜欢过

很感谢他的出现
是我生命中一个重要的过客
他让我明白了好多 好多…

他曾不珍惜你 一次或许还能接受 再而三 就叫他去死啦
相片虽是最铁证的回忆 你认真收藏心底的回忆 才是你的
（突然想起荣胜最爱和我唱的《我的回忆不是我的》）

他虽衰过 如果可以 还是可以再见亦是朋友的

再怎么爱一个人 他让你受伤害 就不值得去爱

爱你的人不会让你等待 因为等待是很痛苦的

紧牵过的手 不表示很难放开 是看你对自己爱不爱

回忆 是最美妙的东西
初恋只有一个 也是影响你最深的一个
他让你知道
说永远爱你的有很多个
可以爱你到永远的只有一个

我珍惜现在身边的这个
苏荣胜 我爱你哦 嘻嘻

我想说

我想说我很舒服
不只是你替我按摩马杀鸡时
而是我俩坦荡荡谈谈心

我想说我好想你
不只是我在宿舍时
想念你是每刻每时

我想说我肥了
不是我抗拒不了美食
我抗拒不了的是你给我的甜蜜

我想说我热了
不是温室效应的变卦
而是你的电话我舍不得挂

我想说我脑袋快爆炸了
装的不只是学问
还有那份量超大的荣胜

我想说我空了
不是钱袋不是脑袋
而是手想被牵但你不在

我想说你累了
在我心里走了一整天，不累吗？

du du du...he HE!

this week wil be full with bday celebration...
from today onwardsss til saturday!
saturday wil be a dating day (n_n)

yest was so bored of studying
went albee's room to hijack her labtop ^O^
thanks albee!
n i did many things
instead of studying haha
(kena marah by ses afterwards =< )

i edited our photos, with him n fran one
not bad wahaha
i uploaded in fb d
check it out there! =)

i found songs n cut them to be put as fran n ses's ringtone hehe
so sweet! =D

franciska's
原来朋友仔感情再天真
亦是我永远也会爱惜的人
明日爱他人
也记住学会不要紧
原来朋友比恋人更高分
亦让我开始懂得不记恨
若大家 都敏感
我更要永远记得拒绝再因小事怪人
为何没有这条校训
bestie, i meant i mean n i wil mean this forever!
T___T

ses's
别人负责接送 但我那个即使约会时
都不会沿路照料
别人逗女友笑 但我爱人忘掉了
莫非他的开心比我更紧要

环观身边的姊妹有些不快乐
男伴们亦过份的敏感
比较下去 他虽不细心
诚实及耐性却全部也得到满分

无谓相比男友怎会都一样
无谓抱怨另一位比较理想
难道今天才明白何谓真爱
就是要...能承受对方的不理想
他始终有自己
优点跟缺陷谁也没法共谁来比
若叫他将我们比
或者他会拣你

若各位将我们比
或者都会生气

别人日也报到夜也报到斟水也待劳
他不会同样照做
别人话我爱你但我爱人从未说
莫非他的真心假设我知道

i have been struggled for long time what song shud be put for him
hmm
still dunhav a significant song that can makes me really think of him
the one for franciska, i truly feel touched n moved by the song whenever i listen to it
for ses, this shud be the best song to remind me
how shud i appreciate him
how shud i sayang him
i din cut the song from chorus part haha
i start it from
比较下去 他虽不细心
诚实及耐性却全部也得到满分

无谓相比男友怎会都一样
无谓抱怨另一位比较理想
难道今天才明白何谓真爱
就是要...能承受对方的不理想
他始终有自己
优点跟缺陷谁也没法共谁来比
若叫他将我们比
或者他会拣你

examss wil start in next week
sigh!
dun really want to study
always miss de wonderland
our wonderland
with thomas wayne K Bob dion..........
of'c my franciska kim! hehe
keep on viewing our pic..
remisnicing the life there
whough it was juz 3 days life haha!

of'c, wont forget my bg
finally i have named de album
a sudden ling gan
n of'c thanks albee for telling me de actual lyrics
so fit my album! hehe
blah blah black sheep have u any wool?
yes sir yes sir 3 bags full

after edited by our honourable editor miss blackwood liew choi ying
it has became
blah blah black gold have u any wood?
yes sir yes sir my black wood
hehe
so creative leh
XD
i know i know
majority is wondering what is bg n bw!!?
hehe
actually, ntg la juz a nickname for each other

he used to call me hak cai in front of his fren b4 we were together
=.=
initially, of'c i hate the name
so ugly
haha
but i fell for it dunno since when
*__*
n u black gold!!! black wood love u la =D

N lately i 12 learn a hokkien song
hmng! i wil learn!
wait n see =D

Chase the STRESS away!

Just went for neway for the sake of chasing the stresssss away! hehe