20100629

Blazerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

monday was a blazer day =D
it was bcuz
renu would have her presentation on that day
n i dated her out on the same day
so
we all wore blazer together!
=D

look like OL XD

though de look seemed a little little bit too over
but i love it


rarely see me in long jeans hehe
this is my fav jeans
3 crazy ppl
we headed to sunway after class
yeah, adri fecthed us there
thanks him so much!
n couldn't wait for any longer
we rushed to FULLHOUSE
cuz we were super duper hungry!!
i remembered de last time i been there was abround CNY
de food wasn't nice
but this time
it was NICE N CHEAP!
we were so stuffed yet only RM39+++
de set lunch in FULLHOUSE is really worthy
a mainchourse, a slice of cake, a drinks n a mushroom soup!
de mushroom soup was added almond, my fav!
though i hate nuts but not almond!
hehe
after haing m=our lunch,
we went inside n start cam-whoring
haha
de renu was super funny!! cute la potato XD
playing with hats, spec, scarf...............................etc
finally
we left
hehe
cinnabon
woo woo woo!
it was nice as well
i think de last time i had this was....N years ago
haha
suddenly, i miss big apple pulak =((
we went for a movie- She's out of my league
it was so humourous!
a yellow comedy =D
but it is d shown in US ,
so you can dl it on9
anyway, i enjoyed watching movies with them
instead od watching movie at home
=)
i had a nice date with renu n qi (n_n)
yesterday
i studied so har don my statistic
it is really complicated!
but finally
i think i've got rid of it?
n i was awarded steamboat buffet!
by mengsiew!!
thankssssssssss!!
i din go for steamboat buffet for...wow...really forgot when the last time was??
anyway, chong qing tomyam is nice!
thumb up! =D
going for another movie today- Karate kid
i heard lotssssssss of compliments about it
so let's figure it out
XD
it's a happy wednesday!
baskin robbin day
but none of my business! haha
=D

Moody

I'm totally not in the mood today
isshh
i need to find a way to release everything
SHOUT OUT LOUD!
but i find no one to entrust to..

20100627

A weekend in June

I had an enjoyable weekend
satisfied*****

Saturday
i woke up late in noon
got ntg better to do
thus
i studied spec math
X(
only for an hour
i closed de books
n continued sleeping
i was alone at home
without car
life without a car is quite boring
but i enjoyed de loneliness hehe

slept til 6++
i went to invasion
about 8
i went ketam with my family
=D steamboat, again
wakaka

afterwards
i went to my cousin's house
watched The Mysteries of Love
i finished it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was awesome!!!
strongly recommended by liew choi ying!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oj3d_CYrVZw

i love this part
vy much
but i wont marry kingsley like what she've done at the ending
cuz
for me
there is no turning point in love
if a guy treats u like that

i watched til 3 am
@@ my eyes
mo mo long asked me for a movie Knight n Day at 10pm
yer
nice meh??
i dislike this kind of movies

slept til de next day
he woke me up to help him for presentation
it was so funny!!!
then me n him n shaun went for breakfast
our eyes were all @@
haha
we all also slept at 3 ++
then mo mo long said he watched TOY STORY 3 last night!!!!
they said it was awesome
=(
i'm not interested in this kind of animation
but cousins sisters friends
r recommending this movie

wondering...should i go?
haha

went night market with franciska
we din see each other more than a month!
=((
finally
we met n hugged tightly! hehe

bumped into yan n her family
she was deaf =.=
i shouted her name so loud but she din even respond
but i think, soon
we'll meet again
secondary skul gang XD

again
i went for steamboat with my family!
haha
but sumwhere in KL
Xiao Fei Yang
=)
de mee was so delicious
yummy yummy
but kinda expensive eh
>__<

back to hostel finally
n i was happy to answer your call
=)

i just finished my spec math test! XD
a word- smooth
wakaka

going to hang out with renu n qi!
stay tuned

20100626

Good Friday

it was another friday
time passes so fast
a week, past juz in a blinking of eyes
it was a good week for us =)
u n me

i went 1u with my sis
i insisted
bought 2 cardigans
for her n myself
haha
yup, our relationship is vy good n close

vincci is now selling de white wawa shoes again!
de one with double C
my 'chanel'
haha
but need purchase with purchase =((

afterwards
me, hui n erica met in dpc
miss them so so so much*********
no word can describe our relationship
close yet far
=D

we had our dinner at The Steamboat
my 1st time headed there
but the staffs know me =D
of'c
i was de regular customer since i was form1!
i wanted to have a try there
n also i dun12 sweat haha
erica was \=.=/
=D

afterwards
we went to I LOVE KOFFEE which d named as HAPPY CAFE now
i suggested one
cuz i saw someone's blog about the cafe
sounds so nice
INDEED, de ambience there was just nice for us
de interior design is simple n nice, as what my dream house is, hehe
there were only few customers there cuz majority went to downstairs for world cup
i have no interested in it AT ALL~!
it was a nice place for yumcha
but de ambience was affected around 10pm cuz de pub adjacent to it started to operate
;<

i ordered a drink
it tasted so nice
FROSTY MINT MOCHA
actually whoever knows me well, definitely knows that i would order mocha
haha
really nice
but it costed me rm12.90 =_=
nvm la hehe
just got allowance ma
hehe

hui asked us to bring her for alcohol
fixed, 16th July =D
somewhere in KL, shh
hui, u better google it out, i dunno how to go!!
since u r de one who is so free
haha

yer, actually do u realise that
if i fetch u two n go for a drink
i could not really drink cuz i have to drive u all home!!!!
anyway, i'm ok de i think =D
control me that time
haha

she was so happy, d planned to buy a new dress to go with us
she d started to plan how to make up that day
hmm, i think i know what i'll wear =D
cant wait to go with them!!!!!!!

dun feel like studying today
=(
i'm in invasion now
hehe
though my family ban my bro from going cc, i'm always allowed to go
i wan to watch 谈情说案lo..

next week, wil be a happy week!

20100624

P O T A T O



we planned to wear cardigan together =)


she always calls me tomato, dunno why?

so i call her potato XD


yesterday right infront of AC, an optic distributed FREE contact lens if we go for an eye test!

It's FREE!!!! for one month!!

of'c we went n got it


it's time to apply for uni

oops, cant wait to go..


argh!!
what a good news???!
allowance was given!!!!
i'll have a busy weekend =((
but next week wil be an enjoyable one,
so, HAPPY la =D





20100623

New Bag

yesterday hung out with my mum
hardly to hear this right? me too!
she brought me to get a new school bag as my old one was torn
T__T
my bottle was de murderer
its edges killed my bag

seriously, i couldnt deny that she is my mum
she is suffering from eye-sore as what i do
my eyes turn red every morning, look like a zombie
have u seen a dark zombie?
here i am

we went to sunway
it was about 9pm
once i stepped ito de mall
i started scanning
my mum asked me to get one from nike
scan scan scan...............................
yuck, what for i buy such ugly bag at such high price????

i walked here n there
1st time she saw me shopping at such a high speed
as i always walk slowly

all de staff threw me an awkward sight
cuz..
i was dressed nicely in formal yet i was looking fo r school bag
haha
finally, i got my new bag
yeah
slightly smaller than my old one
but actually i prefer my old one, as it is waterproof..
=(
anyway, it is dead--certified

i wore high heel for presentation
i wonder why cant we wear sneaker for presentation?
actually lecturers also wont get to see what shou type that i wear as i always wear formal pant
cant wait to praise myself that, i brough my sneaker along
to chg after i finished my presentation
hohohoh

it went quite smooth
but teacher suddenly threw me a ques
'how expensive can de plastic surgery be?'
wah..scared me, luckily i knew de answer
anyway, i've done my vy best =)

we headed to kim gary
i din order big big bowl
but merely a soup wantan mee
it wasn't as nice as what i ate in wong kok

lately, i hate rice
dunno why
even nasi lemak,
i also dun feel like eating
i din eat rice for 1 week d
BUT
dun worry
i eat noodle, meehun, bread etc
=)
i wont do things that detriment my health

hey the clothes from this website r nice
of good quality
though de price is higher compared to sg wang
but it worths it
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000608947859#!/profile.php?id=100000608947859

it's thursday!
boom boom pow

20100622

单身


终于,
熬过了一个忙碌的周末…
撑到今天,
结束了我很重要的presentation…
我想向所有关心我的人宣布:
我单身了
( fran, sorry to tel u that, i broke up last week..)
很抱歉我没第一时间去找你们
虽然, 当时的我…
很需要
一个温暖的拥抱…
一个能让我放声大哭的肩膀…
可是, 我知道我不可以为了一时的不愉快,
而什么都不做,在那里哭…

那不是我。
所以,
我没找你们, 请原谅我的任性
知情的人,请别劝我了
因为每个人都有自己的原则
再多的好,也弥补不了一段有瑕疵的恋情
我向往的爱情, 不是这样的…
我很希望我的另一伴像那出戏里的老婆一样坦诚,
我却做不到她老公的大量…
也希望你们能保密
朋友交得怎样,就看口密得怎样…
不知情的人
希望你们别追问为什么了
别揭开我的伤疤,
我…会痛…
也不需要找我安慰我
我暂时,不想见任何人..
给我一个最起码的尊重,
不要问为什么
和我日夜相见的朋友
看到我啜泣时
请当你看不见
别来安慰我
我也有控制不住眼泪的时候
我不想让人看见我懦弱的一面
这几天,
我都睡不着,
虽然我逼自己闭上双眼…
我真的很努力地让自己睡觉…
我的眼睛,真的辛苦你们了…
对不起…
我真的控制不到…
可是我可以控制的事, 我都尽量去控制了…
我都有在认真地做我的功课
我都有在好好地练习我的presentation
我都有在喝多多水
我都有在好好地过生活…
因为,我阻止不了别人伤害我…
我所能做的,
就是不要再伤害自己…
我相信,
自爱的人,才值得被爱…
也请别再批评我的前男友
当初我选择接受他们时,
他们都很好,很适合我
只不过…不适合了
也不重要了…

答应我,
离开我以后,
要好好过
我们依然可以当朋友,
可是请给彼此一个过渡期…

bunny bunny, 你说得对
宁愿没拥抱,共你可到老

放心吧… 我没事的
因为,我是廖彩莹=)
眼泪是记得
不哭了是懂得
我们都会幸福的

20100619

Birthday

Coincidently,
shangqi's n hey kings birthday fall on the same day
ses insisted me to attend his celbration with him
oh no, im so so sorry
cuz i was one of the birthday planners for qi's bday
XD

Everyone was not free
they gave various kind of excuses
legal students were busy with their legal assignments
eunice wanted to watch world cup
jeanne wanted to go ro church
bla bla bla
lastly
de housemates were joinging only

actually, everything was designed for her bday XD

we accompanied her to sunway
we wanted to buy tickets
omg, super duper long queue
i said let me have a try
i walked to de booking counter
n said ive booked tickets
they checked my account
found that i din make any booking
i said HUH, I DID eh...( i didnt =P)
they said nvm, i could buy now
haha, save time n energy

qi asked what time u've bought?
i said 6.30 karate kid
she asked why not 5.50pm?
i said 6.30 would be more secure as one of the housemates was on her way

then she arrived
i pretended answering call
HUH? NANDO'S got 50% for student? wait, i ask qi 1st
she said ok, okla, we come now

we went to Nando's walked in
everyone was there!
came out with cake n the ever sweetest bday song
qi was shocked!
haha
had a fabulous meal there
nando's my fav =D

afterwards, we went for sticker shooting
long time no take d, i miss de feeling so much!
de photos were quite nice =D

we sat in de cinema


that time was 5.40, we walked to cinema
qi asked Wei, miss, our movie is 6.30 leh
i said we lied to u one la, cuz we worried that de other gang wil arrive later ma

n de movie started with a very nice scene
n finally
de movie title appeared

Sex and the City 2
we shouted surprised?!!! haha
cuz she wanted to watch this, we purposely all agreed with karate kid
de movie was vy nice, vy meaningful.
yes, i've watched de movie, i din tel u. =)
a nice day
happy birthday to shangqi n hey king
im longing for my bday

我不会

开部落格,
本来是为了要有
一个可以抒发情绪的地方
一个可以畅所欲言的空间
把一些心事 寄放在这里
让自己的心 没那么多累赘

可是 最近却欲言又止
打开了帐号
看回自己以前的帖子
哭了 笑了
又再关回了
我才发现不是我不写
而是我不会
怎么把心事蜕变成文字

在床上辗转难眠
不是我不累
而是我不会
怎么不与白天的烦恼在梦中再会

时间过得好快
因为上天比任何人都疼爱我
从我说我讨厌18岁起,
她让时间的巨轮加速前进
可是她忘记了
我不会跑
现在 我真的跟不上了

太多太多的事情发生了
我真的不会 也来不及学会
怎么去忘记

自己越来越矛盾
一直告诉自己要carpe diam
想出街让自己开心 却一直推掉约会
想唱歌看戏让自己快乐 却唤活伤心的回忆了

我不会 真的学不会
怎么把痛苦伤心难过的过去踩碎

再难的科目
花些时间 我就能掌握
自己的内心 却逃出了自己的手掌心

想逃避别人的眼光 却更在意别人怎么去看
我不会 怎么在自己和别人之间 获得那个平衡

说易行难
可是怎么我连说 也不会了…

20100617

Men

I had a baba
he left us when i was 7

I have a baba
he is my uncle,
my mum's bro
he left to USA when i was 15

I have an uncle
my baba's bro
he is always there for me

I have a daddy
he is one of our family members

They are my fathers

I din get any discrimination since i got into primary skul
though i was from a single-parent family

even there were discrimination
i wouldn't feel it
as i'm from a tough family :D

i love de environment that i grew up in
it gave me hard time as well as challenges
but it moulds a tougher CY today

Being pampered by de men around me, including my bf
i do feel love from men
not to say they r sent by god to replace what my baba have owed me
HE OWED ME NOTHING!!
he gave me de best in him
though i was said to inherit baba's intelligence
no, what i inherited is much much more than that..
which i'm the only one who knows it

I love de feeling of entrusting everything to my baba
i tell him everything
ranging from my family, my study, my ambition, my wishes, my bf n my friend circles
i think he is the only man who understands me
but he is not here to respond to me
to tell me what i should or shouldn't do
to motivate me
though ke knows everything of me

Anyway,
to all my FATHERS,

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!

I did
n i do try to find a man who can sit down n listen to every single thing that i want to say
n give me appropriate response n advices if i shud need
it is a hard task

There are ppl who want to be de man
but i speak no words
cuz i dun1 them to be the one

There are ppl whom i feel like entrusting to
but they speak no words sometimes
mayb i'm not the one that they want me to be
so sarcastic
=<

looking for a man who can really be my listener n i'm his too
an advisor to me n i advise him when needed
a partner to have fun with
a partner who will never say bored n never be fed up
a partner who und, tolerate n trust each other
of'c a partner who loves me much n i love him too

When u find a man like this,
don't need to hold him tight n don't need to stop him from leaving u
cuz a relationship is not maintained in this way

Appreciation from both makes an unrevocable bond between 2 ppl
2 faithful hearts tie 2 ppl to be 1 couple

Anyway,
here to tel u
i miss u when i'm writing this post

Stay tuned av1
i'm gonna have a nice weekend!

20100615

Science


i had a hard time during spec math class today
teacher taught some theories about physics
about 1/2 hour
i was de only one who was so so blurr in de class
what Sy,Sx at2 ut2 bla bla bla!!!!
sadly i was de ONLY one who didn't take physics
Why?
I HATE SCIENCE!

dunno why
i dun like memorizing scientific terms just for de sake of sitting for exam
it sounds so meaningless, doesn't it??? =.=

20100614

sing sing song

lately i fall for this song

当世界只剩下这床头灯
你那边是早晨已经出门
我侧身感到你在转身
无数陌生人 正在等下一个绿灯
一再错身彼此脆弱的时分
不过渴望一个吻的余温
我关了灯 黑暗把我并吞
wo
你不在 当我最需要爱
你却不在 wo
无尽等待像独白的难捱 wo
你不在 高兴还是悲哀
你都不在
我受了伤害再偷偷好起来
你不在

时间再按下许多次快门
沉默里听见转动的秒针
一个人吃饭这个凌晨
孤单一人份 你低声说你有别人
我的话筒只有自己的体温
怎样认真也不一定成真
你说得对 我不得不承认
wo
你不在 当我最需要爱
你却不在
无尽等待像独白的难捱 wo
你不在 高兴还是悲哀
你都不在 wo
受了伤害再偷偷好起来
你不在
wo 那些摇摆 我都明白
都明白
但你不在 爱已不在 不在
你不在 当我最需要爱
你却不在 wo
一个人分饰两角的恋爱 wo
你不在 高兴还是悲哀
你都不在 wo
像空气般不存在的存在
再没有痕迹的爱 你不在
当我需要你的爱 你不在

though it was so famous with its chorus, but de part i love is
当世界只剩下这床头灯
你那边是早晨已经出门
我侧身感到你在转身
无数陌生人 正在等下一个绿灯

it tells me how would my lover feels when i go australia =D

oops, it's June now
8 more months to go
32 more weeks
How r u gonna farewell with me??
Wondering who would like to join de farewell..
Do u? =D

i think i'm suffering from jet lag, haha 1 hour
but seriously, i felt so hot from saturday til now
though i ate my fav steamboat for two days
i still feel de same
perhaps, i need ketam eventually
T______________T

felt so tired
really
this month is considered to be the free-'est' month
2 presentation + a quiz
hate exam la
i love studying actually
i can get satisfaction by juz understanding what lecturers say
applying it for practices
BUT not applying it in exam n yet to be judged n assessed!!
=((

gonna meet fiona soon
actually i didnt meet fran for weeks d
i miss her n i'm glad that she'll never forget to text me n say Miss u bestie!
hehe, she does, she does make me feel touched!!
=D
all de best for her test n will meet her together with fiona as well =)

Tmr will be the festival right?
yummyyyy, albee treated me a zong zi this morning
so tasty, seriously!
yummy!!

hehe

June, i hope it could be a good month!

20100613

我很好 那么你呢

夏天一个人的球鞋
能不能走到我们笑闹着的海边

海风吹过你的身边
变成一种想念 在我的世界盘旋

天空已经哭了几遍 我才渐渐明白
让自己了解了你的离开 是爱

你的微笑姿态 还是那么的存在
在我心底某一块
不再是我们的 还是要勇敢期待

我很好那么你呢 想起的我是怎样的
当初哭着分不开 现在头一扭微笑释怀

轻轻问候着
我很好那么你呢 离开我要比从前快乐
眼泪是记得 而不哭了是懂得
我们都会幸福的

天空已放晴了几天 我才渐渐明白
让自己了解了你停滞的 是爱

Thailand

the arrangement of picture is kinda messy here

i felt i was in the country of indonesia
u see de words around =__=
thai words are almost de same with those jawi haha


they usually take motor taxi to work
bcuz they can reach their workplace in time
approximate rm5
bangkok is a place with terrible traffic jammed as KL







were in the plane
landing
kit was suffering
haha!
always





he was wondering when wil de plane stop

n only we realised that thai time is an hour slower than msia time




went pattaya
i went for a hair-plating, a MUST in beach!!
apx rm10
i was vexing whether i shoud go for a whole head plat or just half-head
everyone was persuading me for a whole head plat
n my final verdict -- half head
no regret for it
haha
as my hair is curly, it look just nice with de plating







hardly see me in cap, right? hehe
i love this look =D
i tried parasailing, rm 70
AWESOME!!!!
must go into water n being flied up!
de feeling was cool!!!!!!!!!!









in the bus
my aunty







daddy n mummy hehe





outside the zoo


we didnt buy the hat haha











in the toilet
the toilet was so nice!
n unique
let u see how unique it is haha

de toilet, with flora




can u see how UNIQUE it is?
it was not fully enclosed!!
i felt so insecure when i was using the toilet >__<




chun was so tired
reluctant to take pic haha




38 daddy =__=




i was cam-whoring with my bro haha
teaching him how to take pic with his gf
( he has one, n i juz knew it! because he put her name as bao bei in his contact list, so sweet haha)
















the zoo was so special
natural
totally diff from msia's one
the animals aren't locked in cages but free to move here n there
live together happily haha





the birds wont fly away though the place wasn't closed
ecause they live there since they were young
is their home =)

so many kindergarten children
they do not need to pay entrance fee
subsidied by government
they r compulsory to visit zoo at this stage
so nice!
got a child came to me n beat my butt!
=__=
PERVERT!










b4 we left




were waiting for the show to begin





my spec! chged colour haha

the most scary part
really
they were so great

she was saying bye-bye =__=
the tiger was sleeping
n we had to paid approximate rm 1 to take picture with it
u know, the man pulled its tail to wake it up!!
so cruel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but it woke up n walked to the shooting point, it knew that it shud start working, so smart hehe

pig n piglet.. haha
they let sow to feed on baby tigers
so that de tiger wil be more tame
hehe
the baby tigers sleep with the sow


pic @ PATTAYA


de sunblock was so fair

he said he is prince of Arab ..=.=''''''''''''''


sis n her bf


uncle n aunty
we went for ladyboy show ( so-called ah gua)
it was awesome!
rm 60
they r so so so pretty!!!!!!!!!!!!
my daddy insisted to take pic with the prettiest one (in fb)
the girl? boy? lady boy was so pretty!!
i myself was attratced by him/her!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they are so up-to-date
an ah gua dressed up like ladygaga n sang pokerface
the foreigners were crazy!
shouted here n there!
taking a pic with them was charged rm 4
tats y i didnt go for a snap hehe
sis, her bf n me went for 69 show ( it's de name, i'm not saying badword ya!)
super 18 sx
haha!
rm 60 too
it was so sexy, horny n funny!
camera n hp are not allowed
anyway, it was a special experience
XD
in thailand airport
stupid, got no Mc D
i wanted to eat the cappucino mc flurry!!!!!!!!!
i tried once when i was 13
it is so unforgetable..really!


i missed someone badly
was eager to go back