=) always

though this week is packed with exams n dates,

i feel relax n happy,

dunno why

wanyu keeps saying that i looked vy happy n relax

which i din realise

Yes, i am

i =) always now

i found someone who can makes me =) always

though he is not the most caring, romantic n handsome one,

he is the one who can makes me =) always

since the day i knew him,

at the back gate of SMKTBM,

we went for our 1st date haha

I remember, n he does hehe

Our encounter was so funny!

He was n he is my best friend,

n now he is my boy friend.

=)

N another sweet thing which makes me =)

is always the franciska kim hui sim!

Sometimes, she is so childish haha XD

Sometimes, she is mature enough to scold me ><

another sweet encounter is among 8 of us!!All scholars..we learn alot from each other..

whenever i need help, they r there for me..thank girls..my family =) (ignore the two guys!XD)

Of'c i cannot forget my high skul fren n classmates!

Your msg, your comments, your email or even juz your blogs,

make me feel sweet always..

I know u know u r the one of them..

U all r always the one i can rely on hehe

N my dearest dearest family!!!

i love u all..always

Remember,

leave the one who makes u tear..

=) always

this is what life meant to be..

=)

不想长大?

最近
周遭的人 周遭的事
都在告诉着我 长大 好痛苦

我们长大的同时
问题也跟着我们一同长大
越变越大

以前
在学校偷偷摸摸拍拖
就想快点长大
可是, 长大了
面对的却 是距离 是时间 的问题
圈子越来越大
选择越来越多
问题越来越大

其实, 面对就好了啊
没什么好烦的
处之泰然 哈哈

以前
不喜欢中学的生活
一直怀念小学
现在
我好怀念中学哦

学院, 不好玩
每天看着她们想家
看着她们啜泣
身为朋友, 或许该说身为家人的我
也不好受

我劝了, 安慰了..
真的
面对问题才是最佳的解决方法

即使再怎么不想长大, 时光不会倒流
即使再怎么不想面对, 问题不会溜走

长大了, 思想不同了
身边的人教会你好多好多

对于现在的生活, 我很满意很开心 嘻嘻

好想快点长大
我想快点出国, 看看自己有多渺小
可是, 时间也不会因为这样而加速前进 哈哈

珍惜每一刻

My holiday

is going to the end!!!!

T_T

vy sad la..
wuwuwu

Anyway, i had a great time with my family, fren n my loved one hehe

Thanks for giving me a enjoyable holiday! i know it same goes to u all! XD

Tmr gonna be a torturing life ><
Miss u..

CY in ♥

I'm in love hehe

No doubt bout my bf k?
He is sweet n good anyway

I feel satisfied n happy now
hehe

thanks for those wishes n supports!

I understand what i need

Stay tuned!

Hopeless..

I tot it shud be a holiday for me tmr..
so that i can go back today..
which is not ><

It is only for government institution..
wuwuwu..
I want holiday...

I 12watch the movie 366
I 12 eat bkt
I 12 go pasar malam
I 12 go shopping
I 12 go sing k
I 12 enjoy..

But now..
have to wait for another day..
>O<

Tmr, i'm coming back XD

Friends n Family

Yesterday i chat with a fren whom i knew her for 5 years ++
but we had never been close b4 haha
n she told me it was cuz of i always show ppl that i dun12 talk..
so she n her gang are scare of me..
aiks
sorry for being so fierce ( outlook only)

she experienced the same thing with me recently..
hehe
but we don't feel we're weak we are lost we're failed
we feel that we both are relieved
enjoying single life =)

Yup
single life is good when your fren n family are accompany u when u r down

I din know that they were always there for me
but actually they were!

When i need ppl to talk to
i tot i got no one to talk to
but actually there r lot ppl to talk to
my best friends..good friends..
they came to me
i felt n do feel sweet



When i need ppl to be hugged
i tot bf was the only one
NO!
my family n best friends are always there for me
they embraces welcome me always
it's warm..really..

She told me that it is good to leave someone who doesnt match u
i said i dun12 be back together..
she agreed cuz she experienced it..
We laughed out loud together
cuz we r matured now.

There is still a long long way to go..

Yet, forgetting someone is quite time consuming
What i need to do is living happily
with u all
My friends n family
( not Digi advertisement XD)

Love u always =)

Sometimes i need you

Sometimes juz need someone for certain reasons..

Sometimes
when i need to listen to someone's prob,
i would go to sevinni..franciska..carmen..yee ying
Juz enjoy listening to their problems..
Trying to giv them advises..

Sometimes
when i need to control my tears
i would go to shangqi n jen..
in front of them
i can control my tears..

Sometimes
when i need someone to be hugged..
i would go to my sis elaine..
her hug makes me feel comfortable

Sometimes
when i need to swim to release my stress
i would go to ling
a sexy girl haha

Sometimes
when i feel i'm inferior
i would go to jon
he would cheer me up to put me back to my right path

Sometimes
when i need food
i would go to my grandma n franciska
they'll provide me or accompany me for food for sure

Sometimes
when i need money
i would go to my mum
but tis rarely happen kaka

Sometimes
When i need to scold ppl
i would go to my bros
they will scold with me together XD

Sometimes
when i need to see some surprising snaps
i would go to jocelyn's n chinwai's blogs n web
see see see

Sometimes
when i need to see sweet couple
i would look back to cheewei's blog
see how sweet wkcy were =)

Sometimes
when i need to shopping
definitely i 'll go to franciska n suzanne!! haha

Sometimes
when i need to sing k
i would go to franciska
a pro singer

Sometimes
when i need to laugh out loud
i would go to sheau chyi's blog
see how funny she is
a happy girl

Sometimes
when i need to see sexy girls (i'm not lesbian)
i would go to jo's eve's n esther's pic ( nose bleeding XD)
sexy betul

Sometimes
when i need to think back sad memories
my mind will go back to chong ching, siew teng, franciska n sevinni
who hurt me b4 n i hurt them too

SOmetimes
when i need to recall the naive Liew Choi Ying
i would go to xiuhui n erica

Sometimes
when i need help in taylors
i would go to marcus n voon

Sometimes
when i need to entrust my thing
i would go to my bf

Sometimes
when i need to eat steamboat
i would go to franciska, my bros n chongching (last time)

Sometimes
hmm only two times i think
when i lost my loved one
i would go to poonshun n meng siew

Sometimes
i need someone all the time

Someone came to my life,
he leaves
Someone left my life
he is back

Appreciate

U're needed but u dun realise it sometimes..

Moviess

Friday n Saturday..
went for moviess
Midnight show..
The curve haha

The Ugly Truth n Murderer

The Ugly Truth
so so lo..
vy 18 sx haha

Murderer
Yucks! not nice! not logic!!!! yucksss!!!

Had a great time =)

Moody

kinda moody today..

Haiz..

I knew what happened to me..
but i refused to tel..
juz feel like expressing my feeling..

complicated**

Examsss.......

Last week was exam week, as well as this week too haha EAP test la >< T_T

Result was released today ..
Aiks..
Most 5dai one was my math><
who asked me to fail the 1st test haha
so now can juz get an B..
though i scored quite well for the 2nd test..
wuwuwu..
1st time..nvm, work hard!

I'm vy happy with my econ result! yeah!
The stupid hunter,
when he got the assignment back, he showed vy upset face which frightened me beatrice n shangqi!
we got 74..he tot it was over out of 100=.=
which actually was out of 80!
(n_n)
our hard work is not wasted!
as i have put enormous affort in it u know..
i deserved it =Phehe

Finally we performed our sketch today haha
LESBIANISM!
Have u ever seen me acting so boyish? keke
check it out at fb haha
It was so so fun!! FUN!! ^O^

Looking forwards for friday!
hmm..not onli aiming to go home..(it is the main reason anyway haha)
i'll be ahead to Sunway with my classmates! ALL classmates!
hehe
Ice skating la.. BarBQ plaza la..movie la ( mayb? Jen 12 watch UP =.= )
i wanted to watch Murderer.. Shangqi said she scare of watching horror movies..
since when she becomes more coward than me? haha
Anyway, ses will watch with me haha
Thanks Kenji Seng! haha

Dunno why..
miss my sis vy much suddenly..
a lovely one..
hehe
miss hanging out with her..
hopefully the saturday plan with her is on..
with Owen n Melvin? XD
Pray pray pray..

Started to be taken care now
cannot drink cold water ( someone warned me )
cannot keep fit ( i cant keep also haha..i can only keep fat :( .. )

Yet, i sleep late everyday! ><
cannot tahan la..
tonight muz get to bed as early as i can..

I need holidays!

It was a great 3 days staying at Maluri..!

Friday
i went home but i got no key to access!!! ><
walked to fran's house..
pity my legs..

Had my hair cut again haha

haiz..
i took the inisiative move to calm someone down
i'm forced lo ok..
anyway,
the someone surrendered that night.. haha

Saturday
fran was mad on me! ><
sorry bestie.. i was too tired to wake up..
dun angry k
Jogoya for your coming bday! hehe
promise!

Busy with my malaysian studies..
bcuz all the printers couldnt work!
stupid!!!!
finally, done

Yumcha with sevinni n bee wei
a nice chat there haha
but stupid too ( bee wei sure agree with me haha =P)

Afterwards,
ate bak kut teh with ses.
nice la!!! but gained weight againT_T
A long chit chat in McD til 4am..

Sunday
taught charity tuition ( juz for u franciska kim hui sim!!)
haha

Johnny johnny~
8 scoops of ice cream haha!
nice la..
love johnny ice cream! (n_n)

My grandma bday..hehe
lovely one
check it out @ fb haha

Night market time!!
Maluri! Kepong! go go go!
haha

Murni with ses n jocelyn..
omg..i felt full seeing them eat haha
Watch Astro on Demand with him
the best cinema haha

Monday
holiday haha
haiz..
the worst day..
back to hostel again
nvm!
friday is coming! hehe

Courage

Few ppl had the courage to voice out today..

Someone has to really piss off..
Someone might back to me..
Someone might change

Anyway,
i'll accept what is changed =)
Now..i only have the courage to accept friendship
but not new relationship.
hehe

Another Friday tmr! Yeah!!

Can you?

Can you get lost of my world?