20120429

我的最爱

男:离开以后首次遇见
女:重新对望听你声线
男:太惯看你左边笑脸
女:差点想碰你的肩 轻触那残余心事
男:我们分开 怎么始终行不开
想捉紧当日精彩
女:或是害怕完全淡出你那份爱
离场后跑回来
男:不知可算应该
女:贴身不再但却贴心装载
男:随时代你哭 处理泪流
女:而后备两手是否足够
即使那日放了手
男:双脚似未学会走
合:停留在这段情
男:不懂去 女:退守
男:全部旧记忆 这刻重游
女:重拾旧爱都或太荒谬
男:运气不够
女:牵不了手
合:也算得今世独有
合:对你太好怎会累透
男:如心跳是可以避免
女:萦绕却是你的声线
男:惯了照顾的不会变
女:不告别也不发现 对你爱顾早蔓延
男:我们分开 怎么始终行不开
想捉紧当日精彩
女:或是害怕完全淡出你那份爱
离场后跑回来
男:不知可算应该
女:贴身不再但却贴心装载
男:随时代你哭 处理泪流
女:而后备两手是否足够 即使那日放了手
男:双脚似未学会走
合:停留在这段情
男:不懂去 女:退守
男:全部旧记忆 这刻重游
女:重拾旧爱都或太荒谬
男:运气不够
女:牵不了手
合:也算得今世独有
合:对你太好怎会累透

当初合唱着这首歌
从没想过会分开
这天竟让这歌 名副其实地成为我们的歌
回忆我们的过去

歌词淋漓尽致地形容那不能复合的情形
-重拾旧爱都或太荒谬-
再怎能爱一个人 都有不能复合的原因

长大了 我知道 感觉不是大过天
不是说我不想珍惜
只是当初是谁开始动摇

-全部旧记忆 这刻重游-
原来 你的影子挥散不去
可以离开吗你?
我不想看到你

可以关灯吗?
因为
即使是影子 我也认得出是你

不要和过去过不去 因为它已经过去了

连你留给我的开心回忆
都请离开

我要重新放下你
原来之前的方式
是错的
再这样下去
难受的只会是自己

姐姐说 爱情里没有对错
只有爱与不爱。
可是 我在想
没有人可以证实哪个是对的


当时我说 都是你的错
因为这样 我才会比较好过
当时的我 根本接受不到你可能不爱我了这件事
即使是"可能不爱了"

现在的我
在想
或许姐姐当时是想让我快点放下
因为如果你想着他不爱你了 你自然不会去爱他了


我会的了
为了让上天派来爱我的男人幸福(哈哈 听ella的厚脸皮太多了)
我知道怎么做了

我知道我一向来报喜不报忧
更何况感情事一向来事我的命根 死穴

可是我真的懂了
爱你的人 根本不会离开
如果他离开了
那就是生命中的过客

现在 只能加油咯廖彩莹 :)



其实很多人觉得干嘛把心事 写在部落格?

你不是部落客
你不会懂

每个人内心深处 一定有个属于自己的空间
即使再怎么亲密的家人爱人知己
你也无法开口 就是开不了口

当你有心事 却不懂该告诉谁
就借助键盘的力量
把它说出来
关心你的人会懂
自己也得到解脱
这 就是部落格的奇妙之处
:)







20120428

雪中送炭

今天温度最低6度
在这种情形
我就会出战衣
哈哈

就是这件
Pull n bear
黑色毛毛男装外套

披上这件外套
我都会想起铭秀

是我出国前他送给我的

他是上天给我的礼物
我们的相识
是奇迹
哈哈

一个看着我和别人共享乐
却愿意和我分担忧的朋友

每次都在我有难时不问情由地帮我

当然
这样的朋友我有几个 都是女生
可是男生来说
他是绝无仅有的

他的好
说不完
哈哈
我俩心照不宣 :)

好期待和你一起吃火锅啊 死肥仔! 哈哈

减肥等我回来:)


Western Food

April is a birthday month!
Ahhh
Hate la
Ate so much westen food for bday celebrations
N cakesss summore!
Guilty guilty....

I dunno y
I dun like pizza this year
I just feel so disgusting when i see them!
I used to love pizza!!

Just hav no idea why...
Ahh hope my bf wont b a pizza lover :D

I fall in love with the fountain
Its soooo romantic!
I wanna take pic thr when i hav time
I wonder when i wil hav TIME :(

Exam schedule will b released next monday
Hooray!
Haha
Im sooo excited to c the timetable :D

One more month to go..

20120427

我想 这个是我标过最多的标题

真的很忙

看似很得空
可是我是忙得连失眠也不得空啊!

皮肤最近变好了
虽然天气反复
嘻嘻
可是那黑眼圈就......算了吧
没有黑眼圈就不是我了

Fran说她很压力
我其实蛮好奇的
朋友们考试压力或没有读书的压力
都爱来找我
我真的那么能解压施压吗?哈哈

我发了她这张照片

无论如何 即使到老了
我也会和你 一起并肩作战

她说我很sweet
哎呀 当然啦
哈哈

之后我就帮她和她男友弄了张
很搞笑诶!
可是他们真的很有夫妻相
整个韩国情侣的样


今天很搞笑的是
有人信息我
嘱咐我不准去示威

我说我去厕所都不得空啰
就算得空 我也不会去人挤人
再加上 我有合约在身
这样做是犯法的!

其实我说我很忙
却一直更新博客
是一种解压方式啦 呵呵




20120425

ANZAC Day

today is one of the public holidays in OZ
it's called anzac day
haha
a day to remember the contribution of soldiers or war i think
haha
usually we dun care whats the story behind a holiday
unless it is a university holiday!! hehe

but
i was so busy sinc 7am til 4pm
dipped in assignmentSssss

n so is she

today me n xiaotong had a date
to replace her birthday celebration
Ahhh LIM XIU HUI, i miss u n i really wonder when we can meet? =(
but i know it will never b a prob for us hehe
i miss u =(


n xiaotong had a hard task to decide on which restairant she wants to dine in
cuz she has sooooooooooooo many restaurants wanna try on

n finally
she chose Crystal Jed
i was happy with that choice cuz i love the crab with vermiceili in pot!!!
but its pricey laaa
yeeee no choice
who asks she treats me so good haha
she treated me buffet for my bday =D

finally we scanned our sticker that taken during easter
the sticker shop here provides scanning service

duck or swan? hahaha
my handwriting isnt bad har =D

she edited my eyes like this =.='''
this is cute!! we followed what the models' poses in the machine haha

i love to take sticker since form 4
i think i had taken over 80 stickers hahaha
though the photoshop technology now is vy advanced
n many sticker shops close down due to this reason
yet i enjoy the process of taking sticker

it brings frens closer
cuz we had so much fun posing this n that in limited time
n had practising poses well on the spot!
thats why... i can smile properly now =D
my boots. chose this as its colour matches my poncho today hehe
i love this poncho!!!! =))

the wind was strong n the weather was cool. it would b the best if it wasnt raining..
n they said my hair looked good today hehe

my sis told me that i look better with my hair dyed

but right
xiaotong said i look better in my original hair colour..

ouch

but i prefer it being dyed
cuz my sis said i look like a little model with my hair dyed =D
state library
insisted to take pic at this corner though it was raining haha



im learning to edit photo
but this is a failure cuz its too fake
haha

thats y i din post onto fb
i would hav loved this more if i was smiling >___<


and finally.......CRAB!!
i dun really eat crab now cuz i lazy to open open n open
ahhhh how i wish i hav a bf to feed me XD

(handicapped ar now?!!!!)

n rmb this pink top?
that i bought that day

haha

i know i know
i know i have loadsss of clothes
n eveytime i open my wardrobe
omg, i dunno which to wear
but now i really keep my promise that i dun wear the same cloth for outing
hehe
afterward, went to San CHurro cuz she wanna eat
yeeeee =D
the iced chocolate is nice nice!!! <3
im glad to hav met her in uni
she is cute n kind..

hehe

20120424

爱情

这句话
也太对了

我从来都不向往被追求
我只想有个稳定的男朋友
不需要我操心他劈腿
不需要我担心狐狸精送上门

"这个世界上 好的男人还很多 只是坏的女人更多"

不知几时,我领悟了这句话
所以 我仍相信 好男人是存在的
只差遇上他了没
:)

发奋减肥
不是为了穿得性感 要吸引狂蜂浪蝶
而是想穿得好看 让心爱的人悦目

勤力保养 不是钱没地方花
而是想素颜时 和他的合照 也能让他幸福地秀出来

努力向学 不是要当博士 硕士
这些都不关我事
而是想让他知道 以后如果真的经济不景气
我有学历可以赚钱 一起养家
(最好是没有这个如果 哈哈)

拼命工作 不是要告诉他 我自己买得起这个那个 不需要靠你
而是想让他知道 我不但会存他的钱 还会自己理财
这样的女人 才抵锡呀
很明显 我肯定是男朋友的理财顾问
哈哈哈

更勤劳地旅行 看戏 唱歌 拍照
不是为了post facebook而已
而是让他知道
即使他不得空陪我
我有自己的爱好 而且是让他安心 让自己开心的爱好

我不喜欢被强制改变
还记得门门说过"你是个很有自己想法的人"
嗯,我就是这样 说开了 是我行我素 哈哈

Hmmm..
我觉得我蛮幸福的
从未被逼去学下厨
因为我最讨厌 家务

男朋友都会说和我去吃这个 吃那个
不需要我辛苦 因为我不开心 他也不会开心
当然 我偶尔也会心血来潮
给男朋友惊喜
因为这是情趣 是我想做的事
嘻嘻

我最开心 是男朋友不强迫我打扮
我觉得我不打扮 也很见得人啊! 哈哈
加上我化妆技术一般
可是我会偶尔让他眼睛为之一亮
嘻嘻
这是情趣
也是我喜欢的事
:P

爱情 就是这么一回事
做自己 也让他做自己
爱自己 也让他觉得你的自爱 不会分薄你对他的爱
爱他 就不要让他受伤
爱他 要让他知道 你一直都在




20120423

我最爱的两个卡通在一起了

好不可思议!

嘻嘻
今天墨尔本好冷
几乎全天低于10度
可是因为下大雨
我还是穿了短裤拖鞋
去考期中考

考金融科 都是选择题
恐怖的是
我用了十分钟才做了三题!
有没有搞错!?
这是前所未有的慢!!!!

为什么会这样?
因为手指冻僵了
我一直按错计算机
因为按了 其实没按
以为没按 其实按了两次!

一小时的期中考
就在哆嗦中结束


好想快点放假啊

20120421

ET

Haha i know i looked kinda alien in this pic

BUT
the main point is
Not my make up
But my nose is flaking!!!

Aghhh im trying really hard to salvage it

:(

i've gone through.....

just for your infomartion
i hav updated my pic at...
<<<<<<

my 21st

hehe

i upload a pic that taken on my birthday every year,
except for 15 16 17 la haha

hmm i think i celebrated my bday when i was 17
but i dunno whr n how?
anyway

these pictures show what i've gone through...

=)

im glad to see how i have grown up

from a little girl who self-camwhored using a flip hp (15)
to a girl who started her 1st travel to a quite far country =P (16)
to a girl who loved to manja manja (17)
to a girl who was drown in love river (18)
to a girl who was once so FAT!!! (19)
to a girl who always loved to celebrate her birthday for a month n plus plus (20)
and now a young lady who is 21 years old

and who

- is apart from her friend and family...her beloved ones. and her favourite food
- still loves ketam, kimgary and candy floss
- is still a lover of flip phone but is forced to use iphone due to convinient
- is able to raise herself in overseas
- is going to visit many many countries that she wants to go
- is a branded user but not blinded fans
- loves to take loads of photos
- can now SLIGHTLY BETTER control her temper
- still believes that her Mr Right will treat her the best
- knows that a 21 years old lady should be more independent

yea
independence
n confidence
are what make us look beautiful always

=)

hehe

Flipping through my past
i had gone through  alot

stressful student life
family conflicts
friendship problems
heart-broken relationship
jealousy at workplace
fatty bom bom
homeless in overseas
part time jobs
loss of phonesSs

flying colours result
siblings love
appreciation of friends
sweet sweet love
successful diet
earn $$$$$$
widen my vision

n i really have learnt alot

it isnt easy to go through all these
i still hate whom n what i hate
i still love whom n what i love
i appreciate what n whom i should
i give up what n whom im supposed to

anyway
i should really thanks my family
wihtout u all
without today's lcy

im happy with who i am
i own everything the best
hehe

im a free thinker
i eat pork, beef n vege
but i believe thr is God to bless us always
Thanks for yr blessing

n i wont leave my life any regrets

n__________n






Unproductive

Ahhhh
I wil hav another mid sem test next week
Im supposed to study today
But i went to shop!!!!

N i had turned my shopping engine on
Luckily
I controlled well
Just bought those worthy ones even converted into RM

Hehe but im wondering
Shud i buy the dress?
Its sooo nice

Ahh i wanna ask opinion n tats y i post my photos in fitting room
Which i rarely do that
Cuz i think its bit weird
Hehe

Anyway
I bought the pink top
Cuz its sooooo my style
Hehe

I must use full turbo to study tmr!!!!

N i dunno y lately
My face is so chubby :(
Is it bcuz my bottle doesnt attract me to drink more water?

Argh

20120420

生日快乐

提早祝你生日快乐哦廖彩莹宝贝

哈哈!

开心到疯了!

我的生日旅行终于落实了!
其实早就落实了
只是还没买机票
现在也还没买
可是已经肯定可以去了

我要去当女神!
哈哈哈

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我的银行帐号是131413141314 哈哈



今天考试了
睡觉睡得真甜
最讨厌考试被编排到下午
好无聊

也不会再去看书

这是我的习惯
因为我要以最清醒的脑袋
以及最平常的心
去应付考试

管用吗?
Hmm
至少对我很有用啦

嘻嘻
考得不错
第一题就不会了
哈哈
太过简单 所以不会
大家都有过这的经历吧?

太兴奋了
可是还是得准备下星期的期中考

加油哦廖彩莹宝贝
哈哈哈!!