20100330

A date

yesterday i was so upset bout my presentation
he knew it b4 i told him
=)
heeh thankyou for so concern me by reading my blog updates right after u wake up
muack muack!


We supposed to go out around evening
but due to obstaclesssssss
we delayed it
til 8pm
>____<

we went for de destiny master
haiz
we lost our way
but finally we got to de place =)
calm down calm down k!

The destiny master was pretty geng
he told him why his attitude like this, why his behaviour like that
haha
as what i told him, the destiny master is geng =D
Rm100, worthy than enough

Bout me n him..
i hope it is left to our decision
not only by fate
although we have the fate.. hehe
(n_n)

Something happened during midnight
sigh!
i cried terribly..
luckily ntg happened
only ended up with my super red eyes..


it's time to get myself into revision
the mid term exam is coming soon

Ohya!
Future Cops is coming soon too!
i want to watch XD
玩你的人:半夜会找你打电话聊天到很晚。
爱你的人:会告诉你不要聊那么晚。

玩你的人:他会找你出去玩,叫你放弃正事。
爱你的人:他会催你好好工作,踏踏实实。

玩你的人:在你生病时,会讲好话关心你。
爱你的人:在你生病时,他会关心到你烦,并强迫你去看医生。

玩你的人:他会尽量说好话来讨好你,你也会觉得很开心。
爱你的人:他所说的话,都是关心你的,但是通常象是在命令。

玩你的人:他什么事情都会配合你,只要你开心。
爱你的人:他会帮你辨别是非,但是你会感觉他管的太多。

玩你的人:他说他要给你最大的快乐。
爱你的人:他只能给你保证,你跟他在一起,他是最快乐的。

玩你的人:他在意你的生活细节,即使你做错了什么,他也不会指出来。
爱你的人:他在意你的一举一动,告诉你什么地方错了,什么地方该如何做,该如何与别人交往。

玩你的人:他不会在意你去做什么,与什么人交往。
爱你的人:他很在意你去做什么,与什么人交往。他还会告戒你不要与什么人交往

玩你的人:他只想要现在
爱你的人:他已经预见未来,该怎么自我努力,好好给你幸福。

玩你的人:他会说“我喜欢你!”
爱你的人:他会说“我爱你。



BG, 我爱你

O.M.G

i talked super duper fast during my presentation!!

due to de time constraint la
n eventually, i din present over-time =.=

N i missed one point!
my vy creative point!!!!
how could i miss it??

Stupid!!!

>__<

No mood d.

stop here

20100328

摩羯座的女子


摩羯座的女子在外表上看来,
多半是平静而且传统的,
但偶尔你也会看到几位穿着大胆新潮,
行为表现前卫的摩羯女性。
事实上,
她们虽然身处在各种不同的环境,从事着各种不同的行业;
摩羯座女子力争上游的意念是不会改变的。
那是她们个性上最大的特点。   

在土星守护下的摩羯座女子,
个性上多少会有一些抑郁的倾向。
她们绝少有轻易吐露心事的习惯。
所以,如果你爱上她,你可得用心体贴她的感受。
大体上说来,她是不怎么乐观的。
你很难让一个摩羯座的女人相信“神话”和“奇迹”。
她不是不相信会有美好的未来。但是她肯定所有的未来必定要靠自己的努力去奋斗。

她的潜意识中
对自己有点缺乏信心,对环境没有安全感。
因此,摩羯座的女人很少全然信赖别人(尤其是男人),
她没有依赖心,而且非常实际。
因此有许多人说,
摩羯座女人的“现实”居十二个星座之冠。   

很少会有摩羯座女人有兴趣陪你玩爱情游戏。
那种不食人间烟火,只羡鸳鸯不羡仙的爱情故事是感动不了她们的。
摩羯座女子的爱情多数总要在一切有了保障的
况下产生。
我并不是说她一定要你家财万贯,位尊权高,
但是你起码得要有显而易见的光明前途。
只要她认定你们是有前途的,你放心,摩羯座女子有得是陪你一起奋斗的恒心与耐力。
所以,如果你想追求一个摩羯座女子,请千万不要做个游手好闲的懒惰虫,
否则你是绝无希望的。   (超准!!!)

摩羯座女子的固执一如她的实际一样有名。
想要改变她的观念,恐怕比豋天还难。
一旦她对你有了恶劣的印象,可望翻供的机会是微乎其微。
而对于她喜欢的朋友,她就会在可以接受的范围之内,尽量包容他们的缺点。   

多数的摩羯女子有着传统的家庭观念,对于自己的家人,有着相当程度的忠诚。
因此,能与他的家人相处和谐的男性,获得芳心的机会会大许多。
千万不要随便批评她的家人,她极有可能因此跟你翻脸。  
 
你最好不要轻易的跟一个摩羯座的女子开玩笑,尤其是略带一点人身攻击的玩笑。
她很可能当场就板下面孔,让你下不了台。
就如我先前说到的,
摩羯座女子在冷静的外表之下,内心受着多重的情绪(忧郁、悲观、压抑)折磨。
这样的女子,你当然无法要求她拥有十足的幽默感
她经常把每件事都看得太认真了。
于是,多数的摩羯座女性给人一种严肃而重视纪律的印象。   

或许在你看了这许多描述之后,
你会把所有摩羯座的女性都想成不苟言笑,毫无情趣的老古板。
这一点就不太正确了!
她们虽然多半都不是你敢轻易造次的女性,但也绝不是缺乏女性魅力的男人婆
尤其是当一个摩羯女子遇到了那个给她信心、给她安全感的男性之后,
她立刻就会变成一头温柔又热情的小母羊。
但是在她还没有找到理想人选之前,
多数摩羯座女子,
会努又做一个成功的职业女郎,为自己的事业前途奋斗。

她们脚踏实地的累积自己的财富、社会地位以及生存实力。
绝不浪费时间幻想白马王子的出现。
我在许多行业中都看过十分成功的摩羯女子。
她们对于工作压力的承受能力很少有人能比。
而且当她们立下目标的时候,便有不达目的誓不干休的决心和勇气。
她们的态度一点都不夸耀,但往往有一种你难以解释的威严。   

能够娶一个摩羯座女子回家,对男人来说实在是一件很有保障的事。
第一,你会有一个很整洁、很有“秩序”的家。(不准!!!!!!!)
无论她是个家庭主妇或是职业妇女,她都会把家庭做最妥善的安排。

第二,一旦她选择了你,她会勤劳不懈、吃苦耐劳的陪着你为理想前途而奋斗。
她不会随便耍脾气。摩羯座女人不会是一个丈夫加班,而她在家里闹情绪的女人
不过你也不要以为尊重传统的她,只要嫁给了你,就会认命的忍受你婚后所有的错。
她认清了你们不会再有光明的未来之后她肯定会毫不留恋的离你而去。   

摩羯座的女人几乎都有很有金钱观念,非常懂得预算。
她们的确是喜爱一切有“价值”的事物。
即使手上的钱有限,她们也不会去买一大堆廉价品回来。
她们会精挑细选的买一件合用、又有价值的品牌商品。
她或许会经常督促你要积极努力,但想想看,这对你绝对只有好处没有坏处。  

20100327

the arrangement is abit messy but juz have a look ahha

-wearing her shades- -i was sleeping!!!!-

-thomas, cy, kim, k-


-the stupid a-r-t guys, anyway, a seniman is like this haha-



- k n the a-r-t man-

-swimming suits-

-XD natural-


-sarung photo-shooting-



-looks so exhausted!-


-i <3>-zoooom, so pro-

-emo emo-
-this is the nicest pic of her of the day!- applauseee

-complain!!! my hair!!-





-tats all-

i THOUGHT..

i know i didnt update myself for about 1 week
n my frequent readers do feel weird right! haha
n here i am
to express myself

today is the last day for my sem break
haiz
time passes so fast
>___<
seriously, reluctant to go back
though i miss my col mates lot

Last friday i was home
i was longing for the next day to fly to my wonderland
unfortunately!!! he had fell sick
chronic one
we brought him to a doctor n i stayed a long night to look after him
it was a long n lonely night
he was sleeping soundly n i was looking at him
til i fell asleep

early in the morning, busy with the breakfast
u know, i was so heart-ache when he said ' i dun12 eat, no appetite'
this big eat monster--he wil never say he got no appetite
imagine how sick he was

the next day, his fever was recovered
i felt much relieved
n i went on my vacation
to the WONDERLAND *__*
hehe

it was a nice experience, truly
of'c we meant the photo-shooting
--wearing shirt. sarung.bikini. n photo underthe sea--
at night
--night walk with the team, jungle trekking, looking for blue sand n see turtle laying eggs, watching the millons starss--

it was a nice place
without any disturbance from outside world
-no tv, no radio, no wifi, no phone coverage!-
only if we 12 contact with outside world, only we find the place with merely one bar of coverage n we sent msg, isn't it awesome?! hehe

i was tan tan TAN! haha

n back to the real world
aikss!
i was so busy wtih my workss
assignmentss presentationss all come at once
anyway, someone accompanied me

we went for samantha's birthday
n it was the end of the day =)

finally he bought EOS 550D
non-stop snapping.. capturing around
hehe

i was so busy til no time for my yap xiao yan
so sorry for that
but i bought the thing that u CONFIRM love it =D
muz rmb me whenever u wear it o hehe
Happy Birthday in advance!
may all your dreams come true

n i came to realise that
what we thought, we cant really expect people to understand
what i thought is juz what i und
even ur love ones, lovers, bestie n family
also cant und u
kinda heart-broken
but de best thing is, at least i know myself the best
=)

have to go back to my hectic col life again
issshh
wil update til my presentations end

stay tunes n have a nice day!

20100325

唯独你是不可取替

曾听说有许多恋爱
没有结果却剩伤心者感慨
令我都刻意避开是我不敢相信真爱
但你不惜真心真意对待竟
令我再感到意外让我献出全部热爱 全面喝采
如果今天将失去 眼前的一切剩低清风两袖也不计
唯独你一个是不可给取替
是我生命里的一切 Wooh
如早知今生跟你 有幸可相爱
在当初应更努力为未来
其实我知道 是可一不可再
下半生准我留住你 一直相爱
谁似你这般欣赏我
谁也说不上你一般清楚
我问我可需要甚么
愿你终身交托给我让我一生好好把你照料
请让我体恤你需要为你献出全部热爱
从来没缺少如果今天将失去
眼前的一切剩低清风两袖也不计
唯独你一个是不可给取替是我生命里的一切 Wooh
如早知今生跟你
有幸可相爱在当初应更努力为未来
其实我知道 是可一不可再下半生
准我留住你 一直相爱
其实我知道 是可一不可再
下半生准我留住你 一直相爱

20100318

HIS birthday

His birthday was great great great for him haha
with all of us =D

17th March
It was my turn preceding anyone of his friendsss XD
We went to 1u n have a marvellous dinner @ Chilis
Yummy yummy
Bottomless fruit juiceeeee! unbelievable!
Haha
With me this tangki, chilis made loss for that day =D
It was a surprise for him that i would have a holiday on 18th!
such a coincidence right!?
We bought movie tickets for the next day
WOW! 22 ticketsss!

We headed to fetch pierre n waited for his gang
All are mo mo ssss
=.=
Past 12 am
only the cake appeared haha
It doesnt matter la
unless we celebrated with him
A vy funny question
ses:'then tmr i got no cake lo??!!'
hey king:'yala! what u demand for somemore o!!!?'

HAHA
actually they d booked a cake for him for the next day celebration
i knew it =P

However, things happened.. =(

18th March
Went to Neway for karaoke
haha! dress code of the day was RED but majority brought red accesorries instead of wearing a sharp red one
except for KUAN LONG and SHAUN
they were so matched! haha 140 =D
check out the pic @ ses's fb la
i'm lazy
HAIZ
a vy vy sad thing
i din get to sing Perfect Love with him
dunno which stupid la! called him when the song was being played halfway
=(
but overall, it was FUN!

Went to ketam steamboat
my 2nd home haha
Wow..around 30 people were there for this 20 years old MAN
( we cannot call him boy or he will boh song)
2 cakes were for him!
So hangfook la this MAN

As what we expected, he loves the $E$ so so much
haiz ( not me...)

Cam-whoring.......
done!

We went for movie Just another pandora's box
It was an okay
but bit messy between de chaptersss
Overall, it was enjoyable =)
cuz we were in gang

Happy 20th Birthday my man
U had a blast one with us as what you wished for
hehe
All the best for u n i love u <3

from your cai fei haha
p/s:not fei cai!!!!

not ok

i'mnotokaynowsupernotokay
dunnowhyndunnowat'swrongwithmyself
itriedsohardtofigureitoutbutifoundnoanswer
itriedtotellmyloveonewhenicouldn'tfallasleep
butwhathedidwasaskmetosleep
swtright?
maybewhati'mthinkingistrue
iknowwhatiamthinkingbutijustfindnosolutiontosolvemyproblem
it'stohardtobesolved
ifoundnoonetoentrusteverything
theonlythingicandoisjustreleasemystressesthroughblogging
toomanythingscameandcomeandcomingsoon
ineedashelter
butnotjustashoulderformetocry
sometimesineedtohidesometimesineedtocry
ashelteristhebest
haizithinknoonecanhelp
igottafindmyownway
whyithappenedandledtoallthese
uknowitmademefeelfan?
reallyvyfan
ithenfoundmytwobestfriendstotalkto
theyalsodunnowhat'swrongwithme
idunnola
fedupandgoodbyee

20100317

pls say i'M fine, tq

ridiculously
many people find me for consultation now if they have failed their love , especially girls
of'c i understand why
.............

bcuz i'm STRONG haha


A girl
have broken up recently
Why do u want to let a guy hurt u again n again?
Why do u still 12 find him as u know he was at the vy wrong side n he will not appreciate u anymore?
Why do u allow him to scold n criticise u when u din offense him at all?
Why? why? why?
bcuz u love him??
Do u know we love you as our good fren n we dun12 see u being hurt?
We're always there to protect u
yet u urself crash into the bad guy again n again?
What's so difficult not replying is msg or answering his calls??
Giv urself a cooling period to deal with the sadness!
What u need is just time..

Do u still love him?
since he treated u so so so bad??
Would u accept if this so so so bad guy want to retrieve de relationship?
can u accept the consequences if u two get back together?

NO!
i tel u, what u love is juz de sweet memories btw u two but no longer him!
keep the memories n reminisce it when u 12,
but not keep it by hurting urself being with the guy!

if u say u 12 be with him again,
no point talking to me
i hate advising this kind of ppl
Waste my time!

U shud know i'm so straight forward
n i hope u understand it's bcuz thats fren meant to be =)
smile again, we 12 see de happy lucy

Hey girls..
dun let guy pull our dignity down!
as our miss yam viven says WE'RE STRONG!
haha
really, we can be tough if we want to

hello, guys only ma, go pasar malam also can grab as many as u want haha

***********************************************************************
Another guy
i also dunno what's wrong?
he broke up long time ago i suppose
yet he still swinging there
blogging emoly..
see til our heart feeling sour too =(

Dunno whose fault it was
n Dun care whose fault it was
broke up d , mean it ended,
pls stop crying n carry on with your life

rmb what u wrote for me in your blog?
u motivated me lotttt! though i was very fine that time haha
so do it for yourself now!

Juz keep her in your heart
n strive for your future

Girls only ma, go mamak stall also can grab as many as u want la hahahahahaha!!

no point being so sad
seriously
we dun12 see u behaving in this way
we miss your laughterssss XD

Dun ever think of commiting suicide
if u do, pls tel me
i will tel your parents ( HAHAHAHAH)
cuz 38 la u!!! die for a guy/girl whom u love with perhaps juz 1 or 2 years?
where do u put your parents at?? your ass??

I hope both of u can wake up soon
n pls tell us that
i'M FINE TQ!!! ^^


Love is meant to make us happy
if your lover cant do so
mean he/she is not the right one
Love is meant to increase our happiness
if your lover cant do so
mean he/she is not the right one
Love is not hurting
Love is not crying
Love is not everything

20100314

It have left me

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
i have lost my necklace
the heart shape with blingy blingy
>_______< color="#ffcccc">love,pls appear again by yourself
plsssss....=(

n i lost my vy important thing
i muz turn my house upside down next fri to figure it out!
MUST!!!

friday
was so so so tired of the family vacation plan
i was in rush for franciska's celebration!
hehe
u c what we wore =D

we went our fav Johnny's steamboat
woohoo~!
love love love!
The tomyam
the banana split
my fav...
in cinema

franciska who gets straight A's

hehe besties ya





somehow, i love this pic!




yummy yummy!



























syuok





















we went for Alice in Wonderland
hmm...
it was running too slow de chapters
i hope it could be faster
or vy boring haha
not recommended****
i met lucy lucy sss tat day!
they r back
haha
yinming was de driver of the day
the youngest was assigned to drive
haha
pity her
=D
went to lucy chong's house
she is still de same
non-stop talking
blibla bli bla
i miss the moments we were in from 2
so relaxing
haha
lucy yam got no much chges
though they kept saying she gained weight
i feel she looks good in this
=)
the most astonishing is lucy teoh got bf!!
haha
congrats anyway
went to pavilion afterward
the ever 1st time i drive alone there
almost lost my way
luckily mo mo long helped me hhaa
I love we looking at each other deeply
though separated by a piece of glass
it was sweet
( not in the jail haha)
went matta fair
gain ntg!
i have to visit de 2nd time for september one
=)
i know u wil be with me hehe
hmng hmng!! ge hun!!
( a new word taught by sow eng seng)
Someone wanted to throw me into the pond !!
HELP!!!
i screamed so loud HAHA!!
After tomorrow, i will be free!
Holidayssss i love u =D

Oh ya
today is someone birthday
i miss her puddingss..
vy vy much :-(
anyway
it had past n she'll be my lovely one always hehe
Dear, happy white valentine's day
u owe me choc ! =D
i'll redeem it one day!


20100311

Colourssss

Today is colourss day! hehe
we did colouring during SPECIALIST MATH class haha
sound so funny right
but we really did!!

let's see...


The Best Colouring Award


CHLOE


mine..haha!!


Nik n miss lee!


A relaxing lesson =D

Today i was so so nervous when it was getting nearer n nearer to 11am
My hp vibrated..
oops it was a call
i was forced to reject de call
fran sent me a msg , she got straight A's!! congrats lot dearie hehe
Though not as good as what we expected, but at least yr add math got an A! yeah
thanks me =D wakaka
n finally we really get to see the end of rainbow hehe
let's countdown to our trip!!!

another phone call..
my baby baby ***E*
hehe
she cried..
sound so pathetic >__<
Nvm dear, it had past
SPM is the key to decide whetehr u have to pay fee anot haha
not the end of the world
so, move on...

Suddenly
i feel i was so lucky getting my kind of result
of'c i did put effort in it
but
depends luck sometimes
hehe

This year the A system had changed
A+ A A-
it's rarely to get straight A+'s
but the number of straight A's increases
i worry tat this wil affect de scholarship opportunity
Gambathe, everyone =)

Today was so cool
but my heart is cooler

need steamboat tmr to make it warm XD

I'll be back ho ho ho!

20100310

S.P.M XD

haha, this pic, edited by me =D
i found it in jo's blog n this was the only pic of mine on this so significant day
hehe
thanks jo! though i looked so weird in this haha

i rmb it was a thursday
it was 12th March
it was a working day

i requested to be away for taking result
arghh i was so so nervous
the feeling was undescribable *__*

kept on shivering n talking to myself outside the hall
''straight A's pls...''
''Or 10 A1's n 1 B for BC''
arghhh dun1...i prefer straightA's

eventually, i couldnt decide what i shud get also
hahahahahah! 38 right

i was shivering when i signed my graduation cert
omg! really shaking!

thanks god
my result was beyond my expectation
hehe
really,thanks
n thanks myself hehe

i rmb, i saw him on tat day
he was in a shirt
n he turned away
celakaaanyaa! >O<
anyway, it had past haha

in a blinking of eyes,
tmr is the turn for franciska n her batch getting results
i'm sure i'm guarantee i'm confirm!!!! they r worrying right now! haha

My dearie franciska sure cant fall sleep tonight
hehe
dear, dun worry,
i'm here with u always
i hope i can take it with u tmr,
juz like how u accompanied me last year =)
unfortunately, i got class ...T________T
but i'm sure u did well! especially for add math! haha
cuz i have taught u right b4 yr exam! =D
make sure u score it!!!

haiz...miss secondary school life
if i were given a chance, i want to go back to form 2
when fran n me were still little girls
carrying cutie bags n hanging all around!

when i was still the assistant of head prefect
always stayed in discipline room with lucy yam n doing records with computers

when i was so rich
nando's n neway every week

when i was so free
ate breakfast with fran every morningn we go to skul together!

hehe

SPM is a turning point of yr life,
get it n go on for your journey
No point for regrets
cuz u r the one who makes urself regret =)

Good luck everyone who wil be taking results after 12 hours haha
Bless u***

Franciska kim, i love u! love love love!! All the best ya!

n sorry fo not updating few days
i'm exhausted =(
cuz someone's bday is coming, so i muz get avthing done by that!
touched mou?
haha'

20100307

totally in love with him

I'm totally in love with him

cant miss any moment to see him
even if i want to go to toilet, i muz see him til i'm satisfied
even if i want to eat, i also muz bring my meal into de room

how can he be so heroic?
i feel he is
so cute
so handsome
so smart
so gorgeous
so observant

though he is
not caring enough
not loving enough

but he is so man

if i can have a long holiday,
i will see him every day n night!

but i cant accept the fact that my lover is there with me everday but i dun even know he is there =(
the story is so pathetic

ses, never do tat do me o hehe

=D

20100304

=(

I dunno what to say about myself
to be more specific, my result
I know it isn't vy bad but not as good as what i wished
=(
I must be more alert from now on!

Went Kimgary yesterday with MS..
didnt eat my dear big big bowl noodle for so so so long!
I miss it!! =D
feeling so hangfook eating big big bowl noodle with my milo ice XD

i was suffering from imsomnia yesterday night til late 2am
oopssssss
i feel so tired right now @___@
c my dark circles, they r growing from day to day ^O^
nvm la, they r my significant symptoms
U'll never see lcy without dark circles
or she is not lcy keke

I realise i truly hate one thing
when i mean to spend time with someone,
he/she tends to turn me down
n pls dun regret til i dun spare my time for u
i'm not showing myself superior
juz tat.. why dun appreciate when i'm still here!!!?
( haha not going to die)
ishhh...anyway, i'm going home tonight
woohoo~!

SAM Fiesta wil be held tonight
wow wow yeah~
dunnow why, happy spending time with my college mates
wonder why my housemates r not going
>__<
nvm juz have fun haha

u know u know
i knwo u dunno! hahahaha
i better tell b4 you curse me =D
McD started to distribute free breakfast vouchers til 19th march
it's FREEEEEEE!!!!!!!

let's grab it for our free breakfast =D

wong zi wah is going to have his dong duk xiu tmr night
=(
i cant make it
so sad la
wuwuwuw...
but nvm la, i know i'll have the chance b4 his retirement haha
de only artist tat i willing to PAY to watch live show is
i guess everyone knows

TWINS! hehe





they r going to open their concert lately!
in HK anyway haha
i know there r lot fanss longing for it
as well as me!
n i want to hightlight tat,
They r not sambung
they din even break up b4!

going to matta fair next week hehe
i'm longing

=D

20100303

给你 2


想念你的笑

想念你zara外套

想念quicksilver袜子

和你身上的味道

20100302

Lucy Lucy Club



Someone is coming back soon!
she was n she is still the secretary of lucy lucy club =D

In a blinking of eyes,
we knew each other for 6 years d

n our lucy lucy club
IS BACK

Dun be so touched of the name list my dear,
u shud know you are always occupying a certain spaces in my heart
as.................
u r a matter which have mass n occupy space =D
remember our form 1 science? =P













Longing for your return, lucy yam



it's Just a fEeLinG


feeling sad feeling upset feeling disappointed

20100301

K.M.D


Now only i realise that i din put kmd this year
=(

why no one putting kmd with me?!!

i have an abundance of wishes..
i want to make wishes

=(

i hope to put a kmd full of my wishes
but cny ended le >____<
why no one remind me!!?

i wish to get TER95 n above
i wish everyone happy n healthy
i wish my parents are in peace
i wish my sis's business up n up n up
i wish my bros will be obedient
i wish my family will be proud of me
i wish my bf loves me as long as i love him
i wish my trusted fren can really be faithful to me
i wish to be slim like last time
i wish to go taiwan the end of this year
i wish to go australia with blessings
i wish everyone'll remember me even if i leave for aus
i wish all my wishes come true


why din put kmd >_____________<