20100318

not ok

i'mnotokaynowsupernotokay
dunnowhyndunnowat'swrongwithmyself
itriedsohardtofigureitoutbutifoundnoanswer
itriedtotellmyloveonewhenicouldn'tfallasleep
butwhathedidwasaskmetosleep
swtright?
maybewhati'mthinkingistrue
iknowwhatiamthinkingbutijustfindnosolutiontosolvemyproblem
it'stohardtobesolved
ifoundnoonetoentrusteverything
theonlythingicandoisjustreleasemystressesthroughblogging
toomanythingscameandcomeandcomingsoon
ineedashelter
butnotjustashoulderformetocry
sometimesineedtohidesometimesineedtocry
ashelteristhebest
haizithinknoonecanhelp
igottafindmyownway
whyithappenedandledtoallthese
uknowitmademefeelfan?
reallyvyfan
ithenfoundmytwobestfriendstotalkto
theyalsodunnowhat'swrongwithme
idunnola
fedupandgoodbyee

1 comment:

Sevinni said...

even thou i dont know what is going on,but always do hope that the will be sunshine after the rain.All i know is i will always try to be there for you.to shed you from tears.LOve you always.