20100526

Fragile

Last year
i learnt how fragile a relationship could be
both love n friendship


One would choose to not entrust herself to anyone since that
I was one of them
but now, i think i have slowly walked out from the shadow

Since i broke up,
franciska n my college mates were there to comfort me
friends should show their concerns at this moments
vy tense moments
til i 'officially' annouced the news
sincere friends came to me
texted me
talked to me
hung out with me
told me tat 'u're tough, really'

It's de beauty of friendship

=)
i love u all, really

I tot i had lost my confidence towards guys since that
i told him, it isn't easy to be my bf
eveyone told him it's hard to be

Seriously,
i had no confidence to start any relationship

One can tel u how much he needs u,
when u say NO
he'll turn to another girl to show u he doesnt need u

I think he had slowly changed my mind
slowly..
at least, now i feel a relationship btw girls n guys is not tat fragile

i'm not scared
but i hope not to be apart from him
i love u..eng seng..

Broke up once is more than enough
twice is de final verdict

小傻瓜

其实每个女生都是一个小傻瓜


和她发短信时,回复一定要快,
让她觉得你放下手上的事情立刻回复她,
字数一定要比她的多,
这样她会觉得你很在乎她。


每天睡觉之前一定要给她一条道“晚安”的短信,
不管你有多晚,
因为她可能一直在等你,
只是她嘴上说不管。
即便是她已经昏昏睡去,
第二天一醒来也会立刻去查收信息。


看到她的未接电话要立刻打过去,
任何时候不要让她找不到你
因为这样她会一直很不安心。


你问她想不想你时,
如果她说不想,
你不要生气,
因为她的不想就是想。


千万要记得女生都是害羞的,
不要什么都让她主动。
也不要在她表现心疼、吃醋、关心你的时候不停地问,
只要偷偷地笑心里甜就够了,
也许她不想让你知道她无时无刻不在想对你好。


经常去她的空间逛逛,
即使什么也不留下,
但是她看到你来过的痕迹也会很开心,
也许有些心情就是为你而写。
顺便看看她的心情日志什么的,
还有她好友的留言,
多知道点她的小秘密挺好,
准备惊喜也容易点。


牵了手就不要轻易说分手,
吵架的时候也不要说
如果她赌气跑开,
只要一个用力的拥抱就能让她安静,
就能让她感觉到你的爱。
希望你能懂她离开时想要被挽留,
如果说出口 那只是乞求来的温柔


开始一段新的恋情的前提是放下前面的所有恋情,
你可以把她们给你的信物和美好记忆保留着,
但是请把这些用一个匣子藏在她永远不会发现的地方,
因为那些她不知道的事对于她是致命的伤害。
记住女生都是敏感的动物


如果一时冲动分了手,
请给彼此冷却的时间,
想清楚她就是你想要的人就勇敢地告诉她,
不管用什么手段,
死皮赖脸也好让她回到你身边就好。

如果真的爱她就不要放开她,
不要让她伤心,
不要让她流泪,
你明明知道她有多傻,
她会傻傻等你的,
你知道女生的青春有多么宝贵么!

如果你还心疼她绝不要在分手不到一个月就移情别恋,
这样等于在她伤口上撒盐。
请你交换角色想一想,
如果你女朋友和你分手第二天就在别的男人怀里开心地笑,
你的心会有多痛?

如果你有一个小傻瓜,
请你好好珍惜她好好爱她好吗?
也许你不知道你的一句关心,
你的一个微笑,
你的一个吻,
一个拥抱,
一个摸头发的动作
都是她的幸福,
其实她要的只是这么简单。

她不奢求太多的惊喜,
太多的浪漫,
有你就是她所有的幸福。

不要轻易放开她,
因为她是傻丫头,
她会在别人面前装的很强,
对每个人微笑,
然后半夜一个人躲在楼梯拐角处偷偷哭啼,
她会不停地听着和你有关的歌
默默关注着你,
默默的生病,
默默的流泪,
她会开始变的沉默,
变得开始唱悲伤的歌,
弹悲伤的曲子。

如果你真的有一个小傻瓜请记得你说的话好吗?

请你让她幸福,
给她幸福,
要自信的对她说:
“我会让你变成全世界最幸福的人。”

要傻得幸福哦

20100525

Surprise

Everyone likes surprises

n our day-dream girl - SiewKing was seriously surprised by all of us

RR , SK n i were back from Sunway to Summit,
i gave some excuses so that we get into summit XD
Once we got off from bus
A man gave SK a rose @ bus station
she was like 'HUH???'

Then we went into Summit
Restaurants servants who stood outside gave her a rose
She knew something is wrong hehehehehe

The funnitest was the cellphone stall man
he said 'MISS, I KNOW TODAY IS YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!'
n gave her a rose
what me n RR could do was HUH?HUH??! HUH?!
haha
actress =O

When we left SUmmit n we passed by the carpark,
the guard gave her a rose!
HAHA

then we walked back to Casa
i wanted to go in using shortcut
the guard asked us to use main gate =.=
he gave her a rose HAHA

then she tried to spoil plan
she didnt want to use the usual way to lift
thus, we walked to the P! car park
A box was placed there
n suddenly
a man ran out n scared us!!!!

Happy Birthday to SIew King
everyone came out with a cake n birthday aids haha
all de whistle n balloon
she was surprised n happy
i could see hehe
n then we went to 1st floor

The most romantic thing
de hut was decorated with all de heart shape papers
our wishes were written there
friends, teachers n college mates
she gotta read it one by one later haha

Then, everyone was thrown into pool
they caught me n wanted to throw me
i said I JUMP MYSELF
haha

A surprise for her, special one =)
Siew King, we love u hehe

I hardly got surprised as i can sense it in short time ( praising myself haha)
but the most memorable one..
was in Big big Cup mamak
i went for a drink with franciska
n then when i gonna get my car
a man ran out, shouted n hugged me!
hehe
ses..

hehe

Tmr is going home!
feel so excited
hehe
going for steamboat
yeah yeah

Yesterday i saw ppl acting in CF
they acted in front of me!
i dunno whther they r local or singaporean
they tot they r famous til i could recognise them
i juz looked at them haha
din even know who they are

Letters to Juliet in on screen today
it sounds nice!
too many movies to watch
but no time for all
=(
aiks...

I'll be back

P E R V E R T

Today i waited for bus alone at the bus stop


A car, i dunno what model it was
cuz i'm not good in recognising vehicles
very nice
it caught my eyes
the man seemed dunno how to parking
so i guided him abit
(actually i'm bad in parking too haha)
then i continued waiting for bus



Afetr 15 min
i saw he take his shirt off
then i looked at him
only i realised that he was masturbating!
i think he worried that i couldnt see his masturbation thus he took off his shirt

I know this kind of PERVERT purposely do that to see girls screaming n being afraid then only they feel satisfied
Thus, i did ntg..
juz slowly moved to another place which was more crowded
de only thing i worried was he would catch me
luckily,i'm safe to blog here now

=(

Beware of PERVERT

20100523

Happiness

I had happy days hehe

right after exam
i went home n cook spagetthi for him as what i promised him
but someone was so stuffy =( wuwuwuw

had a great night

The next day
woke up early in the morning n went to renew passport
yea going fo vacation soon hehe
yup yup, overseas =D
( nobody is asking also haha)
went home n slept til my sis woke me up
she wanted me to go shopping with her
aiyaya, just tagged me along la
actually i wanted to find him
but he was busy with his computer haha

went kota damansara with sis,
wOw! NICE CLOTHES!
but i bought ntg =P
juz playing in the fitting room n choosing clothes for her
hey, i'm a fashion designer =p
she trusts my taste, anyway hehe

headed to 1u afterwards
we went to padini
STOREWIDE 20%
i was attracted by few long sleeves
but it's not yet the time
wait =D

we went to bioxil
haha
i drank all de cheeriwell served on the table
sure 55 de
we knew its effectiveness

my stupid bf
came to bioxil booth n surprised me
he said he was about to reach tol =.=
eeeeeeeee!!!!!!
love u **

we went to buy cake for beewei
he chose based on instinct feeling haha
anyway the cake was nice

we celebrated in sushi zanmai
NICE!
unagi unagi!!!!!!!!
but i was so stuffed
hey king n kuan long went off to find lee chong wei
haha
we walked around n waited for beewei's gang

went to library afterwards
@the curve
wow..crowded=.=
i was so sleepy that time
really sleepy
after so long, only we get to chg seat to the couch area
a man, he was so daring to giv eme name card in front of my bf
=__=
of'c i couldnt do anything
i juz ran into ses's arms hehe
so nice eh his fragrance...

ordered beverage
de glass was SOOOOOOOOOOO big
he couldnt stand the BEAUTY of the glass
n we..................u know i know
haha

a night passed in a blinking of eyes
we went home n i jumped into my bed right after i stepped into my house
thanks god din make up
but all de pictures r ugly n pale

de next day
i slept for the whole
shud have watched two movies n eaten nando's
haiz
my fault lo
sleeeeeeeeeeeep
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

went for junhao's bday celebration
BBQ
nice nice hehe
taiwan sausage n bacon , niceee!

this was our 2nd BBQ
he served me, again haha

just get to sepnd a short night
we went to his house n settled about his computer stuff
n his english name is now confirmed - Enson
i helped in deciding de leh!!!!!!!
nice =)
Enson Sow Eng Seng, i miss u hehe

a simple night

the next day
went to KR run with fran
4.8 km
it seemed so long!
but we were satisfied hehe
had a nice run
yeah!

we went for BBQ plaza
stupid pyramid is officially opened at 11am =.=
she was so daring huh
din bring money
luckily, beewei was working in pyramid
she lend us hehe
thanks ya
bee wei n esther gave us testers
hey, rexona, really not bad
thanks =)

we went to sunway lagoon for FREE
wakaka!







lot things happened
it was fun!
very enjoyable
but tiring as well
n i felt so happy that he was the one who fetched me back to hostel
(n_n)
the feeling is different...
4 more days to go
for my sem break
Yea
i'm longing n it's coming

20100519

FREE

Yell: I'M FREE!!!!!!!!!

My Mid Term Exam has came to the end juz 2 minutes ago!

What i wanna do now is blog, go home n sleep!
Dun wanna care for anything
What i really need now is PEACE
jz hope to sleep til tmr n go n settle my stuff

My exam?
was really an OKAY!
5 subjects past juz in blinking of eyes
YEAH!

ESL: it was opened book =D

Spec math: not as hard as what i imagined

Econ: my hands were pain pain pain!!! but i knew how to do

Math: i did a careless mistake but it didn't matter =D

Accountings: HAHA! theory didnt kill me much this time, i still managed to survive XD


I went for a movie yest, i kena marah from housemates afterwards
hehe they were juz concern bout me
cuz exam not yet end
i love them eh =D

Kidnapper, wow, what a nice movie!
1st time
i watched til cried..
Vy touching n scary as well!!!!

Scary as in it is vy brutal n violent

Touching as in love is great

I couldn't imagine if a parent is willing to sell his organs in order to get ransom for his son
If i were the victim, i would rather die..

This greatness can only be seen in our parents, our family
no one else
as no one can love u as much as your family do
hehe

Father And Mother, I Love You!
hehe


Finally can go home today
yeah yeah yeah!!

I'm free!
I can do anything now!!!!!!!!

你以为

人生有多少个十年?

我已经快步入第二个了, 那你呢?

你以为你做了很伟大的事 其实你没有

你以为你凡事都尽力了 其实你还有所保留

你以为你都豁出去了 其实你才踏出那么一小步

你以为你轰轰烈烈过了 其实你不知道那是什么

你以为你失去了 其实你没得争取过

你以为你拥有了 其实你没得到过

你以为你对了 其实你没觉悟过

你以为你有注意每个每个小细节 其实你没正视过,才没忽略到

你以为你成熟了 其实还不够

你以为你做了最傻的傻事 其实还有人更傻

你以为你忘记不了 其实你逼自己忘记 所以你记得

你以为你可以的 其实你高估了自己

你以为你不想的 其实你狠想

以为 以为

你以为你是谁

那么多事情可以以为

那你认为 我们还有多少时间可以浪费?

20100518

to the END

I just had my 1st paper today
spec math
wow, we din know that there are so MANY ppl of private student taking spec math
when i say MANY, i mean it
over hundredss??
it occupied the WHOLE exam hall
which i've never seen b4

i'm so glad that the toughest subject came 1st ;-)
I did it but i always come out with carelesss mistakesssss
u know me well right?
my famous trait- careless =_____=

Anyway, the end of this paper d made me feel like the end of the exam XD
haiz, i have no mood to continue studying econ, seriously
let's stop here n start blogging!

Today spec math, was pretty hard
i dunno why ppl afford to be late for 30 minutes for exam!??
30 minutess!!!!!!
i bet he got no time to finish de paper
i'm sure!

i have super sufficient rest during exam period
i sleep for more than 8 hours every day
BUT
everyone says my eye bags r getting bigger n bigger!! >_____<
i myself think so too!!!
i dunno la
i might frighten my family n dearies when i go back haha
2 more days to go
yeah yeah
long time no c le, i miss u all ^__^

n my beloved sis
she is going to treat me steamboat right after i'm home
she knows what i want =D
My bf huh.... he'll bring me for moviess!!! n marvellous mealss!
as what he had promised XD

i stay back in col lately
as i got no mood to study in hostel
bcuz there is a bed
n my the sims

Lately, i play The Sims again
resuming the previous one
a family which consists of me n him =P
who is he??

i'm bored.......
n i watched a stupid video clip about a stupid girl who upsets her mum so much
Haiz....
really
gonna kick her!

20100517

A Sound of Thunder - end-

"Get up!" cried Travis.

Eckels got up.

"Go out on that Path alone," said Travis.
He had his rifle pointed,
"You're not coming back in the Machine. We're leaving you here!"

Lesperance seized Travis's arm. "Wait-"

"Stay out of this!" Travis shook his hand away.
"This fool nearly killed us.
But it isn't that so much, no.
It's his shoes!
Look at them!
He ran off the Path.
That ruins us!
We'll forfeit!
Thousands of dollars of insurance!
We guarantee no one leaves the Path.
He left it.
Oh, the fool!
I'll have to report to the government.
They might revoke our license to travel.
Who knows what he's done to Time, to History!"

"Take it easy, all he did was kick up some dirt."

"How do we know?" cried Travis. "
We don't know anything! It's all a mystery! Get out of here, Eckels!"

Eckels fumbled his shirt.
"I'll pay anything. A hundred thousand dollars!"

Travis glared at Eckels' checkbook and spat.
"Go out there. The Monster's next to the Path.
Stick your arms up to your elbows in his mouth.
Then you can come back with us."

"That's unreasonable!"

"The Monster's dead, you idiot.
The bullets!
The bullets can't be left behind.
They don't belong in the Past; they might change anything.
Here's my knife. Dig them out!"


He returned, shuddering, five minutes later,
his arms soaked and red to the elbows.
He held out his hands.
Each held a number of steel bullets.
Then he fell. He lay where he fell, not moving.

"You didn't have to make him do that," said Lesperance.

"Didn't I? It's too early to tell." Travis nudged the still body.
"He'll live.
Next time he won't go hunting game like this.
Okay." He jerked his thumb wearily at Lesperance.
"Switch on. Let's go home."

1492. 1776. 1812.

They cleaned their hands and faces.
They changed their caking shirts and pants.
Eckels was up and around again, not speaking.
Travis glared at him for a full ten minutes.

"Don't look at me,"
cried Eckels. "I haven't done anything."

"Who can tell?"

"Just ran off the Path, that's all, a little mud on my shoes-what do you want me to do-get down and pray?"

"We might need it. I'm warning you, Eckels, I might kill you yet. I've got my gun ready."

"I'm innocent. I've done nothing!"

1999.2000.2055.

The Machine stopped.

"Get out," said Travis.

The room was there as they had left it.
But not the same as they had left it.
The same man sat behind the same desk.
But the same man did not quite sit behind the same desk.
Travis looked around swiftly. "Everything okay here?" he snapped.

"Fine. Welcome home!"

Travis did not relax.
He seemed to be looking through the one high window.

"Okay, Eckels, get out. Don't ever come back." Eckels could not move.

"You heard me," said Travis. "What're you staring at?"

Eckels stood smelling of the air,

But the immediate thing was the sign painted on the office wall, the same sign he had read earlier today on first entering. Somehow, the sign had changed:

TYME SEFARI INC.
SEFARIS TU ANY YEER EN THE PAST.
YU NAIM THE ANIMALL.
WEE TAEK YU THAIR.
YU SHOOT ITT.

Eckels felt himself fall into a chair.
He fumbled crazily at the thick slime on his boots.
He held up a clod of dirt, trembling, "No, it can't be. Not a little thing like that. No!"

Embedded in the mud, glistening green and gold and black, was a butterfly, very beautiful and very dead.

"Not a little thing like that! Not a butterfly!" cried Eckels.

It fell to the floor, an exquisite thing, a small thing that could upset balances and knock down a line of small dominoes and then big dominoes and then gigantic dominoes, all down the years across Time. Eckels' mind whirled. It couldn't change things. Killing one butterfly couldn't be that important! Could it?

His face was cold. His mouth trembled, asking: "Who - who won the presidential election yesterday?"

The man behind the desk laughed. "You joking? You know very well. Deutscher, of course! Who else? Not that fool weakling Keith. We got an iron man now, a man with guts!" The official stopped. "What's wrong?"

Eckels moaned. He dropped to his knees. He scrabbled at the golden butterfly with shaking fingers.
"Can't we," he pleaded to the world, to himself, to the officials, to the Machine, "
can't we take it back, can't we make it alive again?
Can't we start over?
Can't we-"

He did not move. Eyes shut, he waited, shivering. He heard Travis breathe loud in the room; he heard Travis shift his rifle, click the safety catch, and raise the weapon.

There was a sound of thunder.

Liars

Dunno why, ppl tend to lie
High tendancy summore

They lie for stupid reasons n give even 'stupider' excuses afterwards

They lie for themselves but they always defend n say they lie for your own good

They lie for nothing but they think there will be thingSsss if they don't lie

They lie for lies..

There r LIARS around u

-Beware of LIARS-

20100516

♥ this song

Tis song catch my attention whenever it is being played by FM

whenever i in de car, i'll listen to it

n the stupid DJ 'll never say who is the singer n the name of the song

i love this song

sweet n real

finally i got it..

n here to share with u =)

三个字 凌加峻
你日日笑得这麽灿烂 我怎舍得你喊

做小丑我都愿意 爲了搏红顔一笑


从来没有这麽想一件事

原来有这麽一件事

才值得我们留恋 今天为你死都可以


*从前有那三个字 天天讲你知 

虽然没新意但有意思 

我储埋储埋这麽多诗句 

我只想你可以跟我一起笑 

从前那三个字 人人都钟意 

好不可思议 但是又有几个人真正明白 

那意思我只知道我只想你快乐*


趁住人多多讲讲心里话 

咁先至值回票价从此得你知我 

任何事都不会怕从来没有 

这麽想一件事原来有这麽一件事 才

值得我们留恋 今天真的为你死都可以


Repeat*


就算今天不再闯过昨日 

我怎麽讲都无谓

就算今天不再闯过昨日 

我愿意等下往再等下往 再等下往


从前有那三个字天天讲你知 

虽然没新意但有意思 我储埋储埋这麽多诗句 

我只想你可以跟我一起笑

从前那三个字 人人都钟意好不可思议 

但是又有几个人真正明白那意思

我只知道 我只想你快乐 我只想你快乐

**Ses, 那三个字 天天讲你知 虽然没新意但有意思**

简单不简单

考试
明天就开始了
可是不是我的科目
大家加油

在别人眼中
考试对我们而言
两个字 简单

说得倒很简单
我们承受的压力 一点也不简单

我觉得考试没有所谓的 简不简单 难不难
只要我觉得简单 它就不会难 (LCY 2010)
哈哈
Quote自己

这是我第二次留在宿舍 没回家
十天耶
真不简单! 哈哈

这里的读书环境 超恐怖
不话你知, 等你心思思
嘻嘻

我读了 我该读的

虽然满脑子都是期待着假期
可是 我知道 我的本份
=)

还有四天
四天!
就考完了
其实 很快的

那天 我要回家 做我该做的事

星期五 朋友生日 希望可以见到sevinni

星期六 我们的日子 嘻嘻

星期日 和franciska 的日子

嘻嘻

虽然接下来的那天 只是我在考试 他们都没有
没关系
一天而已嘛

学院竟然有庆祝教师节诶!

之后 假期就开始了

有史以来 我最充实的假期

=D

拭目以待!

Out of the mist, one hundred yards away, came Tyrannosaurus Rex.

"It," whispered Eckels. "It......

"Sh!"

It came on great oiled, resilient, striding legs.

"Why, why," Eckels twitched his mouth.

"It could reach up and grab the moon."

"Sh!" Travis jerked angrily. "He hasn't seen us yet."

"It can't be killed,"

Eckels pronounced this verdict quietly,

as if there could be no argument.

He had weighed the evidence and this was his considered opinion.

The rifle in his hands seemed a cap gun.

"We were fools to come. This is impossible."

"Shut up!" hissed Travis.

"Nightmare."

"Turn around," commanded Travis.

"Walk quietly to the Machine. We'll remit half your fee."

"I didn't realize it would be this big," said Eckels.

"I miscalculated, that's all. And now I want out."

"It sees us!"

"There's the red paint on its chest!"

The Tyrant Lizard raised itself.

"Get me out of here," said Eckels.

"It was never like this before. I was always sure I'd come through alive.

I had good guides, good safaris, and safety.

This time, I figured wrong.

I've met my match and admit it.

This is too much for me to get hold of."

"Don't run," said Lesperance.

"Turn around. Hide in the Machine."

"Yes." Eckels seemed to be numb.

He looked at his feet as if trying to make them move.

He gave a grunt of helplessness.

"Eckels!"

He took a few steps, blinking, shuffling.

"Not that way!"

The Monster, at the first motion, lunged forward with a terrible scream. It covered one hundred yards in six seconds. The rifles jerked up and blazed fire. A windstorm from the beast's mouth engulfed them in the stench of slime and old blood. The Monster roared, teeth glittering with sun.

Like a stone idol, like a mountain avalanche, Tyrannosaurus fell.

Thundering, it clutched trees, pulled them with it.

It wrenched and tore the metal Path.

The men flung themselves back and away.

The body hit, ten tons of cold flesh and stone.

The guns fired.

The Monster lashed its armored tail,

twitched its snake jaws, and lay still.

A fount of blood spurted from its throat.

Somewhere inside, a sac of fluids burst.

Sickening gushes drenched the hunters.

They stood, red and glistening.

The thunder faded.

The jungle was silent.

After the avalanche, a green peace.

After the nightmare, morning.

Billings and Kramer sat on the pathway and threw up. Travis and Lesperance stood with smoking rifles, cursing steadily. In the Time Machine, on his face, Eckels lay shivering. He had found his way back to the Path, climbed into the Machine.

Travis came walking, glanced at Eckels, took cotton gauze from a metal box, and returned to the others, who were sitting on the Path.

"Clean up."

They wiped the blood from their helmets.

They began to curse too.

The Monster lay, a hill of solid flesh.

Within, you could hear the sighs and murmurs as the furthest chambers of it died,

the organs malfunctioning,

liquids running a final instant from pocket to sac to spleen,

everything shutting off, closing up forever.

It was like standing by a wrecked locomotive or a steam shovel at quitting time,

all valves being released or levered tight.

Bones cracked;

the tonnage of its own flesh,

off balance, dead weight, snapped the delicate forearms, caught underneath.

The meat settled, quivering.

Another cracking sound. Overhead, a gigantic tree branch broke from its heavy mooring, fell. It crashed upon the dead beast with finality.

"There." Lesperance checked his watch.

"Right on time. That's the giant tree that was scheduled to fall and kill this animal originally."

He glanced at the two hunters.

"You want the trophy picture?"

"What?"

"We can't take a trophy back to the Future. The body has to stay right here where it would have died originally, so the insects, birds, and bacteria can get at it, as they were intended to. Everything in balance. The body stays. But we can take a picture of you standing near it."

The two men tried to think, but gave up, shaking their heads.

They let themselves be led along the metal Path.

They sank wearily into the Machine cushions.

They gazed back at the ruined Monster,

the stagnating mound, where already strange reptilian birds and golden insects were busy at the steaming armor.

A sound on the floor of the Time Machine stiffened them.

Eckels sat there, shivering.

"I'm sorry," he said at last.

20100513

What a small world?!

Oh my god..
what a small world

when i was in primary skul
i wasn't surprised by the fact that most of my friends' siblings are my sis's fren
as there is an abundance of Dragons'1988

n when i was in secondary skul
i wasn't suprised by the fact that ses is my mum's friend's son

n when i'm in college
i'm also not too surprised by the fact that my bros are my friends' siblings' friend

BUT!
facebook suprised me lot!!!!

His ex is a friend of my primary skul fren who sat juz right behind me for 3 years
She is also a vy good friend to my primary skul fren
She is also a pet sis for my primary skul fren who was next to my class
what more suprising is!!! she is my cousin's friend!!!

He was someone who always sent me home when i was in form 1
n i found out that he was actually a primary skul classmate of my cousin!

She was my sis's ex's sis
she is also a friend of my 2 cousins!

She was one of my bf's admirer
n she is my sis's ex's sis's friend who clubs together!!

She is my college mate
classmate
n she was same primary skul with me n we were merely next class!


She is my bf's sis-in-law
But she found out that her friends are my cousins!!
cousin sis n bro as well!!!

so scary
so scary

i met my primary skul fren in tertiary skul
my secondary skul fren met my primary skul fren in tertiary skul
n i going to meet my secondary skul fren in uni soon!

so coincident

n i met my classmate in hk last time
in exactly de same bus!

everyone is linked =.=

luckily, i have a fren who totally has no mutual friend with me =D
( i hope so )

A Sound of Thunder 2

"Why?" asked Eckels.

They sat in the ancient wilderness.
Far birds' cries blew on a wind, and the smell of tar
and an old salt sea, moist grasses, and flowers the color of blood.

"We don't want to change the Future.
We don't belong here in the Past.
The government doesn't like us here.
We have to pay big graft to keep our franchise.
A Time Machine is finicky business.
Not knowing it,
we might kill an important animal, a small bird, a roach, a flower even,
thus destroying an important link in a growing species."

"That's not clear," said Eckels.

"All right," Travis continued, "say
we accidentally kill one mouse here.
That means all the future families of this one particular mouse are destroyed, right?"

"Right"

"And all the families of the families of the families of that one mouse!
With a stamp of your foot,
you annihilate first one, then a dozen, then a thousand, a million, a billion possible mice!"

"So they're dead," said Eckels.

"So what?"


"So what?" Travis snorted quietly.
"Well, what about the foxes that'll need those mice to survive?
For want of ten mice, a fox dies.
For want of ten foxes a lion starves.
For want of a lion,
all manner of insects, vultures, infinite billions of life forms are thrown into chaos and destruction.
Eventually it all boils down to this:
fifty-nine million years later,
a caveman,
one of a dozen on the entire world,
goes hunting wild boar or saber-toothed tiger for food.
But you, friend, have stepped on all the tigers in that region.
By stepping on one single mouse.
So the caveman starves.
And the caveman,
please note, is not just any expendable man, no!
He is an entire future nation.
From his loins would have sprung ten sons.
From their loins one hundred sons, and thus onward to a civilization.
Destroy this one man,
and you destroy a race, a people, an entire history of life.
It is comparable to slaying some of Adam's grandchildren.
The stomp of your foot, on one mouse,
could start an earthquake,
the effects of which could shake our earth and destinies down through Time,
to their very foundations.
With the death of that one caveman,
a billion others yet unborn are throttled in the womb.
Perhaps Rome never rises on its seven hills.
Perhaps Europe is forever a dark forest,
and only Asia waxes healthy and teeming.
Step on a mouse and you crush the Pyramids.
Step on a mouse and you leave your print, like a Grand Canyon, across Eternity.
Queen Elizabeth might never be born,
Washington might not cross the Delaware,
there might never be a United States at all.
So be careful. Stay on the Path. Never step off!"

"I see," said Eckels.
"Then it wouldn't pay for us even to touch the grass?"

"Correct. Crushing certain plants could add up infinitesimally.
A little error here would multiply in sixty million years, all out of proportion.
Of course maybe our theory is wrong.
Maybe Time can't be changed by us.
Or maybe it can be changed only in little subtle ways.
A dead mouse here makes an insect imbalance there,
a population disproportion later, a bad harvest further on,
a depression, mass starvation,
and finally, a change in social temperament in far-flung countries.
Something much more subtle, like that.
Perhaps only a soft breath, a whisper, a hair, pollen on the air,
such a slight, slight change that unless you looked close you wouldn't see it.
Who knows?
Who really can say he knows?
We don't know.
We're guessing.
But until we do know for certain whether our messing around in Time can make a big roar or a little rustle in history,
we're being careful.
This Machine, this Path, your clothing and bodies, were sterilized,
as you know, before the journey.
We wear these oxygen helmets so we can't introduce our bacteria into an ancient atmosphere."

"How do we know which animals to shoot?"

"They're marked with red paint," said Travis.
"Today, before our journey, we sent Lesperance here back with the Machine.
He came to this particular era and followed certain animals."

"Studying them?"

"Right," said Lesperance.
"I track them through their entire existence,
noting which of them lives longest.
Very few.
How many times they mate.
Not often.
Life's short,
When I find one that's going to die when a tree falls on him,
or one that drowns in a tar pit,
I note the exact hour, minute, and second.
I shoot a paint bomb.
It leaves a red patch on his side.
We can't miss it.
Then I correlate our arrival in the Past
so that we meet the Monster not more than two minutes before he would have died anyway.
This way,
we kill only animals with no future,
that are never going to mate again.
You see how careful we are?"

"But if you come back this morning in Time," said Eckels eagerly,
you must've bumped into us, our Safari!
How did it turn out?
Was it successful?
Did all of us get through-alive?"

Travis and Lesperance gave each other a look.

"That'd be a paradox," said the latter.
"Time doesn't permit that sort of mess-a man meeting himself.
When such occasions threaten,
Time steps aside.
Like an airplane hitting an air pocket.
You felt the Machine jump just before we stopped?
That was us passing ourselves on the way back to the Future.
We saw nothing.
There's no way of telling if this expedition was a success,
if we got our monster,
or whether all of us - meaning you, Mr. Eckels - got out alive."

Eckels smiled palely.

"Cut that," said Travis sharply.
"Everyone on his feet!"

They were ready to leave the Machine.

The jungle was high and the jungle was broad
and the jungle was the entire world forever and forever.
Sounds like music and sounds like flying tents filled the sky,
and those were pterodactyls soaring
with cavernous gray wings, gigantic bats of delirium and night fever.

Eckels, balanced on the narrow Path, aimed his rifle playfully.

"Stop that!" said Travis.
"Don't even aim for fun, blast you!
If your guns should go off - - "

Eckels flushed.
"Where's our Tyrannosaurus?"

Lesperance checked his wristwatch.
"Up ahead,
We'll bisect his trail in sixty seconds.
Look for the red paint!
Don't shoot till we give the word.
Stay on the Path. Stay on the Path!"

They moved forward in the wind of morning.

"Strange," murmured Eckels.
"Up ahead, sixty million years, Election Day over.
Keith made President.
Everyone celebrating.
And here we are, a million years lost, and they don't exist.
The things we worried about for months, a lifetime, not even born or thought of yet."

"Safety catches off, everyone!" ordered Travis.
"You, first shot, Eckels. Second, Billings, Third, Kramer."

"I've hunted tiger, wild boar, buffalo, elephant,
but now, this is it," said Eckels. "
I'm shaking like a kid."

"Ah," said Travis.

Everyone stopped.

Travis raised his hand.
"Ahead," he whispered.
"In the mist.
There he is.
There's His Royal Majesty now."

The jungle was wide and full of twitterings, rustlings, murmurs, and sighs.
Suddenly it all ceased, as if someone had shut a door.

Silence.

A sound of thunder.

20100512

Just My Luck



The 1st n ever competition we participated together =D
Could get prize summore
hehe
not bad
limited collection by Canon eh!!!!
Quite lucky hehe
din waste my effort
i feel satisfied =)

N i managed to get the last Mexican Choc Bun in cafe today!!
so lucky!! haha

Someone said he likes this pic
i like too!

JUST MY LUCK- my fav movie hehe

A Sound of Thunder

Liew Choi Ying hates reading story without any illustration.
This short story indeed draws her interest.
She doesn't know how many times her has read this story..
again n again..
n now let's share this story
by Rad Bradbury

The sign on the wall seemed to quaver under a film of sliding warm water.

Eckels felt his eyelids blink over his stare, and the sign burned in this momentary darkness:

TIME SAFARI, INC.
SAFARIS TO ANY YEAR IN THE PAST.
YOU NAME THE ANIMAL.
WE TAKE YOU THERE.
YOU SHOOT IT.

Warm phlegm gathered in Eckels' throat;
he swallowed and pushed it down.
The muscles around his mouth formed a smile
as he put his hand slowly out upon the air,
and in that hand waved a check for ten thousand dollars to the man behind the desk.

"Does this safari guarantee I come back alive?"

"We guarantee nothing," said the official, "except the dinosaurs."

He turned.
"This is Mr. Travis, your Safari Guide in the Past. He'll tell you what and where to shoot.
If he says no shooting, no shooting.
If you disobey instructions, there's a stiff penalty of another ten thousand dollars,
plus possible government action, on your return."

Eckels glanced across the vast office at a mass and tangle,
a snaking and humming of wires and steel boxes,
at an aurora that flickered now orange, now silver, now blue.
There was a sound like a gigantic bonfire burning all of Time,
all the years and all the parchment calendars,
all the hours piled high and set aflame.

A touch of the hand and this burning would,
on the instant, beautifully reverse itself.
Eckels remembered the wording in the advertisements to the letter.

Out of chars and ashes,
out of dust and coals,
like golden salamanders,
the old years, the green years, might leap;
roses sweeten the air,
white hair turn Irish-black,
wrinkles vanish;
all, everything fly back to seed,
flee death, r
ush down to their beginnings,
suns rise in western skies and set in glorious easts,
moons eat themselves opposite to the custom,
all and everything cupping one in another like Chinese boxes, rabbits into hats,
all and everything returning to the fresh death,
the seed death, the green death, to the time before the beginning.
A touch of a hand might do it, the merest touch of a hand.

"Unbelievable." Eckels breathed,
the light of the Machine on his thin face.

"A real Time Machine." He shook his head.
"Makes you think,
If the election had gone badly yesterday,
I might be here now running away from the results. T
hank God Keith won.
He'll make a fine President of the United States."

"Yes," said the man behind the desk.
"We're lucky.
If Deutscher had gotten in,
we'd have the worst kind of dictatorship.
There's an anti everything man for you,
a militarist, anti-Christ, anti-human, anti-intellectual.
People called us up, you know,
joking but not joking.
Said if Deutscher became President
they wanted to go live in 1492.
Of course it's not our business to conduct Escapes,
but to form Safaris. Anyway, Keith's President now.
All you got to worry about is-"

"Shooting my dinosaur," Eckels finished it for him.

"A Tyrannosaurus Rex.
The Tyrant Lizard,
the most incredible monster in history.
Sign this release.
Anything happens to you, we're not responsible.
Those dinosaurs are hungry."

Eckels flushed angrily. "Trying to scare me!"

"Frankly, yes.
We don't want anyone going who'll panic at the first shot.
Six Safari leaders were killed last year, and a dozen hunters.
We're here to give you the severest thrill a real hunter ever asked for. T
raveling you back sixty million years to bag the biggest game in all of Time.
Your personal check's still there. Tear it up."

Mr. Eckels looked at the check. His fingers twitched.
"Good luck," said the man behind the desk.
"Mr. Travis, he's all yours."

They moved silently across the room,
taking their guns with them,
toward the Machine,
toward the silver metal and the roaring light.

First a day and then a night and then a day and then a night,
then it was day-night-day-night.
A week, a month, a year, a decade!
A.D. 2055. A.D. 2019. 1999! 1957! Gone!
The Machine roared.

They put on their oxygen helmets and tested the intercoms.

Eckels swayed on the padded seat,
his face pale, his jaw stiff.
He felt the trembling in his arms
and he looked down and found his hands tight on the new rifle. T
here were four other men in the Machine.
Travis, the Safari Leader, his assistant, Lesperance, and two other hunters, Billings and Kramer.

They sat looking at each other, and the years blazed around them.
"Can these guns get a dinosaur cold?"
Eckels felt his mouth saying.

"If you hit them right," said Travis on the helmet radio.
"Some dinosaurs have two brains,
one in the head,
another far down the spinal column.
We stay away from those.
That's stretching luck.
Put your first two shots into the eyes
, if you can, blind them, and go back into the brain."

The Machine howled.
Time was a film run backward.
Suns fled and ten million moons fled after them.

"Think," said Eckels.
"Every hunter that ever lived would envy us today. This makes Africa seem like Illinois."

The Machine slowed; its scream fell to a murmur.
The Machine stopped.
The sun stopped in the sky.
The fog that had enveloped the Machine blew away and they were in an old time,
a very old time indeed,
three hunters and two Safari Heads with their blue metal guns across their knees.

"Christ isn't born yet," said Travis,
"Moses has not gone to the mountains to talk with God. T
he Pyramids are still in the earth,
waiting to be cut out and put up.
Remember that.
Alexander, Caesar, Napoleon, Hitler-none of them exists."
The man nodded.

"That" - Mr. Travis pointed -
"is the jungle of sixty million two thousand and fifty-five years before President Keith."

He indicated a metal path
that struck off into green wilderness, over streaming swamp, among giant ferns and palms.

"And that," he said, "
is the Path, laid by Time Safari for your use,
It floats six inches above the earth.

Doesn't touch so much as one grass blade, flower, or tree.
It's an anti-gravity metal.
Its purpose is to keep you from touching this world of the past in any way.
Stay on the Path. Don't go off it. I repeat. Don't go off.
For any reason!
If you fall off, there's a penalty. And don't shoot any animal we don't okay."

20100511

Envyyy

Actually,
dunno why ppl always say that i envy nothing, worry bout nothing
dunno.

Envy ppl having easy n simple study life
without pressure from..
actually i dunhav pressure from sponsor
but myself
i wonder how ppl study without pressure?
=(

Envy ppl working but not studying
what for we studying actually?
we'll end up working also right..

Envy ppl go on trip sweetly
while i cant spare time to go on vacation with my loved ones
take plenty of photos


20100509

满满

太阳 也许会想休息

放纵了乌云会挡住你

回到我 怀里的北极星

但你不用着急 我会找到你

喔 ~~我绝不会让你 一个人孤单旅行

天空 难免会飘起雨

淋湿你背影为你努力

我坚定 挂上彩虹的心彩绘所有担心

期待和你贴近(你和我更贴近)

不怕你的眼神 会落在哪座国境

有时不安 满满

因为爱情 满满

不用害怕会明白 这坦白的未来

失去更勇敢 酝酿最醇的爱

喔 ~~我知道我为谁 存在

有时感动 满满

因为爱你 满满

你懂得让我释怀

并肩一起看海

再多的失望 比不上这对白

喔 ~~我的生命因为你 满满

时间 会犹豫会呼吸

会为我们停会随心跳 倒转到

任何怀念场景要一直相信你

要一直依赖你(要一直抱着你)

向全世界放映 关于我们的电影

有时不安 满满

因为爱情 满满

不用害怕会明白 这坦白的未来

失去更勇敢 酝酿最醇的爱

喔 ~~我知道我为谁 存在

有时感动 满满

因为爱你 满满

你懂得让我释怀 并肩一起看海

再多的失望 比不上这对白

喔 ~~我的生命因为你 满满

有时不安 满满

因为爱情 满满不用害怕会明白 这坦白的未来

失去更勇敢 酝酿最醇的爱

我知道我为谁 存在

喔~~~ 耶~~~

我的生命因为你 满满

May May Mothers' day

Haiz..it's May now..
Time elapses..

7th May
Our Ms Jen's birthday
we gave her a surprise when she was about to open gate for eunice..
we were all outside!
hehe
holding the cake weighted 2 kg
my hands were shaking
haha

She was so happy
we can see =)
de cake was so nice eh..
i said de la, secret recipe doesnt mean it is nice..
baker's cottage is nicer! haha

The next day
her wives gave her a surprise in class by putting her a video clip
it was a great success as the backgraound mucis was so touching *__*
she cried!!
Jen was crying!
i successfully recorded it =D

After skul
1pm sharp
i couldnt wait for techer to dismiss us
i rushed out to the gate
once i reached home
i grabbed my towel n took a quick bath
i packed everything n i dressed up nicely
i think...hmm..he shud like it =D
cuz i rarely wear skirt =)
he fetched me n we went back to his house n wait for him to take bath
i fell sleep in the living room
which his mum was there too
haha

it was a nice date!!
we shud have went swimming n enjoyed our ouple world
jeff n james wanted to come along
he would never say No
haha
ok, they came
arhgggggg
i was so shy to wear bikini in front of them though they r gays..
>________<
anyway, pavilion wont allow us to wear a t shirt
so...
sei zao sei la!! =<

they were playing with the jacuzzci
enjoying their own sweet time
me n him went swimming
hehe
it was so seet when he hugged me in his arms n turn me round n round in the swimming pool
yea, there were only we two hehe
in the spacious simming pool
i hopped the time woukld stop at that moent
it was so warm in his arms ^__^
we went for sauna afterwards
haha
my skin became so smooth ( i wasnt de one who said it =P )
cuz i put on mask while enjoying my sauna
really
vy effective
try it out yourself n__n

we went Dragon-I with his colleagues
Oh my god, connie n her husband are so sweet
it really shows how much a guy love for the girl if he does this on facebook..
she looks so slim though she is pregnant
envy larrrrr!

maggie was ther to meet us
hmm at 1st i felt quite akwward as i din talk to her b4
but she is friendly hehe
we all met @ starbucks
mocha mocha..super nice! hehe
he really gonna gik sei as i drank so fast =D
but bo bian, he knows i am always haha

we all watched Ip Man2
which i would never watch if he didnt ask for
he likes this kind of movies
surprisingly, the movie was awesome!!
it was totally diff from what i imagine
nice nice.. really!
but Iron man2..pls la, i dun1 haha
when we were about to leave cinema
i almost fainted
due to..? i dunno
mayb blood donation? mayb insufficient rest?
i was blank til they finished supper
i really got no appetite to eat
sorry =( for spoiling the ambience..

he fetched me home asap
i was reluctant to go home
cuz i know we wont have time meeting each other in the coming weekend
but i had to
cuz i felt so not well

*th May
we went to parkroyal hotel for..hehe
secret anyway just have some pic here
n i met sevinni eh!! miss her lotss!














we went to times square for BBQ n we bought stuffs
haha
afterwards, we headed to Pavilion as she wanted to buy mother's day gift
n i wanted to meet him hehe
No no no! i din see him in uniforn for quite some time
i miss the look so much!!! haha
he came out n complaint why u always wear dress when u hang out with fran huh??
haha
dunno
cuz she wears dress to match me but u dun! how bout u wear dress next time? =P
it was sweet though we cannot hug when he is in uniform
hmm..not decent ma XD
i chose a present for her n we left
again, i felt not well
almost get into an accident =(
sorry fran, u were shocked
kuan long is really a good fren leh
he fetched me to somewhere to get ppl's camera
=D
i slept whole day from 5 pm..
scary
til 8 am the next day
9th May
Happy Mothers' Day!!
I sent msg to those important women in my life
i cried so terribly when i was typing meesage for my mummy..
almost an hour
i sent to my mummy, my mama, my suk meh, ses's mummy, fran's mummy n wk's mummy
n i wished my grandma verbally
they are important in my life =)
when my mummy replied me
my tears flowed non-stop
Mummy, i meant it n i hope it will come true in the coming generations!
^__^
went for family dinner
hehe
happy mothers' day to everyone
i went night market with my mummy
keping then followed by maluri
hehe
wow, it wa like a gathering in night market
1st sevinni n her sis
then my elder younger bro =D
then kuan long n shaun
then jee vern n chong ching
then my youngest bro
haha
but i was in rush!! really rush!!
to meet someone who was in trouble =(
i hope u'll be fine soon
=)
haiz
exam weeks
i know i can do it =)
all de best to everyone!




20100506

A Wonderful Thursday

It's a thursday
I slept soundly yest night
i dun even know that i have anwered a call
summore the conversation was held about 1 min!
n i dun even know that i have received a message
til i woke up early in the morning
i was so reluctant to wake up
it was a peace morning...
yee...! hate to wake up la
i laid in the bed for another 10 minutes
i got myself up finally

everything went so smooth today
a morning which i finished my soda biscuits
a morning which i got a nice seat for bus
a morning which i withdrew money successfully @ the stupid machine
a morning which i got no constipation ( XD, i dunhav always haha)
a morning which i got my fav Mexican Choc Bun as my breakfast
a morning which i woke my babe up sweetly
a morning which i studied vocab in a good mood
a morning which accounting class wasn't as boring as usual
a morning which i did my spec math ques correctly
a noon which i received message from my student ( hmm, ex-student? ahha)
a noon which my Esl teacher told me that the exam ques wil be like what i expected
a noon which i understood economic class
a noon which i got my blood donation done ( I'm in group A yeah yeah, same with potato)
What a wonderful day i had =D

n i know i'm going to meet him tmr
hehe
right after i be back from college
hehe, cant wait cant wait!
i'm longing

Dunno why, i have an instinct that tmr wil be a good day n night too!
i know it WILL be.. hehe

U make my day =)
thankyou

n i feel super happy today! yeah!

A wonderful Thursday!!! i love thursday!

20100505

当他不再爱你了

当他不再爱你了,请不要在他面前没出息地流泪
要知道
只有爱你的人,才会打心眼里心疼、珍惜、呵护你
千万别忘了爱情的美只美在相爱那时

一个主动离开你的人
别指望他会真正关心、照顾、牵挂你,
顶多是旁观者的同情和怜悯。
你需要这个吗?
如果不需要,
那么,
就请骄矜的你,不要放弃本来属于自己的那份骄矜吧  

当他不再爱你了,你的爱就是他的负担了
一句话,你不是他的“宇宙中心”了
既然天意如此,各自滑向各自的轨道吧
请不要计较自己的付出,也不要指望什么回报
爱着不爱自己的人,本身便不该有回报的
别计较对与错,这样还可以给灵魂松松绑  

当他不再爱你了
你和他一个向东一个向西
一个有心一个无意,背道而驰。
也许,
他也想努力和你保持步调一致,但是身心都已不由己。
其实,
爱一个人,对一个人好
根本不需要提醒和培训
如同花儿开与不开,只能听凭自然不能人为造就。
说穿了爱就是一种本能。
对不起,请放他一马吧,他没有这样的本能了  

当他不再爱你了,请千万不要失去自信
其实
在时光匆匆的脚步里
我们寻寻觅觅期待已久的
就是一种感觉,那种感觉叫爱情
他让爱情附身,传导出了你想要的感觉
于是你爱上爱情爱上他,
但这并非因为他优秀。
同样的道理,他不爱你了,也并非代表你不优秀
优秀与否,从来就不是爱的理由。  

当他不再爱你了,
请伸出手,微笑祝福他,
爱过就不要说抱歉,爱过就要心存感激。
不要把爱变成恨
爱是美好温暖的,恨却是丑恶冰冷的
何必让生命中最美好的东西风化变质呢?
分手,他失去的是一个爱他的人
擦肩而过的是真情,
失去了一个不爱你的人,重新得到的是机会
想一想,没有什么不公平。  

当他不再爱你了,
请闭上眼睛,拥抱一下回忆吧

Time Machine

A Sound of Thunder
it drew my attention as the characters have invented Time Machine
just as what Doraemon has


i have really hoped for a Time Machine
to go back to 15,
i shud have carried on with my relationship
so that i din get hurt afterwards =(

i shud have studied hard for Pmr
i repent for not doing well that time
it was a black dot in my study life

i shud have forgiven her that time
i shud not have given her up
but now
i have her forever, luckily

I have really hoped for a Time Machine
to go back to 16
i shud have receive the 100 apologises message from him
if i did, we wont be separated

i shud have took more subjects
to get more awards from skul
i didn't do so as i was so so so lazy
if i did, i'm able to break the skul record

I have really hoped for a Time Machine
to go back to 17
i shud have adviced him about the thing that i actually knew
juz that i didnt want to hurt him

i have really hoped for a Time Machine
to go back to 18
i shud have not believed ppl whom i think i close with
which ended up hurting me deeply

i shud be more decisive
to let everything go
though i did it finally
but i think i shud realise everything earlier

I shud have go back
to chg the fact 1018
so that i wont keep on thinking bout it now
made me so insecure

I have really hoped for a Time Machine
to go to future
see who is the one wil be my husband?
see what will i be in the future?
accountant? lecturer? a rich girl?
so that i know who n what to choose now
but not aimlessly like what i am =(

However
after so much craps i bring up
i dunhav a Time Machine eventually
haha

Just as what she says
everything just came as how they meant to be
I dun really need to chg the facts as i live happily now ^O^

I chged my mind
i dun need to see how my future wil be
cuz My future is under my control
My career n my partner
are of my own choices
n i know i can make a good choice =)

as..
i have supports n advices from my sincere n love ones *__*

hehe

20100503

W-I-N-A-N-G-A-L-I

Why is the programme called WINANGALI?
dunno
though i'm one of the so-called commitee
i dunno as well!
haha

sat from 5 pm to 10 pm
din even go to toilet
sitting in front of my lovely desktop
editing de pic

It isn't that easy u know
crop n paste crop n paste
yesterday only i realised that i do have one software that can remove pimples away
look super natural!
haha

I stopped for 30 min half way as the class rept not yet pass me the name list
need to write FULL NAME for the pics
weird leh
summore some of their names are so lengthy
XD

though i was so busy
someone called me n encouraged me to finish it asap
cuz
i wanted to chat with him

=(

U knw
we met not even 5 hours last week
sooooooo sad
i know , next year wont be able to meet mayb 6 months? 7 months? 8 months?
But i hope to cherish every moment now
(n_n)

Finally, i have done!!

'Chloe, din ever imagine that u could come out with this... '

actually i myself also din know i could manage to finish in one day
though not vy pro
but i'm proud of it!!








09J4

u know
classes with initial J is so proud of themselves
because............
we're scholars!
yeap!
play hard study hard =D

I ♥ Chocolate

Today i turned the tv on
The news caught my eyes!
Chocolate Exhibition in HK!!!
Awesome...

u c how they make it
on the spot!!
they made clothes, furniture, buildings, accessories etc.


AWESOME!!!!!!!!!

This is so so cute right?
hehe
He uses honey to make the pee pee =D
so vivid!!
If i were rich, i'll buy this n put it in my living room!
of'c with a transparent case to cover it or it'll be finished by the antssss, roaches... rats...haha!

so cute eh!!





this is really fabulous!
GUAN GONG eh..
u know on his right hand, he is holding a bouquet of roses
it was so NICE!!!!
i rather receive chocolate roses than the real roses!
SO NICE!!!!
This flowers are awesome!!!!
i think it costs alot too..
i hope i were there today
Chocolate=Happiness
(n_n)
i love chocolate without nuts, raisins..
pure chocolate
perhaps with only almonds?
haha
Love love love******


20100502

went for class photo-shooting
it was fun
everyone is in red n white today
me?
u guess?
haha

=D
i'm sure u know me well

Have to get the Winangali done by today!
YES!! today!
we got no extra time for it
anyway
the pages will be nice
cuz J4 is nice
J4 is nice
bcuz the mentees are super nice
HOHOHO!!
wil upload de pic after i get everything done ;-)

Couldn't sleep yest
suddenly woke up at 3 am
i was so tired but i really couldn't fall asleep
=(
til 5 am in the morning
only i started to sleep
however, only an hour more to go
boooooooooooooooooo~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hate u!

Hate comparison sometimes
Especially from your love ones
Luckily, my family will never compare me to others' children
as she thinks that i'm 38 always=.=
even i pass with flyng colours
she will stay humble n say: she is vy 38 de la
haha, thats my mum

She will never compare me to others' children
she will never say why dun u dress more decent like how the way ***** dressing?
u can dress better...blabla bla
never!
she is always wondering why dun i wear new clothes
=D
i love her always

Though i am so rude , hmm i mean not a soft girl? haha
u shud know I AM NOT
i speak loud always
scold ppl always
but i always sit in a decent pose =D
but they will never scold me for being so 'unsoft' haha
cuz they accept me for whoever i am
=)
i love them

however
outsiders compare u always
they judge u just as they know u SO WELL, in fact THEY ARE NOT!!

pls keep on comparing
n pls keep on judging
n pls keep on giving comment
it is ntg to do with me

I wont bother
cuz i have confidence in myself, neither over nor lack of
It's just nice for me
to stay happy

u'll never step into my life
if u want to make judgment n comparison b4 u know de best in me
cuz u'll be an outsider ALWAYS for my life

Outsiders,
Piss off n get lost!
U're not welcomed by LCY

20100501

累了

我真的累了
昨晚从学校回到家 已经十点多了
是晚上诶
我完成了我该完成的assignment 了
厉害吧?
嘻嘻
分数高不高 我也不管了
反正也低不到哪去的


摸一模
已经夜深十一点了
却愕然发现 原来我剩下一片面膜
这几天的考试 让我脸。。。糟透了
怎么见人啊
敷下了最后一片面膜
真的, 是一大享受

我还以为
我可以继续做功课
不行了
眼睛告诉我
他们要盖下了

真的
第一次
没戴隐形眼镜
却感觉到 我的眼睛在发烧
好辛苦

我真的累了
我用尽了力气
打了封长长的信息
我睡着了
第一次
我真的觉得自己很累
精神上 肉体上
都筋疲力竭了
真的

一觉睡到早上
被一封信息吵醒
原来
我自己也忘了按闹钟
真的
好累。。

本以为今天可以吃吃BBQ PLAZA
看看初恋红豆冰
轻松一下
结果
取消了

我还没看
可是我希望可以看
因为 我想支持阿牛
=)
别那么快下映!!
等我呀

累了
看着那经济学的笔记
哈 我的字 真的是医生字
大家好 我是廖医生
不是乱 是我的风格 ok?
要是我要写好来, 你会跌破眼镜!

还记得以前我工作时
有个安娣看到我写的字

‘小妹妹 你是不是很会读书的?’

‘哈哈。。为什么?’

‘’通常字很乱的人, 要么就很会读书 要么就超不会读书 看你样子 也不像不会读 就猜你很厉害咯‘

’没有啦, 普通普通‘

看到吧? 哈哈
字体不工整是我的权利
当然 也有人很会读书 字又整齐到不行
就像。。。我的室友
她的字
最乱的都很整齐!!!
恐怖
我承认我没将的毅力

累了
对着面子书
也不知道该怎样
好久没出街 拍多多照了

今天没回家了