20091223

hate it

Sometimes i hate myself being too 'smart' in 'checking' n ' discovering' things

i hate it



Sometimes i hate myself keeping quiet though i already knew somethings

i really hate it



Soemtimes i hate myself trusting someone again though i knew i shud not

i truly hate it



Why u make me hating myself more n more?


STOP it.


why things chg so fast while i am still on my initial point?
i dun1 keep on chging n chging

i'm tired n bored of chging

Enjoyments

glad that i own both busy n enjoyable days at the same time!

watched the storm warriers.. not nice
watched the bodyguards and assasins.. nice!
anyway, i have fun watching both movies =D

went for foo yap's bday celebration
a nice day
sing k
steamboat
did things tat i like =P
though me n fooyap weren't close fren
but i celebrated his bday for twice d haha
ate cupcakes which were bought in pavilion, not tat nice as what i imagined

had 4 nice n memorable days with fran
we experienced something new again! hehe

met up yan n ling @ old town
though juz for 2 hours
but i felt happy meeting them

met up xiuhui n erica!!!!
so long time no c!!!
mis them much much*************
luckily i decided not to watch movie
we chatted for 5 hours ++
haha
not completely gossiping la ( though we were, most of the time haha =D)
longing for de bday celebration of 3 of us HAHA!

sorry la meng siow
i was so so busy
really no time
n i lost my digi sim card =(
i'm so sorry

tat day i received msg from jen n shang qi
miss them lot!!!
jen, i hope we will success ( must)
shangqi, thanks ya =P
meet u all in 3 weeks time

tmr going to celebrate xmas eve
haha.. i think this shud be the 1st time i counting down for xmas?
thanks mum for the arrangement =D

it's gonna to be another packed week!! =(

looking forward to my 19th bday celebration
though i lost 2 ppl who promised to celebrate my bday av year with me,
but i have lot more ppl to be with me! hehe

going to be 19 le
my biggest wish is.....
u know =D

enjoying my everyday
hope u r enjoying yours too

stay tuned

20091205

i'M tired

Hehe..din show up for quite a long time, i'm fine anyway!

Busy with EH roadshow..
zZzzzz
cant even meet my family n besties often
n
i miss my college mates so so much!!!


hehe..my fav BBQ plaza!

my legs now r pain pain pain..kesian them
for wearing de wawa shoes..
keke
not suit me at all..
XD


30 Nov
i ate many many chicken wingsssss!!!
Yummy yummy!!!
n liong shui too hehe

3 Dec
someone cooked dinner for me n brought it to EH =D
tasty betul!!
we watched LOVE HAPPENS aftermath..
de movie was juz A-OKAY..haha


my straight hair look hee

4 Dec
went steamboat with my family!
my darling steamboat!!
hehe

today..i met y kuan, angie n bee wei o!
they said i looked tired..
ya.. T_T
my eyes r again red tats y i couldnt wear lens n i couldnt c them haha

stay tuned after 13th!

20091129

在树上唱歌

你说的每个笑话我都笑了
是你变幽默还是我变快乐
好久不见你说我大不相同
偷偷告诉你我的兴趣 真心了

不想把每件事情都那么严格
弄的全世界好像只剩挫折
爱一朵花不在看它能开多久
放宽了心情 把什么都变美了

想要光着脚丫在树上唱歌
好多事物全被缩小了
心里不想放的 就去了 算了
让太阳把脸庞给晒得红彤彤
想要吹着口哨在树上唱歌
遥想开往远方的火车
可以那么轻快的穿过山洞
当树上还很空 你要不要陪我

你说的每个笑话我都笑了
是你变幽默还是我变快乐
好久不见你说我大不相同
偷偷告诉你我的兴趣 真心了

不想把每件事情都那么严格
弄的全世界好像只剩挫折
爱一朵花不在看它能开多久
放宽了心情 把什么都变美了

想要光着脚丫在树上唱歌
好多事物全被缩小了
心里不想放的 就去了 算了
让太阳把脸庞给晒得红彤彤
想要吹着口哨在树上唱歌
遥想开往远方的火车
可以那么轻快的穿过山洞
当树上还很空 你要不要陪我


想要光着脚丫在树上唱歌
好多事物全被缩小了
心里不想放的 就去了 算了
让太阳把脸庞给晒得红彤彤
想要吹着口哨在树上唱歌
遥想开往远方的火车
可以那么轻快的穿过山洞
当树上还很空 你要不要陪我

期待爱

JJ:My Life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放 一份爱
Why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我 实实在在
不管帅不帅

JJ:想要找回来 (莎:想要找回来)
JJ:自己的节拍 (莎:自己的节拍)
JJ:所以这一次
合:我要勇敢 大声说出来

合:期待 期待你发现我的爱
合:无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
JJ:你的存在 (莎:你的存在)
JJ:心灵感应的方向
合:我一眼就看出来
合:是因为爱

合:我猜 你早已发现我的爱
合:绕几个弯 靠越近越明白
JJ:不要走开 (莎:不要走开)
JJ:幸福的开始 就是
合:放手去爱

JJ:想要找回来 (莎:想要找回来)
JJ:自己的节拍 (莎:自己的节拍)
JJ:所以这一次
合:我要勇敢 大声说出来

合:期待 期待你发现我的爱
合:无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
JJ:你的存在 (莎:你的存在)
JJ:心灵感应的方向
合:我一眼就看出来
合:是因为爱

合:我猜 你早已发现我的爱
合:绕几个弯 靠越近越明白
男:不要走开 (莎:不要走开)
男:幸福的开始 就是
合:放手去爱

合:幸福的开始 就是放手去爱

有人点过这首歌

侧田 - 三十日
逐晚倒数为见你准备
愿你快点又与我一起
治疗足足一个月 由电话减少距离
而偏偏竟不知怎说起
是太想念你 超过了预期
只想可拥著你 然后吻你 让你惊喜
由这一分钟我一生就只有你
明日纵使不堪 阻不到我用心爱你
让我终於都明了 明白你比生死重要
连话语也没法盛载得起

I'll give my life to be near you in every way
For I have nothing left to be here on this earth today

让我终於不动摇 这改变因你
原谅我却试过伤害你

逐秒扩张 惦记你滋味
合上眼睛像与你一起
为何分开一个月 如像孤岛给隔离
寻不到 飞得走的客机

是太想念你 超过了预期
张开手保护你
游历世界 让你惊喜

由这一分钟我一生就只有你
明日纵使不堪 阻不到我用心爱你
让我终於都明了明撩 明白你比生死重要
连话语也没法盛载得起

I'll spend my life here beside you in every way
For I have nothing left to be here on this earth today

让我终於不动摇 这改变因你
如若你欠信我的力气
我唱这首歌 为你

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6228MM9WsRQ


人啊
总爱在失去后才懂得珍惜

有人每早morning call时
你嫌麻烦
当你迟到时
你才愕然发现 电话静得好可怕

有人一直问你在哪里时
你觉得被束缚
没人理你生病请假时
你只能看回以往的信息 想念那个唠叨你的人

有人要知道你的每件大小事时
你觉得像似写每日报告
没人要理你的琐碎事时
你才悲恸 为什么没人关心你

有人主动牵着你粘着你时
你却不屑一顾
没人在你身边时
你才发现 没牵手的孤单

有时
过去了的
就回不了头 也让你不想回头

有时
说出口的话 真如泼出去的水
不可能收回

有时
决定了的事情
不是三言两语就能改变

有时
流过了的眼泪
不代表带走了全部的伤悲

要知道
伤心的泉水总流得比开心长。。久。。

有时
连自己都不想做决定
不知从何时开始
我已经不想也不喜欢做决定
是懒惰? 是懦弱?

随便吧。。


sevinni在面子书写我在任何时候都很理智

呵呵

我也希望我是,
庆幸的是我most of the time都是
=)
我也没想过我可以
多得那几个人的支持与鼓励吧
哈哈
你们默默地在我背后
让我知道我不应退后

Days in Nov

Din update my blog for days hehe

So fast, nov is coming to the end..

i stopped on last tuesday right..
to be continued now hehe

WEDNESDAY:
Ate ketam..yummy!!!
Watched Twilight n Poker King(again) cuz we got free tickets
so rush..from 1u to the curve n from de curve to 1u again
faint @___@

THURSDAY:
I straighten my hair!
hehe
for renewing IC
the look was quite fresh!hehe
franciska went with me =D
afterwards we went 1u for BBQ plaza haha
went ketam with ses at night
watched A Christmas Carol @ Pavilion
wow.. he wore so cool tat day
upload all de pic soon
cuz i dunhav cable right now haha
=P
I met my mum twice today haha
funny right..
i met her in 1u carpark when i was searching where my car was haha
n i met her at steamboat!
got fate~

FRIDAY:
back to EH le!hehe
again with de apron
(n_n)

SATURDAY:
franciska n ses gave me a big surprise today!
huh..
naughty la u two!!!!
but love u so so much XD

SUNDAY:
went Kitschen to shop shop shop!
went Ketam to eat eat eat!
came here to blog blog blog!

Haiz..
many ppl say i gained weight le
wuwuwuT_T
mummy lo, say i fat like a pig =.=
elaine liew lo, say i fei po
ses lo, asks me not to eat le
hau's maid lo, say i vy ROUND
my collegue lo, say i double size d
even de so-called admirere, also say i chubbier le T_T
cham mou??
i'm putting effort!!
dun call me to eat anymore!!!
i dun12 be feipo ying..
wuwuwu

20091125

PD trip

I'm sure u readers are clear that i always post something different n special in my blog =D
here u go! hehe


He likes this.. i snapped one! wakaka



Coincedence both in bluess


The skies are blue.. the clouds are white.. the people are sot


only we two were there! hhaha


on the boat


yee.. doesnt look like ses right? even he himself also thinks so..


so fat!!! i, lcy, swear that i wont let myself get fatter than this forever!!!


In the chalet.. nice er...


waiting for checking-in

20091120

钟意了知己

和你天天见
从未专登想太多
何事每次见到你时
如此 庆贺
纯粹的好友
陪住会愉快得多
你是快乐打机的拍挡一个

望你的笑容时
才骤觉你最好
其实想抛开那手掣和你拥抱
我怕我忍不到
发现我钟意你
但我怎能迷恋你
怎会是对象
一早经已成为我知己
问我怎爱你
若我公然迷恋你
可会令你害怕不敢与我一起
我惊转变不起

陪你几多次
从未估得到这麽
谁料这可爱的眼神
卒知 杀死我
望你的笑容时
才骤觉你最好
其实想抛开我所有和你拥抱
我怕我忍不到
发现我钟意你
但我怎能迷恋你
怎会是对象一早经已成为我知己
问我怎爱你
若我公然迷恋你
可会令你害怕不敢与我一起
我害怕分离
是太珍惜你
至未讲喜欢你
最起码 觉得我自己
已拥有你
发现我钟意你
但我怎能迷恋你
怎会是对象一早经已成为我知己
问我怎爱你
若我公然迷恋你(太喜欢你)
可会令你害怕不敢与我一起
我惊转变不起
很想爱这知己
搜索 "钟意了知己"mp3
LRC歌词下载
我要打印

七年 方力申&鄧麗欣

s:甜美地邂逅 十指想紧扣
为何今天掩着耳走 不敢深究
a:最初的迷恋 在暗中化作了忍受
a&s:这经历哪位没有

a:从前的炽热怀恋 何时冷却变生厌
s:当感觉变旧 彼此早有意逃走
a:是惯性 s:是欲求 a:若不舍 s:想补救
s:怎么总是慢慢放手

a:如相处 闷透后 如相爱 没永久
人总贪心 满足一切都不会够
s:倒转了沙漏 不见得可改写春秋
a&s:还是要 承受路上气流
a:如天意 未接受 如相信 是永久 求可忠心 纵使经过不少引诱
s:拥抱的感受 不带半分的担忧
a&s:罕见但也许还有

s:曾看重自由 便解开手铐
为何今天竟在颤抖 担心所有
a:明明没出错 无缘无故也要迁就
a&s:这考验哪位没有 从前的炽热怀恋
a:从前的炽热怀恋 何时冷却变生厌
s:当感觉变旧 彼此早有意逃走
a:是妥协 s:是尽头 a:若不舍 s:想补救
s:怎么总是万样借口

a:如相处 闷透后 如相爱 没永久
人总贪心 满足一切都不会够
s:倒转了沙漏 不见得可改写春秋
a&s:还是要 承受路上气流
a:如天意 未接受 如相信 是永久 求可忠心 纵使经过不少引诱
s:初见的温柔 失散于几多山丘
a&s:肯找寻也许还有
a:恋爱 s:穿过岁月后 a&s:怎保存到死还有

it's HOLIDAY!

My holiday is officially starting from tmr!
yeah~!

I have started my holidays with a super duper good news!
i had pass my IELTS with band 7!!!!!!!!
hehe
I lied to my mum tat i have failed, need to resit
she was like '' HUH!!!!need to pay?!!!!''
wakaka!!!!!

I lied to ses also =P
a very very warm sentence
'' i dun12 see u being so upset, i'll bring you to eat whatever u want''
huh! 12 make me fatter again!!!
fortunately, i have passed =D

tonight i'll meet my darling franciska!
din see her for quite long time d!

tmr, i'll go sg wang with my mummy hehe
shopping again ~

sunday,
dunno er..
see whether ses is off,
or else, find my sevinni n watch gong sam gai lo

monday n tuesday
are PD days!!!
muahaha!!!

i plan til here only hehe

oh no, left out yan n ling,
see when la =P

i start missing my college mates..
especially shangqi,
dunno how is she..
=(
dear,i'm always here for u
See u all in Jan!

Wish me a happy holiday o!

开心人

刚看完一个好友的部落格
虽然写得她过得还可以,我知道 她内心是很难受的

面对着这么的一个男生,
喜欢 却不能不要不可以或不想一起
是蛮伤脑筋的

有时 我们旁观者一直劝说她要放弃 别理会他 不值得要这样的男生
其实 是听不进耳的
因为,对她而言 feeling大过天
哈哈对吧??
我倒不行,我需要考虑很多因素
嘻嘻,这样,才是你们认识的廖彩莹嘛!

可是,做人,开心就好
看了她写得每一字每一句
我觉得她很辛苦
做人,开心就好了阿
想找他就去找阿
想问他那些personalmessage是给谁的 就去问阿
即使答案不是你,也至少知道自己输给了谁 毕竟好过自己胡乱猜测一通
也许,答案是你呢?
就算真的不是,那也许会更快让你死心,快点喜欢上另一个 更开心!
才18岁 顾虑不了那么多的啦
青春就是要轰轰烈烈嘛!哈哈(除我在外 =P 我老了)

我觉得现在过得很开心耶

如果那时我在那里猜他是不是对她有好感,而不是直接问
现在,我可能真的正式被劈腿了耶
傻的,想劈我腿,下世啦

如果那时我真的猜测他是否愧疚,而不是这么坚决
现在,我根本不会有那么多人,陪在我身边,让我做个开心人!

有时,事情不要拿来猜
有时,赤裸裸的事实摆在眼前
面对它 更好

人生有几多个十年!
做个开心人吧

20091118

1118

A significant day..

=(

Anyway, it had past

Today went to pavilion with ses
2012, full til..
nvm la..still a nice view even we sat in front

went to Dragon-I to have.. brunch
yer..de la mian not vy nice
but i like de xiao long bao hehe ^^


i think he likes to make ppl fatter=.=
kept wanting to buy this buy that..
luckily, i got self-control this time!! haha
we went to starbucks..
mmm... nice! though bit bitter hehe (n_n)

went for 2012 le.. not vy nice i feel..
i prefer tsunami
even touching n meaningful!

haha
afterwards
got someone wa trying to cheat me
hmm..shud say surprise me?
he said going for thai food wor..
haha
we went to Look OuT Point
=)
dunno why so many ppl birthday
a nice view there..but din take photo
haha
y?
cuz...juz dun feel like taking lo!
=D =P

arh........wht a long journey from ampang back to subang..!!!
i was so so so sleepy n i slept all along the journey haha
pity him for driving lo..>___<
summore have to carry me to upstairs haha
sry

the end le 1118..

20091117

Shopping Day

Today skipped class n went to Time Square with qing , qi n xandra
hehe

kena kacau in bus stop by Arabian=.=
never die b4 ke!~!!?

went to TS n we bought quite lot stuffs
Blouse, Skirt n Dress
woohoo~!
Everything!

Then i went to Pavilion n find SeS
Funny huh!
They ask why was i there..
takkan find u all meh? haha
Kim Gary with Ses..
full til...
N i bought another blouse in SW..

Tired....
but Happy...
(n_n)

Vy simple i know, cuz i'm tired

Tmr gonna having a choral speaking! hehe
i know we can do it..
''i'm taking back my love..''

2012, i'm coming soon! XD

20091115

Songs i love recently =)

爱一直存在 by 梁文音

那天我扬起帆
想看看未知的海
心里很多话想说说不出来
虽然我脸上看不出来
天空一样蔚蓝 却换了多少云彩
那时的你让我幸福百分百
是否为我等待
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say googbye
我痛说不出来
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在
站在你的门外 我却幸福在徘徊
心里很多话想说说不出来
但我想你一定都明白
时间过的好快
想念却不曾更改
现在的你是否幸福百分百
我应该怎么猜
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say googbye
我痛说不出来
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你泪停不下来
你知道我依赖多不想say googbye
我痛说不出来
我知道我的爱一直都会存在
没有你快乐都停摆
某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂
回头看爱 都在
爱一直存在

画沙 by 周杰伦 袁咏琳

午后的风摇晃枝桠 抖落了盛夏
我对着蝉认真说话 在对你牵挂
玩风琴就是爱瞎闹 堆积着无暇
我跟着站在壁沙岸 让你放不下

这风景如画 院子里画沙
等最美的晚霞 等故事长大

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远 我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中的流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来 全部会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀
挑上脸 挑上花 有你的记忆干燥成瓶中沙
傻傻的 还想着你滴滴答答
擦美丽的指甲 喝你泡的茶
原来幸福可以这么优雅

爱过你的风沙 我也一样值得你爱
管他风怎么刮 管雨就怎么下
回头过去原来 别说傻
回头不说一次 值得吧
我爱上这泪光 问你会不会爱我

这种景如画 院子里画沙
等我们的童话 等誓言落下

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
才说过的永远 我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你 而沙哑

用手中的流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来 全部会重画
许过的承诺我脚步会在期待
因为我爱你呀

The days after exam

Friday
I went genting with m classmates
Oh no..
the only way we know how to go 1u from sunway was blocked!!!!!
Die la die la..
n the way ses taught me to go, was blocked too cuz there was a traffic police!
We all were in a panic..PANIC situation!
''how aa? how aa?''
As i'm the only KL ( wuwuwu.. i'm road idiot!!!) ppl..
i chose to follow Mont Kiara..
wow..
we were so so in rush!!
Then when we reached a split road either to Dmsr Utama or Kepong
they all kept asking me to ask ppl
n the ppl replied me vy slow..
ah..
how!!!!!
Finally , Xandra chose kepong ( she tot 1u in kepong area haha)
n we saw 1u!!!
yea.. finally reached n we got onto bus in time!
Xandra, gimme 5~! a suepr duper adventuous journey!
wakaka

We had fun there..
i was so lucky tat day!
i almost lost my hp
n luckily no one pick it up wakaka!!!
geng
wanyu made us laughing non stop tat day
she was so scared playing every single thing
haha!
Pic, check out @ fb soon
cuz i lost my cable
><

There r lots to be paid to have such fun with them =(
My lips first time suffering from bledding n being so so dry!
T__T
i drank lot.. sevinni also forced me to drink
lips ache >__<
n now..still pain
i went to sevinni's place
i knew lot things
sevinni, u r so great =)

Saturday
I woke up early in the morning n had brunch with fran
pan mee pan mee pan mee
i drank so much liong sui
really lot!
i scare my lips wil break break break ..i dun1 to be so ugly
dun1!!!!
in the evening, i slept, as i was so sick
but was forced to accompany my sis to set her hairdo
wakaka! who ask me having so good taste??
finally..she went to her prom in a vy nice dressing!
i should have went the prom, but i didnt 12..sick ma..=(

Night..steamboat hehe
my darling!!!
then went for poker king with...hehe him.( not convenient to be revealed, p&c)
he had watched for twice d, n now it's de 3rd time for him
haha
he was so pity
always pui me for the movies that he had watched.
thanks ya!
haha
we went to 1u..
he was so so glad to watch movie with me, cuz he dinhav to queue up
haha
i used my killing technique to buy tickets again though the queue was so so long!!!
wakaka
sot blak, LIEW CHOI YING will never q up so long juz for two tickets!!
u know i know, we all know =)
ah..louis ku was so handsone in whole white dressing!!!!!

wow..til midnight..
he gave me gong sma gai dvd..thanks again!!!! really a big thanks for u =)

Sunday
haiz..
sleep til 3 pm haha
nice nice
but 38 siewking woke me up juz to ask whether i had watched my 2012=.=
--Not yet..
why?
--i watched poker king lo
why?
--ah...i dunno!!!! =( tel u tonight la

my sis didnt let me to drive to hostel =.=
grr!!
my mum was grr at her too!!
cuz she had to fetch me there
haha
anything, unless i can go night market n back to hostel
hehe
later i'll be having dinner with my lovely grandpa..
yor..miss him much!!!

Wish i get well soon..
i wanted to see doctor
but yesterday was raining..
today was lazy
c 1st la..
i think i can self-recover
=)

A Dedication

The day u went away
i said please dont go away
How can my life go on without you..No way
You chose to leave me and this is the way
We ended up in this way
A miserable way

hey i thought we had made the best decision
An irreverseable decision
it was a painful procession
two weeks time a fornight a half month time
You begged me to back to your side
You said you would wait for me to decide
We started to disappear from each other's sight, each other's life
I gotta say goodbye

One couple had turned into two people
One heart had broken into pieces..pieces..pieces of us
We're apart

We thought we cannot live without someone
The fact taught us no one wil die without anyone
i thought you were my anyone
Now you're the no one..

Promises are meant to be broken
you made my heart to be broken
No words can be spoken
You said you would make me to again have confidence
The so-called confidence

Girls are materialistic
Guys are realistic
It is so sarcastic
I was so pathetic
You forced me to accept my fate

You claimed tat it was all your fault
You will change the flaws
To make our love again perfectly flows

Lies are easy to be told but hard to be hold
When you found you're no longer the one who shares my sorrow
You again broke your promise, you though i dont know
Sometimes. i know, but i choose not to know

Should i be glad?
or i should be sad?
No, u 're nothing for me, for god sake!

Loving someone who no longer loves you is hard
Hating someone whom you loved for so long is the hardest
It's hard..
You had given me a hard task
A very hard task

Everytime i try to miss you away
Everytime i try to give you away
I cry, i lie, i hide
i'm not i good liar, i find

Why dont appreciate the way u chose?
Why stalk me check me see who is my latest goose?

You miss me you recall me you think of me when you're being with another bitch
I know i've won, much more than what i've lost
But the new one you own, makes you losing everything you owned

Thanks for being caring, though it's at the wrong time
Thanks for being there, though it's d not the time
I dont want you to be mine

I wonder how , how you bear others' eyesight
i wonder why, why you can be so hipocrate
Time can heal everything but not everyone,
n i am the one

Things're forgotten
You're forgiven
bcause i had put everything to heaven
I dont want to see you as a stranger cause you were once my lover
As time goes by, we might be again saying Hi



I know you view my blog,dont think i know nothing
it's for you

20091112

尽情. 尽兴

终于, 终于, 考完了.

考完道德的那一刻, 真的好想把地板跳烂! 哈哈
虽然不会做,因为没有读,
管他的, PASS了咯, 单单Assignment那些就52.5分了!
哈哈

一考完, 做了很伤心的事----提款 T___T
真的, 看着银行户口的数字越来越小,
心..痛啊!!!!!
可是, 今天该尽兴尽情地玩的!
太多东西, 无法释怀.

哈哈, 我这个KL人,
跟不到车, 去1U, 竟然迷路.
兜来兜去,
幸亏,
整车的人都有个共同点,
就是很会猜!!
哈哈
我们假假地objective 乱射都很高分的咯
终于..到了.

我今天很病..
我眼睛超红, 人热热的.
我知道为什么..
因为..
没吃火锅..两个星期了..
本来今天是班级派对, 吃自助火锅
可是,臭老师, 延迟至下星期..><
哈哈, 可是我们照吃!
下星期再吃!

唱K哦今天..
和演珊谈了很多..
原来,我们两个的爱情遭遇,蛮相似的
她也是拍三次拖, 她最难忘的是第三任,而且还每个星期见
很痛苦, 我明白
她说,想复合,但很怕,怕再痛..很痛..=) 我明白
她发觉,我竟然那么明白她..呵呵 太像了

我的忠告是:他们看起来很真心诚意地改过, 可是,要想回,当初他也是这样,结果还不是伤害了你? 看清楚吧,我们的心,承受不了那么多.. 她点头, 嘻嘻

没关系啊,单身吧.是你的,怎样都是你的. 不是你的,天天拜神,神都帮不了你 哈哈

我们很好奇
为什么拍两次. 不觉得多.
三次, 全部人觉得很多..
我下一次,就是第四次了..Oopss..
她们说小狗恋爱别算啦
我发觉
我没有小狗过耶
我真的有打算和他们有将来,才开始的咯
算吧,四次也好,四十次也好
我是认真的就对了.

哈!eunice 说我Complicated.
也许吧.
FB我昨天真的放complicated 了哈哈

今天晓琴唱了首让我感触的歌.
后来-刘若英

珊说ktv是她和他最多回忆的地方
唱回和他合唱过的歌曲, 都会有流泪的冲动
我..未至于那么眼浅
今天第一次没人陪我唱我的回忆不是我的!!!!!!
她们的广东话, 有限公司
美玲赞我厉害,会完整首劲歌金曲2
当然,我天天听的..真的是..天天.

今天很多人找我,奇怪!
连妈咪都找我!!!!真的好出奇哦!
给他们call到电话没电
今天 看到大苹果,想吃,可是没买 哈哈
他们买耶 引诱我 哼

今天连续几首压轴high歌,尽情地跳!
i gotta feeling
hot n cold
我要飞
你的微笑
You belong with me

没声了

热气到...
><


明天,可以见到她..
我想告诉我的她: im feeling better


后来

后来,
我总算学会了如何去爱。
可惜你早已远去,
消失在人海。
后来,
终于在眼泪中明白,
有些人一旦错过就不再

栀子花,白花瓣,
落在我蓝色百褶裙上。
“爱你!”你轻声说
我低下头闻见一阵芬芳。
那个永恒的夜晚,
十七岁仲夏,
你吻我的那个夜晚,
让我往后的时光,
每当有感叹,
总想起当天的星光。
那时候的爱情,
为什么就能那样简单。
而又是为什么人年少时,
一定要让深爱的人受伤。

在这相似的深夜里,
你是否一样,
也在静静追悔感伤。
如果当时我们能不那么倔强,
现在也不那么遗憾。
你都如何回忆我,
带著笑或是很沉默。
这些年来有没有人能让你不寂寞。



后来,
终于在眼泪中明白,
有些人一旦错过就不再。
后来,
我总算学会了如何去爱。
可惜你早已远去,
消失在人海。
后来,
终于在眼泪中明白,
有些人一旦错过就不再。
永远不会再重来,
有一个男孩爱著那个女孩。

20091110

对, 就是要这样

我明白

如果不这样
永远都不能解决

谢谢你明白我

还有很长的路要走

我等你复原


如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉

廖.彩.莹



本来真的打算一觉睡到天亮
什么都不想去管不想去理不想去想

怎知, 竟被一通来电, 搞得我睡不回去了

不想去看fb
其实水真的能载舟,亦能复舟
有时, 就是网上的一张照片, 或许只是一句话
就可以让你在一天之内, 知道许多你不知道的事情
大家要言行谨慎
当然, fb可以让我得到一些我没想过会支持我的人..
谢谢你们
我也不想去猜想大家是否是真心的,
因为
你们的一句嘘寒问暖
切实地温暖了廖彩莹的心

今天
我失常了
竟然去错考场 哈哈
想不到我廖彩莹也会发生这样的事情吧?
当时的我,
突然想起昨天说playful的那个人
我觉得, 他说得对耶

我坐在走廊
反复地听着情歌王子
想了许多事情

我真的变了?

还记得
玲说'彩莹以前不是将想的..彩莹变了!'
焉说'我没有跟彩莹将亲密过咯,她以前不给我摸的咯'
善说'长大了,改变恋爱模式了,知道不需要一直见面'
锈说'变了,实际了,好事来的'
姐说'变得容易放弃, 够了'
健说'彩莹变了,她择偶条件不是将的'
胜说'我知道你变到将,是我..'
忍说'变成熟了,女人味重了'
hs说'变了,可是爱情憧憬还是那么深,天真'

变了..
那时我脑海里,
漂浮着他们的话
每一字每一句
我都记得

再深层想想
我觉得我变得...
妮说得对,
自我保护意识超强
以前会为别人想,
可是现在知道为自己着想
才是最重要的

也许..你会觉得我自私吧
可是,我已经决定这样,就这样去寻找我的另一伴
一个明白我为什么这样的另一伴
=)

突然, 好想唱刘力扬的<我就是这样> 哈哈

那天看到aaron的留言
拜托
我从来没阻止过伟健去他的派对咯
不要一直讲我

除了抽烟嫖妓和劈腿
我没限定些什么咯
clubbing我都没反对呢
算吧,我以前那副认真样就是会让人这么认为我.
所以,
人生何必将认真叻

可是往往我认真时, 人家不认真,
我不要认真了, 人家才开始认真,才要求我认真..
我廖彩莹不玩了
大家慢慢玩啦

我好开心
每当我不开心时,有人一直在我身边
听我hihihaizhaiz..你对号入座吧 =D

我没想过我们关系会这么好
我相信我没信错你,
真的
别辜负我,
我也不会辜负你.
友情, 就是这样!

有时, 真的别轻易改变你和别人之间的关系
今天one FM
说好朋友之间的暗恋
然后播着陶吉吉的暗恋
其实, 我觉得那个dj 都傻的,
SHE 的恋人未满不是更为贴切吗?

哇, 日头不要说人, 有人唱<暗恋>给我猜歌名哦msn..哈哈..谢谢你

20091109

Playful


This is the so-called 'playgirl' 's look


this is my so'called 'serious' look

This week is really a holiday week for me

nothing to do..
sleep
sick
sms
surfing net

all Ssss....

Haiz

yesterday got someone said i have a playful look

Hmm..
i admit that i'm now imposing a look of playful
but i'm not a playgirl lo ..

dun criticise me like tat =(

I know i owned vy serious look last time..
much more serious compared to now
But.............

Ps, u r right
it symbolises single life
Single life shud be like this!

''You make me free.. u make me happy..''

too free..
one day dunno update how many blogs..
haha
u 5 dai dak meh? i got lot stories to write ma

later econ exam..
aiks
=D
u know what i 12 say

Tmr no exam..
sleep whole day
i really dunno whats wrong with me!
i slept all the time
but i reluctant to wake up
always 12 vomit
but also cant see i getting fitter pun!!
=_____=

Back to yesterday
sorry mummy..
sorry grandma
sorry elaine liew
n those who sms to pay me concerns
for making u all so worry bout me

kept asking me whether i kena shocked
so touched T__T

Though i was not shocked at all!! HAHA

Yesterday
i felt vy san fu
called 79
wuwuwuw
i 12 see u..
friday
i will find u
no matter how sick i am =( >___<

Ms V said Ms Lee talked bout my result again
sometimes
i dun like ppl c me as a smart one
cuz
i'm not smart in all way
only in academics actually
ONLY.. =(
i rather being smart in more ways
i hope so..
=(

i'm glad tat my face getting better
so bad la de atmosphere in hostel
always feel hot hot
til face red red
head faint faint @...@

Luckily i got my lovely housemates with me
but they hasut me no need to study econ huh!
LOW HUT HUT JEN CHAN LOW WAN YU
evil u!!

My sony hp gonna crack =.=
juz only i realised it
ishh!
what happen to u?
i din abuse u aa...
i so sayang u leh
dun spoil pls

Next week.. result wil be released!
HAHA
i dunno er..
i did, i felt ok
but
dunno la
feel so tired again..
have a rest 1st

to be continued after exam..

Good Bf?

Juz now chatted with a guy fren

haiz...
such a good bf

I know i know
i also owned good bfs b4 ma
but it was past tense
n i wil own the best bf for me in FUTURE!
=D

today jeanne asked me a vy funny ques

ei, chloe, why u called yr xbf for help but not de current one?

Huh..........my current one d became my x...

20091108

Ms VV

Yesterday i had a chat with Ms V ( hehe, u r reading my blog, v)

Hmm..
she is becoming more mature
i'm glad for u V

Haha

She told me something
which i realised it since long time ago

A guy kept asking her for another chance to be her bf again
( V, u shud be happy cuz he gave u face, he told av1 tat u were de one who gave up de relationship, be optimism =) )
When they really come to a serious talk,
she rejected,
he said dun12 be fren anymore=.=

V, u r right,
he is stupid
n for me, he is childish
vy childish

Y 12 end up your relation like this?

V, be proud of making a good decision for not accepting him back!
hehe

N..V, we wait n see, whether wat u said is coming true next year?
haha

Only between me n V =D

Today..we chatted again

V, college life is much more different, u r right
En, feeling is not the biggest matter!!
hehe Gimme 5 dear!

Bad Day but Good Night

Ishh!!!!!

Pantang pantang pantang!!

Early in the morning encounter my 1st ever car accident!! >___<
Sorry for my fren who tumpang my car
wuwuwu..

I was blank..
huh??? i crash ppl's car aa?
STill blurr.. @@
Then the person called her fren
then we led her to a road side
get down from car...

She asked me to go to police station, she 12 claim insurance
=.= miss, i got exam.. u go report 1st k?
she said she ask her fren 1st..ask me to ask my family
Aiyoyo....

SES, help......

settled i think..?
dunno la
a bad morning..
frightened too many ppl
afterwards i called my mum
she said huh? then let sow eng seng settle la.=.=
U see, i told my fren, even i call her at de 1st place, she also dunno how de
I know her vy well!!!!!
Mu mum=.=
but love her so much..for not scolding me haha


Juz finish my spec math!!! yeah!!!
1st time having real final in taylors
wow..
so formal=.=
besides take out cover of calculators,
BODY CHECK summore!!
stand up..
check check check
luckily, i bring ntg haha
my habit
money also dun bring haha

Tonight gonna be a good good night

Dun worry, not injured =)

Finally, finish accounting!!!
Wakaka
What i dunno, really came out for the exam=.=
chill..
An A

Whatever

Argh...................

I dun12 study
for tmr exam
argh.......
whatever la,
no A then no A la
i got no exam mood!
what i want is juz FUN!
not FAN!

>___<

Argh...............
I dun12 care what ppl saying la
whatever la
What i want is juz HAPPY!
not DIZZY!

Argh................
i hope time can pass faster!
i want to see u!
lot thing to tel.. =(

Argh...........
I want steamboat!!!
whatever la..
fat then fat la
after that only keep fit la!
>____<

Argh.........
i dun12 fall sick aa!!
i 12 be healthy!!
why my body goes so wrong!! ><
wuwuwu...lot problems

20091107

FINISH!!!

Finish IELTS le!
it was vy hard
Anyway, finish d, even fail to achieve de minimum requirement,
i also got no choice >__<
Let's enjoy! wakaka!

went for BarBQ plaza!
ate so so so much la!
wakaka
still feel stuffy
XD

Bought t shirt =D
white n green
hehe

Krispy Kreme
so sot..
1/2 dozen for 16.80
1 dozen for 23.90
=.=
of'c 1 dozen lo!!
wakaka

I really gonna fall sick=.=
today after test,
my face n eyes were so so red!
T___T
i dun1...
i din wear contact lens for days le
duno what happen to myself

=(

So happy receiving your message straight after my exam!
thanks fren!
ur concern made me touched haha

I miss my mummy today
i called her n she said she 12 see me too
T__T
next friday!
i'll be back!

Ohya.. 2012 wil be on screen next week
woohoo!

vy tired er..
>__<
next week wil be my final exam
cin cai la
wont fail
haha
start revising tmr la den
XD

today de ielts test speaker was too soft,
i couldnt hear well
but av1 said it was too loud==
am i deaf??

Franciska Kim,
you were so funny juznow
of'c u r my close close fren!
haha
u r de 2nd one who knew it!
=D
No doubt k?
n stop facebooking n start studying la u
No straight A's, u treat me for steamboat
With straight A's, i bring u for steamboat haha
I pay la of'c =P

Miss u lotz
See u next week =D

20091106

Good NewsSsssss

Phewwww.......boom!!

Tmr is saturday!
saturday is IELTS day!
IELTS day is a happy day!!
wakaka!!!
Tmr after IELTS,
we wil be going to Sunway!!
yeah yeah..
BBQ Plaza..i'm coming! hehe

Shangqi wanna shop for clothes
wuwuwu..no money
dun12 buy
T____T

Next week is packed with exam n FUN as well!!!
^O^ ^O^ ^O^ ^O^ ^O^ ^O^

Thursday is the end of final exam! yuppie!!
^O^^O^
Going Neway afterwards, so long time never sing k le..
wakaka
actually not even one month =P
the last neway was..1018
hehe
then steamboat buffet with my fellow classmates!
it's ba class party!!!
eat my vy vy favourite steamboat!!
My LOVER
MY SOUL
My DARLING STEAMBOAT
haha
=P

Then genting..shud be on i think??
hehe
Hopefully it wil be on (n_n)

Then..................
saturday n sunday..
sleep sleep sleep
wanna find grandpa..
long time no c..>___<
so sorry
DUnno what to buy for him..
hmm...Donut wakaka
tis is what i want
not him =P

then de following week,
result wil be released! anything la..
Not getting straight As also nvm haha
not spm anymore wakaka!
then got games lo...haiz
tot of not coming back de
no choice..
but i hope to spend time with my classmates too hehe
7 weeks of holiday leh!
i'll miss u all!!
hehe

OHYA!!!!
super happy..
my next sem wil start on 14th January!!!
SES, i'm glad that u knew what i was thinking, a big thanks for u! hehe

N holiday..
luckily i got things to do..
wahaha..
dun tel u ..
shh...
it's illegal =D
only my close frens know..
hehe r u one of them??? =)

tmr..pray hard !!
BAND7!!!!

Hope i can do it well..
Baba, bless your lovely daughter!!!
hehe


wil be back here after sunway tmr..
hehe
update quite often hor this week wakaka

20091104

Sweet

It's really sweet ,
when someone tells u,
he comes to find u juz bcuz he 12 see u

Don't u think so too?

(n_n)

Obsessed

Sometimes,
when u r reluctant to think of somethings
they wil appear to your mind automatically
same goes to the someone


Whenever u say u *i** me,
i feel upset,
weird right?
I dunno why eventually
Perhaps, it brings me to the past
the 26th 27th 28th n 29th day
u know what i meant

Haiz

Anyway,
we still have to carry on with our life
this is what we both know n agree with
No one wil die without anyone
Just, life is not as happy as the life with that someone
hehe

Yesterday was my speaking test
I think it went quite smooth??
SHe asked me about trips
haha
i thought of the trip that i going to go on!
XD

Yesterday wasnt feeling well
after dinner,
i slept..
from 7 pm til 3 am!!!
headache la
i wanna go home T___T

Finally i know the song's name tat i like!
I WANNA..
I wanna i wanna i wanna touch u, u wanna touch me too~
The song is so nice
hehe
forgot to ask it from hunter

aiks!

Saturday wil be IELTS test
Hopefully avthing go smoothly
result wil be released on 20th Nov=.=
so fast
Hate la
No matter how,
pray hard for me!
i want band 7!!!!!

Now only i realise
quite many ppl concern bout my **c*b**k
u had cancelled your account??
R u ok?
What happened to u?!!
Thanks for ur concern my frens
i'm ok
Juz tat,
i hope to fan less
Control myself abit

Yesterday went to a Digi booth with my fren
the salesgirl promoted Digi Campus to me
=.=
sot la her
call RM2 avday
i also seldom make calls
if i have a bf then the story would be different la haha

I gained weight leh
>______<
eat then sit then sleep then eat again
yor..
how am i going to beach?
keep fit keep fit keep fit

I have just changed my playlist in blogspot!
hehe

check it out

but i'll chg back soon or later
cuz
i love my cookies can!
My Cookies Can~ Hey u..say love me til the end
My COokies can~ Hey u're the only one i call my Man..
WOnder whether my incoming call stil this song?????
DUnno...

I went 1u on sunday with my mummy n aunty lily!
Vy VY FUN!!!
dun need to spare a thought to buy thingS haha

Finally i can drive to hostel le
so convenient
stil remember, it was a sweet sunday =)

i tend to eat bread this week
dunno why
eating biscuits makes me feel sanfu
=.=
weird right
i think so too
haiz

Cannot go back this week T__T
i dun1..
i wanna see u all..
wuwuwu..sob sob **

so fast,
tmr is friday
n one week had past!!
one more week to go..
i endure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T____T

20091102

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.Sssss

After two weeks, my one month holiday is coming!

Lotsssssss thingsssssssss to do

I want to
watch gong sam gai
play The Sims
Go for a vacation! ( i think so?)
work
sing k
eat Tenji
keep my hair long
keep fit though i fail always haha
sleep zzzzzzzz
eat steamboat av week
buy dresses
hang out with the ppl who waited for me to have holidays!

Holidays..!!!!

2 NOV

Today is a significant day
which one one awares of

4 months d

I'm glad i am still here blogging

Today's mood swings continuously

I'm ok but i hope to be more ok

I know u're still there for me always
no matter what u have done on me
both the good n bad one
i wont forget
=)
hehe

20091101

Memories of the MEMORIES

Memories is adding to your life from day to day

However,
we dun seem to forget the previous memories that used to occur in our life

Memories are the words u write on a piece of blank paper with pens
no matter how u erase it by using liquid paper
the stains are still there, always n forever

When others try to dig n see what is underneath
the paper wil be torn
as how our hearts are broken

Memories..
are something we intend to forget when they are sad one
but we always cant

Memories..
are something we would like to keep when they are happy one
but we always fail

A scratch on your memories,
makes u bleeding in your hearts

20091031

Jennifer's Body

Oh no..

One of the worst movie which i ever watched
=.=

Y.U.C.K.S

20091028

A dream-良心发现

I slept at 12.
I woke up at 2.33am.
I cried non-stop.
I knew who i dream about,
but i forgot what it was about.
I felt lost..
n i was so scare.
I held my hp tight,
i wish to cal someone, but i din.
I knew i shouldn't rely on the one anymore.

Why everything turn out in this way?
I wish.. everything remains unchange,
but it had changed.
I know i always say
'If it meant to be,
Just let it be.'

Actually,
i doubt with my own words..

I thought about this song..
>______<

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oqvIW1gZ-h0&feature=related

G:若是能回到旧时
但愿 谁良心发现
彼此 重头再爱
错误也会早些去医
K:怪我 太过不智
忘记 体恤关注
强令对方配合自己
K+G:不会退一点
K+G:难得相爱
却没法抛弃自由
G:你太自我 如何侍候
G:你太自我 如何忍受
K:到底如何奉献才足够
K+G:承认有错我(你)不想讲借口
G:遥望并无惑星
K:闪过宇宙
G:牵你手 (K:拖著你)
K+G:而欲语还休
谁勉强压下对方
彼此都不会得手
伤害够
G:自问 从前太霸道
像是 蛮横的细路
今天是现眼报
要独个去走这长路
K:你我 没法相处
谁有罪也不懂宽恕
强令对方配合自己
K+G:不会退一点
K:你我亦有无穷愿望
G:彼此也只盼成全自己
K+G:而伴侣从来未设想过
私心太多
G:求让我再用百倍温柔
K:留住你 我愿意无限迁就
K+G:都不想你远走

20091027

@ the same stage

Just only,
i saw a couple dating in another taylors campus
i was there
seeing them being so sweet
I was envy but not jealous
cuz this is not what i hope for n look for now
=)

Last time
i used to having a bf around in skul compound
can see each other most of the time
hehe
ya, it was so sweet n happy
but it was hard enough to maintain once we leave the stage

Hard but not impossible la hehe
those couples who able to date from lower secondary til de stage of marriage
i really gotta say ' Great!!'
I have an uncle,
who juz got married last year
he n his wife have been dating for 12 years!
i have never seen them quarrel b4
vy seldom i hear they argueing
i mean for big matters, haha
it's normal if they sweet fight over small matter
hehe
i'm glad that they r spouse now,
sweet n hangfook! (n_n)

Hmm..
back to the couple i saw juz now
i remember there was a guy telling me that if he were studying in the same skul with me,
it'll make some changes in our relationship

NO.
I dun think so
cuz i dun12 maintain a relationship by meeting each other avday
i know it will come to the end when i leave for Australia

I think there is a changes in my thinking this year
a big change in this 2009 =D

I dun1 a bf who being at the same stage with me
dun really want this realationship
as what me n wk were

I hope for a guy who can resist distractionSSSSS n give me security
from all aspect
wakaka!
sounds so hard to find right?
I think so too!!
XD

Nvm,
Mr Right,
I'm right here waiting for you!

hehe

20091026

Dunno dunno

I dunno many things

I dunno what to do

i'm confused

I dun12 fan

I dun12 know

Don't let me know

I dun 12 know

Dunno

Dunno

A.K.O.N



A painful saturday!!! T___T
My stomach was pain like ...ishh!!!
Pain..summore so unlucky
no car to find my sevinni ,
have to ma fan ppl le lo
hehe
luckily he was willing to fetch me there

A long chit chat with her
hehe
i love to entrust her my thing n same goes to her =)

Left for sunway at 1pm.
Dressed in WHITE
our favourite XD

Sushi Zanmai deska
yummy yummy!!

Gong Wo Tong guali ling gou T__________T
vy vy BITTER!!!!
i was forced to eat n was taken pic for my ugly expression!!!



then then ice cream ice cream.. hehe

A chit chat on de trip after my final exam
dunno whether he bluff me anot=.=
as he used to do tat..haiz

Sunway Lagoon!
A long long Q!!!
He bought me a mickey akon hairband..
haha
i bought him one to be crazy with me!
=P
then, childish move that we did, we xchg with de seller for the evil horn hairband haha
Green n Blue
Nice leh

Packed..
like Sardin
de stupid akon was so so so late!!
Summore de concert started with the singers who we dunno even know!!!!
=.=
Raining summore! Luckily got cap =D

Afterwards, when de famous songs were sang,
lagoon turned to be a huge clubbing place haha
ppl danced here n there
summore got ppl drunk=.= ( he said mayb she drank chivas too much haha)

Akon had After Party @ MOS
sot la, i was hungry..ahead to Murni XDthough we din know quite many songs at 1st haha

A wonderful night

20091021

Packed ><

the coming 3 weeks make me packed! ><

Why things come when i'm so busy?
I not yet settle down myself
i hope i can
but things always happen in the other way round =(

This saturday
my last day to enjoy
i hope i can enjoy the whole day!!
Then have to come back to hostel to do my stuff =(
I dun1 la..
so tiring

haiz

IELTS
FINAL EXAM
MORAL

i think the most killing one is IELTS
I'm gonna die!!!!!!

2009

我一直认为2009是最倒霉的一年

从工作上被人冤枉,
受同性同事无故排挤
无良老板

到家里经济问题不断
弟弟叛逆
公公健康出现问题

到和朋友为了些不是问题的问题而吵架翻脸
幼稚得再也不想见面

再到和伟健分手
结束了两年多的恋情
跌破了好多人的眼睛

再可怜得得住宿舍
自己煮饭
没有冷气的享受

没得工作
什么都得省着用
辛苦死了

再直到最近
和荣胜闪电式的恋情
让我提不起劲儿来了

真的好累
我真的觉得好辛苦
可是当我觉得自己处于最低谷的状态时
我学会了更多更多

真的..

工作上的经验让我懂得人性险恶
人人都戴着假面具做人
比phantom更恐怖耶

有人劝说过我
为什么不正面思考?
我得到了自己从未预料得到的好成绩
得到了一直梦寐以求jpa
入学了Taylors
认识了一大班思想相近的好朋友
学会了独立
天天吃我最喜欢的生锅
是我的最爱!

朋友
失去了的还是回来了
谢谢你的主动,
无论是谁对谁错
也不需再计较了
还有今年才发现到我和franciska那么的互爱互惜


而今年
我最感谢不过的是他
真的..
他让我知道我原来可以很坚强
他让我得我曾失去的好朋友
他让我知道机会只可以给一次, 不必多
他让我知道不必去理别人的闲言碎语
他让我知道原来世事无绝对
谢谢你那样对待我, 我成长了很多

当你认为你失去的时候,
正是你得到最多的时候

有时, 失去一些些, 获得的却是数不尽的

我真的知道我要的是什么
或许.. 将来会改变
起码, 现在我没失去对我很重要的人, 已经足够了

2009
我学会了很多
我最美丽的18
快结束了

快点过吧2009
我要出国啊
嘻嘻

20091019

A talk

Yesterday i went out with my sis
to Sunway Pyramid
i recalled many things there
i remember i went there last thursday =(
It was a vy bad date for me
I saw kimgary
I saw Ripcurl
I saw Maxis
...
a memorable place

Afterwards, we went for a talk
haha
i still remember why i wanted to go for it
n now, my purpose was still de same (n_n)

The man was so funny
he said
Women will be success if she CHEST UP
Men will never be success if he CHEST UP
haha
cuz men cannot lower down they self=esteem to do things

SOmehow, i love men being so confident by chest up
He is the one that i feel so MAN so far
really! i know he knows this too

hehe
tiring day
tmr got test aa ><

20091018

Yesterday

i woke up early in the morning at..4.22am haha

dunno why

mayb is juz bcuz i not yet complete the thing?

i woke up n completed it, finally i had done! wakaka

Though the process was quite...hmm...down??



Got ready to Genting lo!!

hehe

i was so excited n looking forward to it!

same goes o franciska hehe

In 1u, we went for wong kok,

oops, something sad happened

but finally,

franciska get to solve it hehe

thanks dear, u're always there, truly



After tat,

departed for Genting!

the driver was kinda skillfull one haha

kept on cutting cars=.=

When queueing up for cable cars,

two china men came to us n asked me whether i from china (=.= i look like china girl meh! siao eh!!)

then i said no..

Then aingapore??

=.= NO! i'm local.

then they insisted to sit the same cable car
took out email address...
oklo..
know two old frens haha

Top it all in THEM PARK!!!!!!!!!!
Space Shot
Cockswrew
Pirate ship
wow wow wow!!
we made a vy cute keychain there!
tat time,
i really tot of making one with him if he were there!
Sweet n memorable enough=)

then we ahead to the French Village
nice clothes were sold there
but the price were so so SO unreasonable! =.=
i tried on a ring..
love crown one hehe
omg, cant take out>________<
my finger is too fat !
aiks!
i bought it lo hehe
fran bought the same with me hehe
bestie ring =P

watch the pageant LIVE!!!!!!!!!
nice leh!!!
the scene was so fanstasy!!
hhe
i was so so so tired.....................

finally get back home..
sleep
BOOB!!!

3am..


=(

SeS n me turned to be best friend, again.

20091014

Y OU R A N NO Y ING YI NG

Yup, u are!


ishh!!

20091012

S-A-M-E

I found her n she found me at
the same night
same time
as we were both same lying on the bed
reluctant to online
however,
a simple message from each other made us switch our computer on IMMEDIATELY
this is what a fren shud be
always there for u whenever u need her =)

MSN
**********************************

Surprisingly
we were facing the same problem!! >_____________<
aiks!
how can thing happens in this way?
Is it an coincidence?
Or tats an arrangement?
To make us see the thing clearer when u're advising each other
n we can see what we were doing actually

After the chit chatting
we both felt more relieved
she knows how to settle hers
i know how
but i..chose not to..
cuz i 12 protect something n remain it the same in the very future..
Just make it remain the SAME
hehe

TQ for yesterday
i understand myself better

=(

Dunno why
feeling so upset since i heard that yesterday

First time
the ever 1st time i heard this in my life
=(

Cheer up la lcy!! >_____<

20091011

Going into more n more serious huh!

I'm falling in love with u
which i never expect it to happen in this way
however, i'm addicted =D

I appreciate every little thing that u have done for me
Even juz bringing me a sweater,
it's sweet enough
for US, which is ME n YOU =)

I'm going more n more serious
I dun12 be jealousy but i was n i am! ><''!!!
Pls la..
Dun be like this k?
=(
I hope we are always the best fren n couple
I want the best of us but not the best in the world
This is what we know n what we love of each other =)

I dun need your gifts
which are juz to replace the love n time that u cannot devote for me
What i need is juz you
So fake but TRUE =P

hehe
Stay happy with me..
n i'm serious!

20091007

有戴眼鏡的人注意 !!!

FORWARD

現在大家都會為了美觀及方便而選擇配戴隱形眼鏡。
本人上週四因隱形眼鏡有缺角,造成眼睛不適而就醫。
還好,當時聽從Kim的建議,馬上把隱形眼鏡摘下,只是角膜破皮,沒有更大的傷害。
昨日回醫院複診,醫師告知我,我不能再戴隱形眼鏡了,因為「新增血管」的現象很嚴重。
現在開始停戴的話,也不見得能完全回復之前的狀況。
聽起來很慘吧!

1、什麼是「新增血管」?
  --顧名思義就是新長出來的血管。

2、長在什麼地方?
  --黑眼球的周圍(與白眼球交界的地方)

3、什麼原因造成?
  --因為眼球缺氧,所以眼睛自力救濟,藉由新增血管的方式來補不足的氧氣。

4、會帶來什麼後果?
  --老的時候視力會非常不好,醫生告訴我,隱形眼鏡就像一塊塑膠布覆蓋在眼球上面,
如果長時間配帶, 就容易造成缺氧的問題。


醫生回答我, 拋棄式的隱形眼鏡 更糟糕。
因為它大量製造,根本沒有做拋光處理(大概這就是透氧率不高的緣故)。
它唯一的好處就是較沒清潔上的問題。
所以,長期以來,我一直有個錯誤的觀念,以為拋棄式的隱形眼鏡比長期配帶型的好 ..
(你們是不是也這麼認為)。
其實,如果那天眼鏡沒有破掉,我就不會發現我有新增血管的問題,因為它完全不
痛不怎麼癢(偶爾癢一下以為是正常的)。
還有本人配帶的時間原則上是早上七點到晚上七點,如果有活動的話就延到晚上十點過後。
相信有很多人每日配帶的時間與我不相上下。



可見,不見得每一個醫生都檢查很仔細,他們可能只會對症下藥,針對就診的原因治療,
而忽略了其他相關的病變毛病。
建議各位,如果下次去檢查眼睛的話,不妨向你的醫師提一提,是否有新增血管的現象。
以免老了產生視力障礙的問題。


戴眼鏡的人要注意接聽大哥大要把眼鏡拿下來!
這可不是危言聳聽。

專家研究發現,電磁波碰到金屬鏡框會折射,導致戴眼鏡的人眼溫和腦溫上升進而可能使得罹患白內障
或基因發生變化的機率升。

您或許已經知道,大哥大響起的那一瞬間電磁波最強,不過您可能還沒聽說,帶著金屬框的眼鏡,
會增強電磁波對您的傷害。

一份國外的研究顯示,帶著金邊眼的大哥大用戶所吸收的大哥大電磁波能量,要比其他人多一到三成,
原因在於電磁波碰到金屬會折射。

已經找出金屬鏡框與電磁波之間的關連,我們以測量電磁波儀器當做人頭,在前方掛上金屬框眼鏡,
當一旁的大哥大響起,我們可以看到測量器上的數字立刻從五十跳到一百五,顯示金屬鏡框的確讓電
磁波變強了!

而這也可能讓眼球和腦部溫度升高,進而使得罹患白內障,甚至是基因發生變化的機率升高,
因此如果您不嫌麻煩的話,下回接大哥大時,還是先把眼鏡摘下吧!

20091005

October

Unwittingly,
October has arrived..

Time passes so fast..
My 18 wil be end vy soon
T___T
i wonder what would my next birthday be? hehe
I hope it wont be like this year
too busy with works til i had to postponed the celebration aiks!

That day i went out for fran's birthday
hehe
this is what i must do in the early of Oct every year!
It was great
i felt it seems like my birthday
my lover n bestie were with me
taking photo
eating cakes
chit chating
he was joking around
making the birthday girl laughed non-stop ^O^

Sometimes i really have to listen to fran's advice
she sees this thing of me clearer than everyone does!
Anyway, i din regret of ignoring her advice n i accepted him.
It was a great time n lesson for me, to grow better hehe
N now,
i'm glad that she din stop me from being with him
i tot she would but she didn't
i wonder how the way we end up ? hehe
fran, i hope what u said would come true.
hehe..

Last week,
he brought me to feifei's house
Sometimes, i found he is really special from others
The way he showing off his gf's result, caring for his gf, introducing his gf, n giving his gf his schedule.. are totally different! quite SPECIAL hah..wakaka
chuicheng can see him clearer than what i do
She says he is really serious n good though she n he is not close at all haha
Wait n see! haha

This is de 2nd week of Oct
ntg much for this week,
only an Accounting paper haha

Next week i wil be having a Spec Math test ><
I hope it wil be fine
I can go home on Thurday for next week!
As deepavali falls on friday hehe
Next thursday, steamboat day
wakaka

I feel it is quite good dating with him
No comparison in academics
n yet he is proud to say that his gf is a scholar..hehe ( i think so?)
However, one coin has two sides
He works, he faces more distraction
Anyway, i'm tough enough to face any changes in love hehe
of'c i hope he wont disappoint me
SeS, i really hope so..
=)

I saw wk's mummy quite often
everytime i see her,
her face tells me something.
I know she feels sorry cuz of what her son did to me
Actually i really like his parents vy much!
I'm glad that wk did tat to me,
n now i have found a better one =)
I dare not to reckon anything for me n ses hehe
Happiness at this moment is the most important thing for me!

20091004

Sick ><

Sick of many things..

Finally, i fell sick!

Being alone in the hostel..
so boring n lonely T___T
Miss everyone..
but no one to text with
as everyone is busy studying n working
aiks
>__<

HELP...

20091001

For Franciska Kim Hui Sim











Bestie, Happy 17th Birthday!

Still remember?
We knew each other at the year of 2005
at SMKTBM
tru the Prefectorial Board
tru Jonathan Lee Jian Ren
However, we got close bcuz of our mutual interests n personalities =)

Still remember?
The first date we hung out was one day in the March of 2005
Times Square was the place we had fun!
Roller Coaster..
Neway..

Still remember?
I was in pink n white
n
You were in red n black
2 girls dressed in doll looks XD
That showed how colorful our life was n is



Still remember?
We always ahead to 1utama
Had fun in Nando's n Neway

Still remember?
Everyday b4 we went to school
we had our brunch in mamak stalls
Skipped briefing n i always sided u =P
How naughty we were XD


Still remember?
We went for the trip on Cucup Island
It was so unforgetable



Still remember?
We put on Sasa's masks always
We slept overnight at each other's house
as we are d not juz only friends, but a family =)


Still remember?
We bought the same t shirt in izam
the pink one with white stripes
I love it cuz of u

Still remember?
We permed hair together
we kept fit together ( but we failed! haha)
We made up together
We studied together
We played ktm together (sHhh! haha)
We fell in love together
We gained weight together (><)
................
We grew up together..
We're always together, as ONE!
I remember everything vividly...


We laughed
We cried
We argued
We smiled
We annoyed
Nothing's gonna change our relationship, NEVER!

Our relationship is undescribable
More than Best Friends..
More than Family
More than Lovers
More than everything..!
It is irreplacable! T____T



Fran, thanks for being there for me always..
of'c i'll always be there for u too!
We're besties n
we ALWAYS be!

Fran,
Happy Birthday n wish u have an enjoyable birthday
I promise u,
from this year onwards,
i'll always be reserved for your bday =)
2nd Oct! hehe


Bestie, i love you..

Happy Birthday !

from me n my boy(he shud be man? haha) ses as well ( in case he forgets to wish u =P) hehe

20090929

=) always

though this week is packed with exams n dates,
i feel relax n happy,
dunno why
wanyu keeps saying that i looked vy happy n relax
which i din realise

Yes, i am

i =) always now
i found someone who can makes me =) always
though he is not the most caring, romantic n handsome one,
he is the one who can makes me =) always

since the day i knew him,
at the back gate of SMKTBM,
we went for our 1st date haha
I remember, n he does hehe







Our encounter was so funny!
He was n he is my best friend,
n now he is my boy friend.

=)

N another sweet thing which makes me =)
is always the franciska kim hui sim!
Sometimes, she is so childish haha XD
Sometimes, she is mature enough to scold me ><





another sweet encounter is among 8 of us!!All scholars..we learn alot from each other..

whenever i need help, they r there for me..thank girls..my family =) (ignore the two guys!XD)

Of'c i cannot forget my high skul fren n classmates!

Your msg, your comments, your email or even juz your blogs,

make me feel sweet always..

I know u know u r the one of them..

U all r always the one i can rely on hehe

N my dearest dearest family!!!

i love u all..always

Remember,

leave the one who makes u tear..

=) always

this is what life meant to be..

=)

20090928

不想长大?

最近
周遭的人 周遭的事
都在告诉着我 长大 好痛苦

我们长大的同时
问题也跟着我们一同长大
越变越大

以前
在学校偷偷摸摸拍拖
就想快点长大
可是, 长大了
面对的却 是距离 是时间 的问题
圈子越来越大
选择越来越多
问题越来越大

其实, 面对就好了啊
没什么好烦的
处之泰然 哈哈

以前
不喜欢中学的生活
一直怀念小学
现在
我好怀念中学哦

学院, 不好玩
每天看着她们想家
看着她们啜泣
身为朋友, 或许该说身为家人的我
也不好受

我劝了, 安慰了..
真的
面对问题才是最佳的解决方法

即使再怎么不想长大, 时光不会倒流
即使再怎么不想面对, 问题不会溜走

长大了, 思想不同了
身边的人教会你好多好多

对于现在的生活, 我很满意很开心 嘻嘻

好想快点长大
我想快点出国, 看看自己有多渺小
可是, 时间也不会因为这样而加速前进 哈哈

珍惜每一刻

20090926

My holiday

is going to the end!!!!

T_T

vy sad la..
wuwuwu

Anyway, i had a great time with my family, fren n my loved one hehe

Thanks for giving me a enjoyable holiday! i know it same goes to u all! XD

Tmr gonna be a torturing life ><
Miss u..

CY in ♥

I'm in love hehe

No doubt bout my bf k?
He is sweet n good anyway

I feel satisfied n happy now
hehe

thanks for those wishes n supports!

I understand what i need

Stay tuned!

20090916

Hopeless..

I tot it shud be a holiday for me tmr..
so that i can go back today..
which is not ><

It is only for government institution..
wuwuwu..
I want holiday...

I 12watch the movie 366
I 12 eat bkt
I 12 go pasar malam
I 12 go shopping
I 12 go sing k
I 12 enjoy..

But now..
have to wait for another day..
>O<

Tmr, i'm coming back XD

20090914

Friends n Family

Yesterday i chat with a fren whom i knew her for 5 years ++
but we had never been close b4 haha
n she told me it was cuz of i always show ppl that i dun12 talk..
so she n her gang are scare of me..
aiks
sorry for being so fierce ( outlook only)

she experienced the same thing with me recently..
hehe
but we don't feel we're weak we are lost we're failed
we feel that we both are relieved
enjoying single life =)

Yup
single life is good when your fren n family are accompany u when u r down

I din know that they were always there for me
but actually they were!

When i need ppl to talk to
i tot i got no one to talk to
but actually there r lot ppl to talk to
my best friends..good friends..
they came to me
i felt n do feel sweet



When i need ppl to be hugged
i tot bf was the only one
NO!
my family n best friends are always there for me
they embraces welcome me always
it's warm..really..

She told me that it is good to leave someone who doesnt match u
i said i dun12 be back together..
she agreed cuz she experienced it..
We laughed out loud together
cuz we r matured now.

There is still a long long way to go..

Yet, forgetting someone is quite time consuming
What i need to do is living happily
with u all
My friends n family
( not Digi advertisement XD)

Love u always =)

Sometimes i need you

Sometimes juz need someone for certain reasons..

Sometimes
when i need to listen to someone's prob,
i would go to sevinni..franciska..carmen..yee ying
Juz enjoy listening to their problems..
Trying to giv them advises..

Sometimes
when i need to control my tears
i would go to shangqi n jen..
in front of them
i can control my tears..

Sometimes
when i need someone to be hugged..
i would go to my sis elaine..
her hug makes me feel comfortable

Sometimes
when i need to swim to release my stress
i would go to ling
a sexy girl haha

Sometimes
when i feel i'm inferior
i would go to jon
he would cheer me up to put me back to my right path

Sometimes
when i need food
i would go to my grandma n franciska
they'll provide me or accompany me for food for sure

Sometimes
when i need money
i would go to my mum
but tis rarely happen kaka

Sometimes
When i need to scold ppl
i would go to my bros
they will scold with me together XD

Sometimes
when i need to see some surprising snaps
i would go to jocelyn's n chinwai's blogs n web
see see see

Sometimes
when i need to see sweet couple
i would look back to cheewei's blog
see how sweet wkcy were =)

Sometimes
when i need to shopping
definitely i 'll go to franciska n suzanne!! haha

Sometimes
when i need to sing k
i would go to franciska
a pro singer

Sometimes
when i need to laugh out loud
i would go to sheau chyi's blog
see how funny she is
a happy girl

Sometimes
when i need to see sexy girls (i'm not lesbian)
i would go to jo's eve's n esther's pic ( nose bleeding XD)
sexy betul

Sometimes
when i need to think back sad memories
my mind will go back to chong ching, siew teng, franciska n sevinni
who hurt me b4 n i hurt them too

SOmetimes
when i need to recall the naive Liew Choi Ying
i would go to xiuhui n erica

Sometimes
when i need help in taylors
i would go to marcus n voon

Sometimes
when i need to entrust my thing
i would go to my bf

Sometimes
when i need to eat steamboat
i would go to franciska, my bros n chongching (last time)

Sometimes
hmm only two times i think
when i lost my loved one
i would go to poonshun n meng siew

Sometimes
i need someone all the time

Someone came to my life,
he leaves
Someone left my life
he is back

Appreciate

U're needed but u dun realise it sometimes..

20090913

Moviess

Friday n Saturday..
went for moviess
Midnight show..
The curve haha

The Ugly Truth n Murderer

The Ugly Truth
so so lo..
vy 18 sx haha

Murderer
Yucks! not nice! not logic!!!! yucksss!!!

Had a great time =)

20090910

Moody

kinda moody today..

Haiz..

I knew what happened to me..
but i refused to tel..
juz feel like expressing my feeling..

complicated**

20090908

Examsss.......

Last week was exam week, as well as this week too haha EAP test la >< T_T

Result was released today ..
Aiks..
Most 5dai one was my math><
who asked me to fail the 1st test haha
so now can juz get an B..
though i scored quite well for the 2nd test..
wuwuwu..
1st time..nvm, work hard!

I'm vy happy with my econ result! yeah!
The stupid hunter,
when he got the assignment back, he showed vy upset face which frightened me beatrice n shangqi!
we got 74..he tot it was over out of 100=.=
which actually was out of 80!
(n_n)
our hard work is not wasted!
as i have put enormous affort in it u know..
i deserved it =Phehe

Finally we performed our sketch today haha
LESBIANISM!
Have u ever seen me acting so boyish? keke
check it out at fb haha
It was so so fun!! FUN!! ^O^

Looking forwards for friday!
hmm..not onli aiming to go home..(it is the main reason anyway haha)
i'll be ahead to Sunway with my classmates! ALL classmates!
hehe
Ice skating la.. BarBQ plaza la..movie la ( mayb? Jen 12 watch UP =.= )
i wanted to watch Murderer.. Shangqi said she scare of watching horror movies..
since when she becomes more coward than me? haha
Anyway, ses will watch with me haha
Thanks Kenji Seng! haha

Dunno why..
miss my sis vy much suddenly..
a lovely one..
hehe
miss hanging out with her..
hopefully the saturday plan with her is on..
with Owen n Melvin? XD
Pray pray pray..

Started to be taken care now
cannot drink cold water ( someone warned me )
cannot keep fit ( i cant keep also haha..i can only keep fat :( .. )

Yet, i sleep late everyday! ><
cannot tahan la..
tonight muz get to bed as early as i can..

20090907

I need holidays!

It was a great 3 days staying at Maluri..!

Friday
i went home but i got no key to access!!! ><
walked to fran's house..
pity my legs..

Had my hair cut again haha

haiz..
i took the inisiative move to calm someone down
i'm forced lo ok..
anyway,
the someone surrendered that night.. haha

Saturday
fran was mad on me! ><
sorry bestie.. i was too tired to wake up..
dun angry k
Jogoya for your coming bday! hehe
promise!

Busy with my malaysian studies..
bcuz all the printers couldnt work!
stupid!!!!
finally, done

Yumcha with sevinni n bee wei
a nice chat there haha
but stupid too ( bee wei sure agree with me haha =P)

Afterwards,
ate bak kut teh with ses.
nice la!!! but gained weight againT_T
A long chit chat in McD til 4am..

Sunday
taught charity tuition ( juz for u franciska kim hui sim!!)
haha

Johnny johnny~
8 scoops of ice cream haha!
nice la..
love johnny ice cream! (n_n)

My grandma bday..hehe
lovely one
check it out @ fb haha

Night market time!!
Maluri! Kepong! go go go!
haha

Murni with ses n jocelyn..
omg..i felt full seeing them eat haha
Watch Astro on Demand with him
the best cinema haha

Monday
holiday haha
haiz..
the worst day..
back to hostel again
nvm!
friday is coming! hehe

20090902

Courage

Few ppl had the courage to voice out today..

Someone has to really piss off..
Someone might back to me..
Someone might change

Anyway,
i'll accept what is changed =)
Now..i only have the courage to accept friendship
but not new relationship.
hehe

Another Friday tmr! Yeah!!

20090901

Can you?

Can you get lost of my world?

20090831

Tired

i feel so tired right now..
got EAP class later T_T wuwuwu..

HELP...

I not yet finish my works..
English..Malaysian Studies..
wuwuwu...

But i'm happy with my math result =) hehe
thanks for the one who wished me luck
i dun12 fail for math again wakaka

tired..
i need to sleep now
zZzzz

Non-stop hanging out

The people i met the most this week are the busy ses n sexy jocelyn haha

Non-stop hanging out..from fri to sun..
My panda eyes are going to be more panda la..@@

Friday
A surprising friday to Pavilion!
huhu..bought my waterproof bag finally!
it's so waterproof!haha
ses was shocked to see tat haha LoL summore
A stupid thing happened.
The staff gave me the wrong ticket..
i chose I LOVE YOU BETH COOPER..
n he gave me IMAGINE THAT=.=
we realised this when the movie started ><
1st time..stupid GSC ( is it GSC in pavilion? anyway, stupid!)
A great dinner in a Japanese restaurant ( it looks like Christmas restaurant haha)
nice nice nice!
The curry pork rice was so nice! yummy yummy!

Saturday
A day out with my lovely sis n bro!
Pavilion again.
chased by police -.-
stupid day..
RM50 gone for them to 'buka puasa'
aiks!
then i had my NAP at 7pm tp 11pm keke..
then out for Dinner n supper -.-
gain weight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T

Sunday
A nice day waking up at 5pm keke
Out for movie..finally..
I LOVE YOU BETH COOPER haha
sexy main character..
then went to Laundry..its not a dobi k..haha
i met the most unbelievable thing in my life-.-
( shh..it is so stupid!!! dun happen again in my life!)
then al safa...sheeshaa..Jo n ses enjoyed haha

haiz..back to casa d..
endure!!!!!!!!!!!

20090827

Shopping day

Yes!!tmr is going home! hehe

got lot things to buy..
JPA allowance is banked in! ( i think so haha)

I hope tmr could be a shopping day><
i 12 buy....

skul bag

bottle

high heel

I hope to sing k as well.. sevinni !!!! grr~


Yesterday was nice..
KimGary..big big bowl ! hehe
Steamboat buffet..hehe..
gained weight!!! ><
jocelyn surrendered haha
Really a big THANKYOU to him..

Today muz be on diet!!!
Must!
Tmr eat again XD

20090826

It's time

it's time to start all over again haha
which actually i had started! =P

I was n i am so happy this week..=)
All the sorrow have been chased away..
Yea, i'm alright
Really alright..
though cannot put down one so fast
but i know i muz (n_n)
Time can fade everything away!
(except for our friendship, perhaps? hehe )

Thanks for friends who cheer me up!

Stay tuned!

Cy's blog is back..hehe